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Tuesday, July 19. 2016

Divide et Impera

Divide et Impera.....Latin for divide and conquer. I studied Latin for a year and it was TORTURE. Me and my friend Ninna spent the Latin lesson by giggling non stop like the two immature teenage girls that we were. We were probably the Latin teachers least favorite students and we had Latin lessons every day, for two semesters. I bet the teacher, it was a she, did not look forward to having to deal with us. This makes me think back.....I miss my friends in Sweden SO much.
So many years have went by and I'm still friends with all of them. It's beautiful. ❀
Anyhow.....divide and conquer. Is that what is going on in the world now? Here in America with the growing racial tensions and shootings of police officers, the BLM issue/movement (and I am not referring to Bureau of Land Management now) and globally the non stop acts of terrorists. Divide and conquer the people, us citizens and then apply a One World Government? Is this the directions were are moving towards? I have skimmed through Agenda 2030 laid out by the United Nations and I like what the message is about but I have to study it more in depth. Because some claim it's an agenda for the New World Order......The goal is to transform our world for the better by 2030.
I think about MY own part in making the world a better place. Everybody has a part, well every adult. We are all pieces of a puzzle that forms a large canvas. Or drops in the ocean and together we are the ocean. The puzzle I have seen several times when in an enhanced state (by drugs/substances), so I think there is something to that. A truth. THE truth?
I sat in a coffee shop last week. Two cops came in. I talked to one of them. A nice and pleasant conversation. I can't imagine how it must feel to be out there knowing that there are people that "hate" you and want to hurt you, even kill you when you are doing your job.
I also got pulled over late at night last week. I swerve when I drive, not much but I do. That gets the attention of police, especially late at night because they think they might have a potential drunk driver on the loose. Well, the officer was super nice to me. I always smile and I am always polite. I have gotten out of speeding, not making complete stops at stop signs (what can I say....I am impatient), not having the correct paperwork etc before just by being nice (I think). And I've had some speeding tickets to pay in the past, smiling doesn't solve everything but it can help. I DID have an issue with a cop that pulled me over several times in Kenai a few years ago, also late at night and he would be rude to me and I got a hostile vibe from him. There was something off about him I felt. I solved that by going into the station where I had a talk to the person in charge. I explained how I felt and that took care of that issue, he never pulled me over after that.
What is going on in the world? It's sad. It's scary. I feel bad for all of us. I need to do MY part. I'm still searching for the meaning of this life.

Me and Ninna. Teenagers. We used to have so much fun.



Saturday, July 16. 2016

Absent

I know I have been absent here......I hope you (my wonderful readers) are all well and having a beautiful Summer!
So I got this book..... Do Unto Animals by Tracey Stewart. You do not have to be a vegan to be mindful of animals and their rights. I am myself not a vegan but I don't eat meat. I don't miss eating meat (except Polish sausage) and I feel healthy physically. You should always respect animals and treat them kindly, they give us so much and we have treated them badly throughout history and still do. I think it is a parental duty for example to teach children to be kind, respectful and grateful to animals, ALL living creatures even insects. Even if you eat meat you can and should be mindful and thankful of how much we get from them.



For now......I don't have much to say or divulge. Maybe later on. Or not.
I do have a new reader that left me a very nice comment on an older entry called "Donation" that I wrote September 13 of last year. It made me happy and as usual when I get emotional I cried a bit.

"You're beautiful.... and as corny as this sounds, "not just on the outside." I "love" you for the way you treat your dog. My wife and I have a Pitbull and love him just like you, and treat him like family. You're a really good person, and I don't even know you. I think you have a kind heart and both of us enjoy reading your blog. Best of luck to you and your "baby."

Thank You for the kind words Derek and it makes me happy that you and your wife enjoy my blog.....despite of me not writing a whole lot this year.



Me and Chhaya are going to go and look at some sheep now, she finds them extremely interesting. The sheep don't care much for Chhaya, they are too busy eating grass.


Tuesday, July 5. 2016

Dinner Book Movie & Waffle

Last Friday evening I was invited to dinner at a friend of a friend's house. It was lovely.....rather perfect actually. The food was excellent. The salad was made from vegetables the host, Liz grows in her own garden and it might had been the best salad I have ever had, including the home made salad dressing. After dinner I sat outside in the garden sipping on a cup of hot Earl Grey that tasted wonderful while enjoying conversation and getting warmed up by this fireplace.



It was one of the nicest home I have been to. And the company was great. I love being around civilized people discussing a wide range of topics.
I have also fished this book by Fredrik Backman (a Swedish author) Britt-Marie Was Here the second novel I've read by him.
Now I need a new book to read!



And the other day me, Drinda and Deborah (my new friends) went and saw Tarzan. A love story with a shirtless Alexander SkarsgΓ₯rd in it....another Swede. I love love stories!



And i just finished my latest obsession, this yummy waffle and latte. I think I will need to come back tomorrow for more!



Monday, July 4. 2016

Sunday, July 3. 2016

Sunday Thoughts

Sunday.....a day for thoughts. For you too?
So much BAD going on in the world. Again, I am not grasping why there is so much evil and suffering. Is this life here and now really hell? I am starting to think so.
All the latest suicide bombings killing so many, people getting tortured, parents in the US shooting and slicing the necks of their own children, people being cruel to animals. What is going on? I wish all of those disgusting sub humans would had been aborted instead of born. Seriously. Ponder that all of you pro life people.
Fun for little children to be born into a life of abuse, neglect and then be finished off by beatings or getting their neck sliced. So much for parenting.
Tonight Iceland (I say Island) and France (Frankrike) EUFA EURO 2016. Of course I want Island to win!
I attended a wonderful dinner party the other evening, finished a book and this afternoon I am going to the movies. More on all of that later. I will also take Chhaya, her toys and a blanket and go to a park with green soft grass. She has an irritation in between some of her toes that has flared up, I am trying to clean it and medicate but it is rather red. Poor baby.
Today I tried a Pakistan Rose Latte with toasted cinnamon - thumbs up!



I hope YOU are having a nice Sunday!


Thursday, June 30. 2016

More Cindy Pics

And here are some more Cindy pics of me. The last ones, unless I decide to put up another one at some point......











Photographer Cindy Enchanted Eye Photography.
www.enchantedeyephotography.com