Censored!

What an amazingly gorgeous day! Sunny and my guess is that it is like 45 degrees or warmer outside. !!!
I am savoring my moment of peace, calm and sanity with food and a latte before work tonight.
Ok my dear darling readers of my blog - Tatiana has been censored! LOL.
I will explain more about that soon......
It was my first night at Heartbreakers last night, Sunday night. Whispers next door is closed on Sundays.....
There were about double the amount of girls at Heartbreakers. They seem to be from all over and most of them looked good and in shape.
Many blondes. At least last night. That might change tonight.
The club looks great. There has been some changes since last time I was there. Like the stage is moved a bit, there is a DJ (good!).
I went up on stage three times last night to two song sets.
No more reclining chairs for lap dances. That I helped pick out last time I was here btw......
Now there are regular chairs, three chairs in three separate small rooms - that makes it nine chairs for lap dances.
The rooms where you do the lap dances are lit up by red lights, which I like, it is more flattering than just the black lights which can appear
too harsh on your skin tone, especially mine since I am pale, even though I have self tanner on now. I don't want to apply the self tanner
everyday because I think it smells weird, I'd rather have the scent of VIVA La Juicy on me than self tanner.
The main area of the club has plenty of black lights though, everybody's teeth and peroxide bleached hair glows in the dark.
The club got fairly busy, but Heartbreakers is a much smaller place than Whispers so it is hard to judge the size of the crowd.
It costs $120 to work. $20 of that goes to the DJ. I think I did well, not great - but well. I am sure there were girls that did better than me.
So - to sum it up, a positive experience.

I have been getting some nice response from people regarding the blog sent to my e mail.
If you have any questions you can e mail me, tatianasupernova@yahoo.com
But I have been getting a rather chilly response to my blog here in Williston, apparently writing about your experiences and opinions
about dancing is not a good thing. WHY??? But everybody has an opinion, just like everybody has an asshole.
You don't have to like me, that's fine - I really don't care actually. But this is the "land of the free" after all, with everything it stands for.
You know.....the US Constitution and the First Amendment and all of that.
I have always known that deep inside many there is still that old belief that girls/women should look pretty and be quiet. And if they do talk it should preferably be about something non threatening, like cooking and child rearing.
Well, not this girl! I admire ladies that go places in life. And that have something of substance to say, life is about so much more than boyfriend
problems, gossip, getting wasted, being loud and acting stupid. Though I have to admit, I like my dose of gossip once in a while....
I will leave you with some quotes that I find inspiring and fitting.....

The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud. – Coco Chanel.

One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go.
- Sheila Murray Bethel.