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Here's a little recap of the last 24 hours of my life.
Work last nigh.....sucked again. Almost all the girls are complaining now, because it really has been THAT bad. Note that I am number 11 on the list, my fave number! And see number 3? That is Sky. She was here two summers ago and she is one of the hottest girls I have seen in a long time, so I was very happy to see her again. She is the total package, nice natural body, pretty long blonde kind of curly hair and a beautiful face. I love her nose. I finally have something nice to look at! People ask me sometimes if I work with pretty girls. Well, I am picky. So no, not too many of what I consider pretty or beautiful girls. Usually if it has a nice body the face doesn't match, or the girl might have a pretty face but a bad body. Don't take it the wrong way, I am speaking strictly from an aesthetic point of view now. I am not talking about personality or intelligence, just looks. I like for the whole package to look good and Sky has it, plus I like her personality BUT she is way too wild at work for my taste. But I still flirt with her.



I got home at 3 30 am and woke up a little after 11 am. This is what I slept in.......panties and sports bra from Victorias's Secret.



It was sunny again, so I threw on a bikini and laid out for about an hour. I took the bikini off though, I do not like any tan lines whatsoever. The bikini was for the pic only. So you can inspect my flaws.....or lack of thereof......



The other night at work while I was busy taking pictures of myself in the dressing room a girl walked in and asked in a somewhat snobbyish tone, "Are you taking pictures of YOURSELF?". "Yes, of course I take selfies all the time", I replied. She didn't know what a selfie was and claimed that she maybe took two pictures of herself a year. Ok, well I take about 10 pics of myself per day, because I think it is fun and I might use one of those pics for my blog. Plus I take pictures of all kinds of other things too. Whatever. It's not like I don't do anything else useful with my life besides admire myself in the mirror and take selfies. I sleep and drink lattes too. DUH!
Ok, so back to the last 24 hours of my life. I made a salad for dinner with grated cheddar cheese on top, it was good.



I watched two movies at home. Both disappointing. First of all Spring Breakers by Harmony Korine. I though it was going to be a fun movies and I was curios about the performances of the cast but I was disgusted by it, by all of it. One of the absolute worst movies I have ever seen. If I was one of those four main actresses in that movie I would be embarrassed to have that on my resume. Dumb story, a bunch of boobs, asses attempting to shake and look sexy but instead looked pathetic, binge drinking, bongs and pointless drug use. Lame repetitive phrases making no sense. Some violence and people acting ghetto. Horrible. The only thing I was thankful for after the move came to an end, besides that the movie actually ended was that I never acted anything close to that in my life. I have been drunk and stupid a few times and done some dumb shit but not like that.
Who acts like that anyways? Anyone? If so, SCARY!
Then I watched The Devil's Backbone by Guillermo Del Toro. I was looking forward to this movie but it was boring and dragged on.
After the movies I took Chhaya for a walk. It was gorgeous out but we got swarmed by mosquitoes as usual, so we ended up running home.



Now I am in bed, the only light in the room is coming from my MAC, it is actually kind of dark out. We are losing daylight for each day that passes now. In a bit I am going to take out my contacts and go to sleep.

I have no inspiration for coming up with anything to say right now. I'm kind of moody and feeling a bit off. That will change soon. Maybe I go for a run before work tonight. Work has been so bad for the last two weeks that I feel like it is not fun being there, so I am definitely not inspired to work. If I would tell you what I have been making (rather NOT making) you would probably want to send me a donation! 🙂
I am dreaming of clubs where you are not allowed to do dirty dances and where being a classy girl is appreciated instead of frowned upon and misunderstood by people that do not possess any kind of refinement.
I have been eating pancakes for two days. And it's been sunny so I have been laying out. I am pale. The last time I went to a tanning salon was in 2006 when I was in Denver working at Shotgun Willie's. I got burnt and red and after that decided not to ever lay in a tanning bed again. The first time I started going I think I was in 8th grade. I absolutely regret that now because it really is bad for you but back then I thought it was great and I remember that I looked like I had been on a tropical vacation one winter in Sweden, very brown amongst my pale friends. Now I don't want to burn or get that dark. I do use self tanner once in a while, usually when I work out of town, I have more energy to bother with stuff like that then.
Well, that is all from me today.......

I am spending this nice evening at home. I was planning on working but then I started cleaning and doing other things, so I am at home. Me and Chhaya went for a nice long walk. This is her telling me that she does NOT want to participate in a photo shoot. Talk about looking miserable!



She is now looking very comfortable while sleeping in her upstairs bed. There is one downstairs too. She scratches the blanket and her lamb friend around until she is satisfied before she lays down.



