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Last night at work I spent a while trying on my new dress and body stocking and taking pictures of myself and organizing my lockers. I am very organized btw. We were slow anyways, not much was happening. I feel a bit like a ham in the dress and the body stocking, you know how a ham looks when it has all those strings wrapped around it. Flesh bulging out. But I love the straps on the black dress, I like that look. Dusty (our other DJ) took one look at me and said he can die happy now. We have been having so much fun at work lately, I really like most of the people I work with.....and I usually have a lot of fun when I go in. It makes me happy to say that.
So this is the black dress that I got at Lea's the other day.







And the pink body stocking. Both outfits have to be paired with my black boots I think.
I've had these boots for about five years and this past Halloween weekend was the first time I actually wore them at work.



And this is what you look like after wearing a body stocking for a few hours. Like a ham!
One size fits all and that meant that those wet lock stockings I also got at Lea's did not fit whatsoever, way too big for me. I was a bit disappointed but I gave them to somebody else. Lea's policy is absolutely no refunds and exchanges......a bit harsh I think since they don't allow you to try on any items that come in a box. So you take the chance of making a purchase you will regret later. Boooooooo! I'm glad the black dress fit at least, I got the small/medium size.



Now.....some recaps from work last week. Friday night it was Sharon's birthday.....more on that another time.
We had two prostitutes come in Saturday night looking for business, they do that sometimes. A strip club is a great place to find some horny guy that's willing to pay for sex. That's one of the main reasons why Las Vegas strip clubs do not allow women without male company enter strip clubs (at least that was the policy when I worked at a few of the larger topless clubs back in the day). Some people think it's because clubs are not women friendly, oh yes clubs are very women friendly (if you act normal that is and not like some judgmental and insecure psycho, trust me I have ZERO interest in your man). I don't mind when happy women come in but prostitutes take away business from the dancers so they are not welcome. These two strolled in and started chatting and ho-scializing with all the guys right away and next thing they were trying to set up for "dates" outside of the club. Boss Lady put her foot down and laid down the law and told the working girls to get out. Yeah, go to some other bar in town and spread your STDs, OK! One of them was actually pretty, I was like.....girl, what are you doing? When they walked out of the door I loudly blurted out....."You have a fat ass" because the not so pretty one actually did have a fat ass, it looked like a weird growth and I have Tourette's and can't help myself. Well, she heard me loud and clear and turned around with a look of murder in her eyes, I got on my phone quickly and pretended to be VERY busy. Oooops! Trust me my bark is WAY louder than my bite.....I do not know how to fight whatsoever and neither do I want to. I have nice hair and a face I do not need damaged.....I should insure myself just like Rihanna, Jennifer Lopez and Heidi Klum (just to mention a few) have done. I want to insure my whole self. I like all my body parts. How do you pick just one part? Later on Cricket and Boss Lady were laughing at me and reassured me that they have my back and that indeed she did have a fat ass. So I was just being honest, I did not say ugly ass, I said fat and for some people that's a good thing although I myself prefer a nice ass.
I know Boss Lady would protect me, she lays down the law in the club with an iron grip.
I don't have to worry about anything when she is around. Besides, what would she do without her Tatiana?
I also danced for a guy that comes in once in a while. He is very funny and nice but sometimes he gets too drunk and I told him that he is so much nicer and more fun to be around when he is sober. He is obnoxious when intoxicated. Well, Saturday night he was already kind of wasted when I talked to him. And then he told me that he is spending a lot of time with his Dad when he is not at work because his Dad is dying of cancer. He almost started crying when he told me this and I was close to tears as well. He left right after that.
I felt so bad for him, now I understand why the drinking might be an escape for him.
I also did one dance for a guy that smelled BAD. I did not feel the stench until I sat down next to him. I was very close to excusing myself and not doing the dance but I felt bad for him and did not want to hurt his feelings. From the looks of it, women certainly do not throw themselves all over him. He was sweaty, smelly and unattractive in general, I will be brutally honest....that is DISGUSTING. He basically got an air dance as much as possible and then I told him thanks and ran far away from him. Look, it is NASTY to come into a strip club or any kind of club/bar/restaurant smelling like sweat and unwashed body. That goes for the people coming in as guests and the girls that works as dancers. Once in a while a dancer will smell. Actually we have two. Two dancers I was around in the last week that have in my opinion questionable hygiene. On one of them it is very noticeable, I am not the only one talking about her severe lack of hygiene. Why a dancer would come in to work without taking a shower first in incomprehensible to me. I constantly hear that I look and smell clean and nice. Of course! Being clean is like the number one rule. And you do not mask an unwashed body with perfume and deodorant, ever. I would never ever smell bad at work. BARF!
After that reeking guy I decided that I will not dance for somebody that smells, I do not care if they think I am rude, I will and have every right to politely decline (and he asked me for the dance by the way), I'd rather be "rude" than on the verge of throwing up and then feeling traumatized afterwards. Cause I still feel grossed out when I think back at that.
Soap is cheap in this country. Take a shower and wear something clean before coming into a strip club.

