Welcome to Chaos !!

I've been feeling a little sad today, not sure why. Everything feels so boring and so meaningless and predictable. I have some things that I need to deal with asap but I have been ignoring certain issues for weeks now. I am really good at procrastinating sometimes (a lot) though I know it's bad. Baaaad!
I really need to make some phonecalls tomorrow. Don't know why that seems so difficult to do?
Maybe I need a personal coach that can get my stuff together for me when I need to? Tatiana is now taking applications, do YOU have what it takes to be her personal coach? Send her your resume!
Felt much better after I went for a long walk and jog with Chhaya. Now I am back home and thinking about ice cream though I already had a berry cobbler with vanilla ice cream today.
If you want to make Tatiana feel better, take her out for a vanilla latte and some pastries!
There's one thing I am looking forward to, the Mamma Mia movie/musical, playing now. Of course I love ABBA, I grew up singing their songs. Is there anyone from Sweden that doesn't love ABBA?
Ok, I still have to brush Chhayas teeth before I go to sleep.
And I got a new face cream today that I will try out tonight. Exciting right?

Had a fun day today. Went Alaska sightseeing.....out to Hatcher Pass and Summit Lake and around that area. There's definitely more you can see in Alaska than Tatiana parading around at The Bush Company! Yes, really! For example, nature! Today I saw breathtaking landscape, lakes, beaver dams, a mad Alpaca, rainbows, rain and sunshine, a 72 year old English tourist that almost rolled down a hill with his car, the sun setting, what a day!
I do have a cold coming on though but that's ok. Kind of tired, it's late.

Need to mention that my latest song obsession is I kissed a girl by Katy Perry - CUTE!
Good Night!

.....in the tabloids right now are Lindsey Lohan and Samantha Ronson! Sam just took Lindsey on a shopping spree and gave her a Cartier Love bracelet.....awwwwww.....
I would take Sam in a heartbeat too! She is cute and she is a dj, what could be better? Lindsey is a lucky girl!
Actually I had a run in with Sam's brother Mark Ronson a few years back. That was when me and Julia would prowl around Crazy Horse Too as The Fargosisters. I think it was rather late and kind of empty in the club. Me and Julia were praying to the Baby Jesus that luck would change and we would run in to somebody that would donate some money to us in exchange for some prime Fargosisters grinding and funbag slapping.
Well indeed...there was Mark sitting by himself. He wanted to go in to the VIP. We had the best time with him and on top of being nice he is really, really cute! Me and Julia both wanted to marry him right then and there and though he probably wanted that too he was being very faithful and respectful to his girlfriend that was back in New York. I wonder if he is still with her? If not, I need!
Mark said he would always remember the time he spent with us because most of all it was FUN! As most experiences with The Fargosisters.
Me and Julia saved Marks plastic water bottle and empty pack of cigarettes as a memory of him.........

Mariah Carey says that she is eternally 12 and I have to say that I totally identify with that statement...... It really is about how young you feel. I still love pink, Hello Kitty, raves, mermaids and faeries and I don't see that changing anytime soon.
When I get myself involved with adult "responsibility" issues I usually regret it. Being all grown up and serious is just not me.
So in case you wonder I am between 12 and 20.

I was outside about one hour ago and sprawled across the sky was a big beautiful, colorful rainbow with another smaller one beside it. Breathtaking! Maybe it meant something special? I think it did. It had a positive message for me. I am feeling happy now though I felt a little sad throughout the day today.
My plans for next week are work a lot, have fun with Chhaya and go to the gym.

For those that have not noticed......Julia does not write on this blog anymore, she hasn't for a while. So all blogs are written by Tatiana unless it specifies something different.....

Ciao for now!

So exactly one week ago now I was dancing somewhere at the Coliseum in Los Angeles to some great HOUSE music. And now I am back in Anchorage....
I have rave depression.......meaning I want to be back in Rave Land - badly. 😥
EDC 2008 was fantastic, so many people were there, watch it on YouTube if you are curious.
And I put together a great outfit. About a month ago I tore out a page of some fashion mag that showed a really cute white top with a smiley face on it (Acid House style) from Miss Sixty, one of my fave stores. So when I arrived in LA I went to Miss Sixty and found that top, lucky!!! I paired it up with my Diesel jeans and a yellow, studded, thin belt I found at Stash in Vegas and some appropriate Hello Kitty decorations.
If I was in Vegas I would go to at least two more raves this summer. But since I am in Anchorage my next one will be Monster Massive, I will probably be back in Vegas by then....maybe.....
Rave depression is factual, I feel so sad that it is OVER, it should last at least two days - so people have enough.
I really want to go to Lighting In A Bottle and Burning Man too next year. And all my regular raves of course........ 🙂