Welcome to Chaos !!

I have some rituals that I try to do before the New Year begins.
Slight superstition maybe? I like to have my house cleaned, the laundry done, all small errands and loose ends that I haven't been
dealing with, taken care of before January 1. So that I start off the New Year fresh.
And on either December 30 or 31 I like to air out my house, burn sage and incense inside. Fill up with positive energies.
New Years resolutions? Not really. I've had a few before, one was to drink one liter of water every day (that didn't last). Another, to go to the gym
on a regular basis (did not last either). And my fave one year was to go to one rave a month, I think I almost succeeded with that resolution.

So last night we exchanged gifts at work. About a week ago, we each drew a name and whomevers name we got,
we had to get something for that person. Tatiana got Cat. But of course she couldn't help herself and had to give some stuff to other people too. Why not? Giving is FUN! Cat got stuff that every girl needs, a Juicy perfume, the Couture Couture one. You all should know by now that Tatiana loooooves Viva La Juicy by Juicy, she gets tons of compliments for the way she smells at work. Not fishy.......juicy!
Cat also got a really yummy scented candle and a vanilla body creme from The Body Shop and a really good conditioner.
Tatiana uses it on her hair too, it's really good. You should try it. It's by Paul Mitchell.



The person that had to get something for Tatiana was Mo. This is Mo, she is really funny. Tatiana got many good laughs from watching and listening to Mo. Hilarious!



Mo got Tatiana some fingerless gloves, a hat and a large sweater. Making sure that Tatiana stays nice and warm this winter.



Then Tatiana got a new crack pipe, perfect! Her old one was getting too full of crack residue, so a new one was welcome and needed.



We had gifts and food, Tatiana ate a lot, two heaping helpings. She felt bloated, looked four months pregnant and wanted to vomit after eating so much. Tatiana also got some other gifts, yeay! Chocolate covered cookies and a pretty scarf.



If you don't know what to give that special lady in your life, here is some advice from Tatiana. Listen to what she says. She will give hints. Also, what does she like, what are her interests? Tatiana thinks that a nice perfume is always good. NICE........not some body spray from Wal-Mart, unless your girlfriend is 15 and under. Or a gift certificate for a facial, massage or pedicure. Most girls love that stuff. A nice bag/purse. We are talking about Prada, Gucci, Michael Kors etc here.

What does Tatiana want for Christmas?



Well.....believe it or not...... Health for herself, Chhaya, her family and friends. Being healthy is priceless. She is also wishing for peace and kindness. This includes kindness to animals. But if somebody really wants to spoil Tatiana rotten, they can pay off one of her two mortgages.
Smaller mortgage is only about $ 25 000 and the larger about $ 180 000. Your pick, either way Tatiana would VEEERY much appreciate it and that would give her more time to blog and do things that really matter. Like figure out how to make this world a better place. And actually do something about it. Last night was fun, Tatiana felt like a princess.

Some less than two months old pics taken by Barry Gallegos last time I was in Vegas. Barry is great!

Got pulled over when I was driving home from work last night because I had "swerved across the line" supposedly.
Yeah, no shit, the roads are icy, slushy and snowy. Who doesn't swerve a little?
But then the officer also decided that he could smell alcohol on my breath. I thought that was rather amusing, because I don't drink at work.
But you know, since I came from work, being a stripper and all, in his mind I must had been drinking. Of course.
He needed to know where I came from and if was on any other drugs/pills.
So then he asked me to step out of the car so I could perform a sobriety test for him. At that point another cop had pulled up to watch
the whole thing. Probably hoping that he would be handcuffing me and hauling me off to jail. You wish!
Shining a flashlight in my face, the one that pulled me over waved his finger slowly from side to side, and told me to follow the finger with my
eyes only, not moving my head. This went on for a good two or three minutes.
I was about to volunteer putting on my 7'' heels and walk my model walk for them there in the slush, one foot perfectly in front of the other.
Fierce baby!
But then he decided that I was indeed telling him the truth about not having anything to drink. Whatever! I told you already!
There are a ton of cops here driving around at night, pulling people over - just so you know. Don't drink and drive in Soldotna and Kenai.
I have been pulled over more times here in AK than all my years spent in LA and Vegas. I don't think I ever got pulled over in LA.
And only twice in Vegas.