Yesterday after me and Daisy went to Lea's I dragged her across the road to check out a place I have been eying for a while. Right to the side off the Sterling Highway there are a bunch of large objects made out of wood, like this giant chair for example. I needed a pic on that chair, I don't mind being a tourist and doing stuff that tourists do, like take pics of and with the local sights.There are a lot of different and cool looking things made from wood in that location......good spot for some fun pics in case you're ever in the neighborhood.

Today, after meeting Daisy at Kaladi first (of course) we headed out to Lea's Boutique in Sterling. I was there a few days ago but only for a brief stop and I wanted to take my time today and maybe get something for myself. I have to say that Lea's is a very nice boutique.
It's a two story store with gorgeous interior, plush purple carpet and pink walls. Clean.
They sell anything from bachelorette party supplies to good quality adult toys (like Lelo, I have a couple of Lelo's myself), comfortable but nice bras and panties to the more sexy latex outfits, lingerie and body stockings. Plenty of super cute and nice outfits to choose from and the sizes vary too. I think anybody can find something they like in there. Lea's is my new fave place for shopping around here. Their slogan is "the ultimate in intimate" and I'd say they have succeeded in that.



Only a handful of all the cute undies they have at Lea's.....they have a great selection of stuff. Again, I love love love the color of the carpet, the walls and the trim!



There is a whole section dedicated to reading material also.



I came home with a pair of wet look stockings.....I love latex and the look of latex and a strap dress (René Rofé). I don't wear dresses like these at work, unless I work at a club where I HAVE to wear a dress but this strap dress is really nice.....especially in the back where there is no fabric, only straps. Sexy! And a pink body stocking, I have one like this in black (see Kitty Cat Halloween pics) and since I like the black one a lot I decided that I needed one in pink too. Besides......who doesn't like pink?

When I got to work yesterday one of my co workers gave me this.....! I have to say it was very unexpected since we haven't had the smoothest relationship in the past although lately it has improved. Not sure what her motive is for doing this, perhaps it's as simple as....."just because". That's why I give stuff to people anyways. I love the travel bag, she said she knows I travel a lot and hopes it will come in handy (it will). Then when I looked at it I noticed it says "FABULOUS" on the bottom so that made me love it and I love the pink tassel also.
The chocolate I gobbled up right away. I've been eating a lot of chocolate lately, more than usual.





I did not even go on stage last night, we did not do much of anything besides talk and laugh.
I found out that I am Clay's (the dj's) freebie and I am also his girlfriends freebie. What? I'm her freebie too? I'm flattered. And blushing. LOL.
Then Grady came in.....our friend that's part of the furniture in the club. He has an iPad and I played around with the camera on it. Here are the results, of course I was taking pictures of myself with it, what else? Here are two.





Now I have to get out of bed and do something productive. Not sure what yet. Getting a latte will be productive. That's a good start. There is a typhoon moving towards Alaska right now, Typhoon Nuri. It's not going to wreck any havoc here on the Kenai Peninsula according to what I've read, more around the Aleutian Islands, there are actually people living on those islands, like in Adak. I hope they will be OK. How scary to be on a small island with a typhoon approaching causing monster waves.