Today while at PetCo I though that I should maybe switch Chhaya's dry kibble to a different dog food brand. I heard that Blue Wilderness is a good. Right now Chhaya gets Solid Gold's Sun Dancer. I did some research on www.dogfoodadvisor.com and according to that site Blue Wilderness is an excellent dry dog food, it received a top rating (5/5 stars), whereas the Sun Dancer didn't get as good remarks but almost, (4.5/5 stars.)
What they also told me at PetCo is that I should switch Chhaya over to a kibble for senior dogs because it contains less protein. Chhaya is eight and I guess considered a senior although she acts like a puppy most of the time. I did some research on that too and some people say to not give your dog less protein when they become older. That kind of makes more sense to me too. This is what the moderator at dogfoodavisor has to say, "After looking for a satisfactory answer to this common question, I've found the white paper published by Champion Petfoods (makers of Orijen and Acana products) to make the most scientific sense.
In a nutshell, the Orijen paper says... "Contrary to myths and popular beliefs, feeding a high-protein diet is healthy for dogs of any age, including puppies of all breeds and sizes, seniors, and overweight dogs. Studies have proven that protein does not cause orthopedic problems in puppies, nor does it lead to kidney disease in older dogs."
For the most part, I'm inclined to agree. If you get a chance, this Orijen report makes an excellent argument in favor of a high protein diet for all dogs... and it's certainly worth a read."
I want the best for Chhaya.....she is the love and light of my life. It's scary to make choices on the behalf of the pet in your life sometimes because they can't tell you what they need and want. You have to decide for them. Hopefully you end up making the right decision.

I think it is time for a shower now, then some reading in bed. Sweet Dreams from me!



Oh......one more thing. Of course I know that Hilary is not the Vice President, I said Biden (that's why I won the $ 10). But I like to joke around at times when I write here and I know that some of you might not catch on to all the stuff I say......

How is everybody's Sunday going? Another gray and gloomy day here, it's been raining for days now. I could had stayed home last night because work was bad.....well at least I made my latte money for the coming week. We had 20 girls and me and one other girl were the only two with no dances and the other girls complained that it was like pulling teeth, getting a dance I mean. It was pretty bad. Another said that unless you give out your phone number or promise to meet up it seemed like you were not getting any dances. So I lounged around,
I am too lazy to struggle for dances, either you want one or not......I don't think I should have to convince anyone to get one or promise things that won't happen anyways, so I went on stage and also won $ 10 because I knew the name of the Vice President whereas some of my other co workers didn't. The Vice President is me right? And when I am not in the mood (as of lately) I delegate the job to Hilary. Clinton that is.





This is BS. I never charge for dances upfront. I think it is rude. The reason they made that sign is that nobody besides the dancer will be responsible if the guy for some reason doesn't want to pay. "You are supposed to charge upfront honey", would be the response if there was a problem. It happens. That is what bouncers are for. I had that happen maybe twice at Crazy Horse Too in Vegas, all I had to do was to wave over a gorilla looking bouncer and the guys paid up real quick. I never cheat or overcharge when it comes to money. But you need to pay me for the dances that I do. Another time a guy misunderstood the cost. One dance was $ 50 and he thought I had said $ 15. So after he had three in a row I reminded him that he was up to $ 150 and he looked really surprised......he didn't have the money on him and I knew he made an honest mistake (and we all make mistakes so I didn't get mad). He left and came back with the money.
Here I would say that half of the time the guys just hand over the money before the dace starts but I never demand that. Haven't had any problems so far. As far as giving somebody a free dance due to not collecting the money is advance? ICH DON'T THINK SO! There is no "law" that says that, like I said, management does not want to deal with that problem should it happen. I should add here that a while back they had up a different sign that said, "The Law says that the table dance has to be paid upfront". LOL. Yeah, sure there is a law that says that, show me that law!
One more thing, we don't have table dances here, it's a "lap dance" for a lack of a better description. Table dance.....that is something that happened a long time ago.



Since I was raised properly I would never flush anything besides toilet paper down the toilet......I will not pay more in house fee because I happen to work with dumb and selfish girls. Sorry.

After the gym I felt much better. Especially after throwing some punches in this guy's face.
A great way to feel better and to be prepared for one day when I might actually have to defend myself. I would throw in a few good kicks too, long and strong legs can be useful at times.
I just thought of something funny.....the other day a girl at work told me that she caught FUGLY have a breakdown in the bathroom.....she was frantically ripping apart a roll of toilet paper while making angry sounds. That is funny! I know that FUGLY has lots of pent up anger, I can tell by watching her, it shows at times, like when she goes on stage and violently claws through the decorations hanging from the ceiling or furiously throws dollars at the stage when some guy give her tip money for the other girls. She is probably mad that the money is not staying in her pocket, some people just don't like to share. Yes, I do loose my temper at work sometimes, when dumb guys think they can boss me around......I mean I have to put my foot down, right? And I have been sad a few times due to work but sad and angry are two different things. Other than that, you would never catch me ripping apart roll of toilet paper or screaming into a towel. I'd rather go to the gym.