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Tatiana made it to work last night, so her day yesterday ended up being very productive. Work was fun and good. Tatiana = HAPPY.
Right now Tatiana has three ingrown hairs around her bikini area, not so SEKSI. Tatiana squeezes at the ingrown hair, hoping it is going to pop out so she can pull it out with a tweezer. She is always amazed at how long some of the hairs are that come out. Then she also uses a body wash by Neutrogena that she applies on scrubbing gloves and then vigorously rubs all over her body. Tatiana likes the pink grapefruit one, smells good.
Also, a zit creme might work, you should dab something with salicylic acid on the ingrown hair, but sometimes Tatiana wonders if it really makes any difference? Did you know that salicylic acid comes from the bark of willow trees?
Anyways, after squeezing and tweezing on the little spots around her bikini line Tatiana needs to cover them up for work, otherwise it looks like she has an angry red disease down there, not SEKSI at all. Tatiana is pale, so every little flaw shows up right away on her skin.
Sometimes it can take months for one ingrown hair to finally decide to disappear, no matter how much squeezing and washing with Neutrogena Tatiana does. Anyways, it could be worse. Tatiana is probably the only one that notices the little fuckers around her bikini line anyways.



Zap those ingrowns with zit creme!


Tatiana is soooooo grateful that cover up make up exists!


Check out that red ingrown hair!


It's good that Tatiana doesn't have a date with Ellen Degeneres planned right now. She would have to reschedule. And Tatiana would never want to reschedule a date with Ellen!

I surprised even myself with my unusually productive day today. I went for a 3.4 mile run this afternoon, that is about 5.5 kilometers. That is my personal record I think, I have been running half that distance but yesterday I thought that I would try to do my usual route twice, so I did it today.
It took me 36 minutes. Not sure if this is going to happen again. It felt really good though, I like running, it is kind of therapeutic just like running enthusiasts claim.
After that I did all kinds of errands, got some stuff taken care of that I have been putting off. Boring tasks.
Now I am relaxing on the couch with my feet propped up, just had dinner. Trying to convince myself to hop in the shower and get ready for work.
If I make it to work, my day will be complete from a productive standpoint. But now I think I am going to squeeze in a small nap before the shower.
Also, today I could finally smell the Summer in the air. About time!

In this small cute envelope adorned with Hello Kitty are blotting papers. No, not LSD, I wish.....Blotting paper is a highly absorbent type of paper that soaks up excess facial oil. And I have oily skin. I am very happy with the fact that I have oily skin, that doesn't mean that I have zits cause I don't.
But my complexion gets oily and once a night (at work), I just dab my face with one or two sheets of blotting paper and the oil and shine is gone. Works great. I do not use any powder, foundation or blush. That is just pure skin with some moisturizer. Why am I happy that I have oily skin? Oliy skin is less prone to wrinkles and I like that!

This here is an old pic of me, I can tell because my eyebrows were thinner but besides that everything else looks pretty much the same today.
The photographer was my friend Pepe. A great man from Cuba that I actually met a work at the first club I worked at, Starz in Gardena CA. He had a photo studio and I spent many hours there taking pictures, even learning to develop them, like this one - I developed it myself in his darkroom.
We shared many lunches at a Cuban restaurant, where I always ordered black beans, rice and plantains. I enjoyed many good talks about life with him. I called Pepe "grandpa" because that's what he became to me.