I am a massage lover and a spa lover. In my dream existence I would have one long luxurious and nourishing facial/week, two massages/week and one foot reflexology session/week.
I believe you can keep your skin beautiful by getting regular and quality (of course) facials and your body healthy by getting massages. A while back I wrote about pedicures, that there are places that actually deliver an expert pedicure.....a meticulous one. Not the sloppy "cutting a bit of cuticle, rubbing some lotion on your calves and feet for a couple of minutes and slapping on two layers of polish" places and then you are done and out the door. I have, after some searching found one lady that's OK here in this village....I said OK, not great.
Another thing I am very particular about are my facials. I've had some BAD ones and then I found Anastassia in Anchorage (after somebody recommended her to me). Anastassia is a Russian lady, from my personal experiences Russians and Hungarians are the best schooled in the art of aesthetics.....because it is an ART. And not everybody has the talent, even after they finish whatever school they paid for to get some diploma. That's why I've had so many bad facials, because whoever carried them out sucked at it, despite all the hours spent in school. Anastassia gives an AMAZING facial massage (although she is lazy sometimes and skips it), I mean it's amazing. She has the touch and talent, I would visit her more often if I could (it's too far). I recently came across some articles about facial massages in a magazine. They list some places world wide that are known for their facial massages, of course they mention a spa in Budapest, Los Angeles (I might have to go there next time I visit), New York and Tokyo. I mean, how often when you get a facial does the esthetician give you a long and thorough facial massage? Not often. I've had that done two places, at Anastassia's and Aida Thibiant in Los Angeles and I've had facials all over the US.
Speaking of skin care, I have been using L'Occitane cremes for years, their Immortelle day cream and night cream and I love them. But a while ago I discovered Eminence. An all organic line, originally from Hungary. So far I have only tried a body lotion, Honeydew and it's fantastic and this bamboo face masque. It smells so good and I like it. I might have to invest in some other products like a day and night cream to mix it up with the L'Occitane. And when I had the masque on my face I just had to take a selfie only to show everybody what I look like with a masque on my face!

I went to the dump today.....super exciting huh? I had some trash to throw away and some batteries to put in the recycle bin. Chhaya loves going there, that means she will get a treat upon leaving the dump. The dump gate attendant (or whatever they are called) always has a treat for her and she knows this and starts salivating even before the treat is visible.
Chhaya acts like she never gets treats, although her life is all about good food, treats, cuddles and doing stuff. After the dump we went to Arc Lake and walked around it twice. I was curious to see whether I would hear any weird sounds by throwing rocks on the ice. I threw several but nothing happened, in fact the lake was rather quiet today. Those eerie sounds I heard last time I went there were almost non existent, I only heard the lake sound off twice.





When I was leaving a car had parked next to mine and two chicks were busy smoking weed. So.....speaking of marijuana. Alaska voted yesterday and marijuana is now legal here in the 49th state. More and more states are joining in on legalizing marijuana. I don't smoke weed, I've tried it a few times and I don't like it. It makes me sick, I think it's the inhaling the smoke, it's too much like smoking a cigarette and that is just gross to me. On the other hand I have tried brownies a few times (like three times) and liked that, although the last time I had a brownie it was way too potent and I got really high, couldn't move, stayed in bed laughing and then threw up. Yeah. And I also have these candies in my possession, Mountain High Suckers they are called. I found them at Burning Man the other year and I only ate a few but they are tasty and fun, yet again.....I just laughed. I guess I'm saving them for a future fun occasion.



Everybody has their own opinions about drugs and whether they should become legal or not. I say legalize everything because people do it anyways. I have tried all kinds of drugs and I have never developed anything remotely close to a drug problem or a habit. I even work in a strip club and I don't drink/do drugs/smoke and if I was to do drugs I certainly wouldn't waste a good time at work. I personally do not believe that marijuana is a gateway drug. Absolutely there need to be laws regarding driving under the influence, working while high etc. But people all over the place drive, and go to work etc under the influence of either alcohol, weed, some other drug legal or prescription. I would never want to get high every day, I enjoy my life very much sober. I'm not trying to run away from any problems or mask some negative feelings, I enjoy waking up without a hangover. But on the other hand I want to be able to enjoy my drug/s of choice when I want to, in a responsible way of course. I'm an adult and I think I can make rather informed decisions regarding any possible drug use I might indulge in. Trust me, I have studied the drugs I have done or am interested in doing.
I guess the proposed price for an ounce of weed here in Alaska is going to be $50. I don't know if that's reasonable, I've never bought weed before but if some of that money is going toward taxes and something good will come out of it, like financing anything the public uses like infrastructure, schools, parks - then I think it's a good thing. People have been smoking weed anyways before it became legal.....now it's legal and maybe something good will come out of it. Times change, people and their thinking patterns evolve. I don't need Big Brother to barrage me with scare tactics about the evils of drugs because I do not believe in that anyways. I think certain plants make you open up your eyes, if you are willing to take that step, I certainly want to evolve as a person. Alcohol and cigarettes everybody knows are rather bad. I have not seen much positive come out of people smoking cigarettes and getting drunk and that's legal. What's positive about smoking cigarettes? Nothing. And what's good about getting wasted on booze or beer on a regular basis? I can't think of much. It's a personal choice. You decide yourself how you want to live your life and you will reap the rewards of your lifestyle and actions, or not.