Welcome to Chaos !!

Tatiana is at Middle Way Cafe, waiting for her avocado melt sandwich, sipping a warm Sattwa Chai.
How come when she wants to talk to someone, a friend, there is no one available? None of her friends is answering their phone and Tatiana wants to talk, NOW! When Tatiana is sad she likes to talk, she doesn't hold things in, it feels much better to vent and let it out.
Nothing really bad is going on because then Tatiana wouldn't be able to sit here calmly in a public place, writing a blog.
First, there is a set back in her attempts to get a modification on her home loan, the people at the loan departement are dumb and annoying. Tatiana spent so much time faxing all her info over to them and now they claim that they didn't get all the paperwork on time, when Tatiana knows they did. It's annoying, so time consuming, Tatiana hates dealing with stuff like this and it's bureaucracy. So now Tatiana has to do it all over again!
Then something of Tatianas is missing from work. Last Friday she must have left her small Hello Kitty bag, not the new make up one, on the counter in the dressing room. This is very unlike Tatiana but she must had forgot it. Last night at work she looked all over for it but couldn't find it. It was full of her necklaces, rings and bracelets, really nice stuff. Tatiana is not sure what to do? She is going to put up some notes at work, hoping to get the stuff back with a nice little reward. Hopefully somebody is just holding it safe for Tatiana. No one at work has these kinds of trinkets, they are very unique and Tatiana loves her stuff. This is making her sad........... : (
It's a cloudy day and kind of cold. Flip flop season is coming to an end.
Tatiana is going to read the latest Savage Love column, hopefully this can make her smile.



UPDATE ON "SAD"...........

Well, after Middle Way Tatiana made it home.........she saw a Nordstrom bag by her tv, she went shopping for new Honey Dew panties the other day. "Honey Dew" - interesting name on a panty brand, don't you think? So, Tatiana peeked in the bag, and what was in it? Yeah, her Hello Kitty bag with all her trinkets she thought were missing. And that wasn't the end of good things, Tatiana found some money in the pocket of one of her hoodies in the closet. Nice!
Then Tatiana got a little sad again for a while because she realized that she is attached to her stuff, not good. Bu then she declared to herself that she can't help but being attached to her cute Hello Kitty necklaces, they are just too cute.
So, it's almost time for work, Tatiana needs to go because she is going to grab an iced vanilla latte on her way to work.
Bye!

Today is 9/9/09. Kind of funny.
So Tatiana decided that the Fall has arrived. No more Fireweed (a flower here in Alaska) and she also saw leaves falling off trees yesterday.
The weather is still pretty nice, Tatiana went camping the other day.
But Summer is over, Tatiana had a panic attack but after a few pastries and some deep breaths she realized that there is beauty in every season. Tatiana has a feeling that this will be a wonderful Fall and Winter for her.

Here's a pic of Tatiana at a rave, she was there with everybody, Julia, Elaine and Hello Kitty and Blues Clues.
Tatiana can't wait for another rave.
Julia, are you coming? DA NANG!

Hello Kitty is a cute character, she comes from Japan originally and Tatiana loves Hello Kitty! She has Hello Kitty kitchen stuff, pillow covers, tank tops, panties, lip gloss, make up bags, jewellery...........you name it! So today it was time to get a new Hello Kitty make up bag, the old one had a broken zipper and Hello Kitty had came off from the top. She found a perfect replacement at the Hallmark store at Fifth Avenue mall, the make up bag is purple and have white stars, very cute. Tatiana also found a small Hello Kitty throw that she will have on her bed, she couldn't resist it, she had to have it. Why? It was too cute! Cute, cute, cute, if something is cute, Tatiana wants it.

One of Tatiana's absolute favorite things to read is Savage Love, a sex and relationship advice column that can be found in free newspapers across the country, in Las Vegas you can read it in City Life and in Anchorage in the Anchorage Press that comes out every Thursday. Savage Love is written by Dan Savage, an openly gay guy and one of Tatiana's idols. He gives really good advice to the people that write in with all kinds of questions, he is kind, funny, intelligent and straight to the point. He promotes great things and Tatiana agrees with basically every thing that he has to say. Like his opinions about sex workers, you can read about Dan and some of his opinions if you look him up. Everybody can benefit from some Savage Love! Tatiana has learned phrases like GGG and DTMFA by reading Savage Love. GGG stands for "Good, Giving and Game".
To quote Dan, "GGG stands for good, giving, and game, which is what we should all strive to be for our sex partners. Think good in bed, giving equal time and equal pleasure, and game for anything within reason." Tatiana thinks that's great.
And DTMFA stands for "Dump That MotherFucker Already". Meaning if somebody treats you shitty in a relationship, don't wait around, just DTMFA! Great advice!
Tatiana loves it that Dan is openly gay. Tatiana doesn't care what people do as long as it is consensual. We all just want to be happy ultimately. Some like women, some like men - whatever. As long as you are a good person, that's all that matters.
Ok, Tatiana has to wrap it up, it's time to shower and shave, work is waiting, Tatiana's fans need her.
Hugs!

Tatiana decided that today was a fine day to see Seward since she hadn't been there yet, until today that is. So Seward it was. No SeaLife center, Tatiana has already been to a few similar places, so she went on a hike through the forest instead.
And then she found an additional faerie in a cute store to add to her growing collection.
Tatiana loves faeries, mermaids, pink, purple, baby blue, stars, glitter, rainbows..........anything like that. That is some information about Tatiana you should know in case you don't already.
Life is sunny and beautiful, hope yours is too!