I just read some article about a man, here in the US that has 30 kids with 11 different women. To me, that is totally disgusting. First of all, as a woman.....I would had never allowed myself to get pregnant by him, let alone even date him.
That guy should be forced to have a vasectomy. I do not approve of mindless breeding. For humans and animals.
I do not have kids and I actually would rather not get involved in a relationship with somebody that has kids. I prefer men with no kids. Kids are like baggage, they come with baby mama's and potential problems. I would consider it if the guy was my dream man, somebody I felt very strongly for or if the kids were grown up already, like teenagers.
But a guy with a toddler or even worse, two or more toddlers, no thanks. When I hear about single people with small kids that date around I get annoyed. I think they should concentrate on being a parent first and only and forget about the dating until later. The first five or six years of a child's life are crucial for how the child will develop as an individual and if you constantly date around and bring home new "mommy's and daddy's then I think you are being an irresponsible parent. How do they find the time to date with a few small kids to take care of, if they are the primary care giving parent that is.
And really, who would like to date a person with 30 kids already? What a turn off. And what about Octomom, she has 14 kids and she takes care of them all, no daddy around. I don't think she has too many suitors. But maybe she isn't looking either.
I watched the new Bachelorette (Emily) the other day and some guy was on there and he was a father of six. Of course she didn't want to date him, I wouldn't either. How about you build a strong relationship with your wife first before you start to reproduce? And stick with the marriage. Six kids are four too many. One or two kids maybe.
And I think the Bachelorette herself should be happy that any guy wants to deal with her and her baggage, meaning her kid. Actually, she should be single a few more years.
Sure there are always some exceptions of great people that make it work and are amazing parents even though there is one child or a handful of children involved. But most of the time, I see some questionable parenting.

If it wasn't for all the funny and sometimes annoying characters I work with and sometimes encounter while at work I wouldn't have any stories for all my readers.......
Last night was.....ok......not good but worth my time. BUT there is a girl at work that is super funny but also her behavior is changing the whole atmosphere in there. And I am not the only one that has complained about this issue.
She is acting really slutty. I do not know her outside of the club. I think that she has a lot of good things going for her but the way she is acting with the guys that come in overshadow everything else. That's too bad.
For example, another girl I work with told me that whenever she would sit and chat with a guy and had to leave for a while, either to go on stage or go to the restroom, this other girl, the slutty one, would sit down with the guy immediately and start rubbing his crotch (!), yes, you read it right, his crotch under the table or bar. After a few minutes of this and her dirty talk, she talks dirty all the time, most of the guys would leave and get some dances with her. You might think this is ok but it is NOT. First of all, we have rules to follow. The rules are there from a legal standpoint and also the rules make it fair for everyone. When one or a few girls constantly break the rules, the club can get shut down or the owner may be slapped with a heavy fine. And the guys that come in there will start thinking that this is "normal" dancer behavior and are going to expect it from every girl that approaches them and won't get dances unless you are willing to act like this. Also, SOME (not all) dancers see this and think they have to act the same way in order to make money and the whole club gets destroyed. And gets a bad reputation. Not good.
Let me explain something to you, I NEVER put my hands of face in a guys crotch. Or inside his pants. Why girls do this, I don't know. Why???
Last night some guys came in, they had never been there before. Right away, the "slutty girl" attacked them, she does that, latches on as soon as somebody walks through the door. And one of the first things that came out of her mouth was "I am easy and sleazy". I was within earshot, so I heard her say it. That set the tone for them. I would never in my life say this to some random guys that come in.
Because I am NOT easy and NOT sleazy.
I can JOKE around with people, like Borat style jokes, but usually it's with people that come in all the time and it is understood that we are joking around and other people are laughing and joking too. It's not like I walk up to random guys, grab their private parts and whisper in their ear about all the sleazy stuff I am willing to do if they get a dance. Yuck.
Then she sat at the bar with them while they were digging in between her ass cheeks. Cute. Not.
There are many clubs that would fire her right away, her style of working would not be ok at many clubs. And that's a good thing.
So this is becoming a problem actually. A problem means - when I think another persons behavior is directly affecting my income.
I am not going to act the way she does in order to maybe make money. Therefore, she needs to tone it down, a lot and follow the rules.
It really is too bad that there are girls that damage stripping like this. The outcome is that the quality girls will leave and only the nasty ones will be around. So unfortunate for everybody involved.