Tatiana finally got done with writing all the Christmas cards, stuffing, wrapping and tapeing the packages, phew........that whole procedure
kept her up until about 2 am last night. A trip to the post office today.
What's on the pic does not include the gifts that will be hand delivered, those are stuffed in gift bags. Then there is a Toys For Tots donation
and this year Tatiana pulled an angel card of the Christmas tree inside the Kaladi coffe shop.
She will be the Secret Santa to a 12 year old girl.
Tatiana got her what she wished for. And last but NOT least, some food donations to some local animal shelter for the dogs and cats.
No animal belongs in a shelter, please keep that in mind if you currently have an animal or are thinking about getting one.
It is a responsibility! Chhaya, my puppy, is my biggest love, but she depends on me for food, shelter, care and love.
If you can't make that commitment then refrain from getting an animal. Also, do not breed your pets! Yes, little puppies and kittens are cute but
there are too many of them getting euthanized every day because somebody bred their pet and could not get rid of the litter.
Or they end up as snake food, dog fighting bait, research objects in some lab, abused etc - is that the fate you want for your dog or cats litter?
Think before you breed and make the right choice!!!
If I would breed Chhaya with another bluenose pittbull I could get up to $ 1000/puppy.
Depending on where I would sell the puppies. Chhaya is that pretty and has papers.
But I'd rather be without the money, knowing that I do not contribute to the problem of abandoned and unwanted dogs.
No animal belong in a shelter!!!

Besides that, Tatiana thinks she might be getting sick. Her body and joints hurt.
She is going to make herself some hot tea now, bundle up and read her new book and go to sleep.

Woke up this morning and chopped up some red cabbage, cucumber, tomato, red bellpepper, avocado - drizzled some toasted sesame oil on top.
Clay, the dj at work told me to try the sesame oil. Super yummy!!! Thank You Clay!
The facial yesterday was good. Did not get back to Kenai until a little after Midnight.
Made an appointment to have a treatment called Green Peel in January. I have been wanting to do this for a while but you need to go two times
in the span of a week. And since it's a peel, your skin will come off, kind of when you have a sunburn on your face and there might be some redness.
The ingridients in the peel are natural and organic, it's not a laser treatment or anything too harsh.
Knowing my skin, I suspect I am going to shed skin like a snake and be very red, and looking like that I won't be able to work.
The funny thing is though I have been procrastinating with getting this Green Peel, I did manage to wait until the right moment.
Anastassia is discontinuing this treatment because so few are getting it. So I got a pretty good discount on the whole thing, it's still kind of pricey though. It will be the priciest beauty treatment so far. Hopefully it will be worth it.
According to Anastassia I will "be amazed". LOL. My skin is ok, I don't wear any foundation or powder at all at work.
But if I can improve it in any way and maybe do away with some sun damage I might have acquired, I will be happy.
And of course, I will look like 15 again. Fantastic!!!

There is a place in Anchorage called Great Harvest Bread. It is the place for a sandwich - trust me. They also have all kinds of different and delicious
breads for sale. One of my fave's is the White Chocolate Cherry bread. Got a loaf. It is amazing!!!
That will last four days tops. Had some in bed when I got home. With some tea. I usually drink
Earl Grey or English Breakfast, with lemon and sugar.
I love tea. If you love tea too, then I recommend that you go to the Four Seasons or Ritz Carlton for some afternoon tea. Well worth it!

One more thing. You know that I have mentioned that there is an online group that is for dancers only.
Well yesterday a girl wrote this "Oh and while I'm on my hormonal rampage whovever dances by the name KIT and gave a dance to him at heartbreakers and put your mouth over his cock in the back that is not a lapdance."
Well, THANK YOU! Finally I see another dancer saying that putting your mouth on somebodys crotch during a dance is NOT a lapdance.
I 100% agree, I think that is totally disgusting and I hate it when I see girls do that. "WHY and what the fuck are you doing???" I want to ask them.
YUCK!!!! That is not a lapdance, I agree!