Welcome to Chaos !!

I am up early today......sitting around thinking about Sweden. The best time to be there is the summer time, I love summer in Stockholm.
My dream living arrangement is to live somewhere (nice) where I will settle, spend about four to six weeks in Stockholm in the summer time and about two consecutive months in New York City each year to get my big city fix. And take a few other vacation related trips throughout the year.
I miss going to cafe's in Stockholm for delicious latte's and sweets. And of course I miss my friends......

So I went camping on Swanson River Road. There are plenty of lakes there and room for camping. I got lucky and found a spot all to myself by a cute little lake surrounded by beaver dams. Went around the lake once to check it out. Felt like Bear Grylls when I was navigating through the swampy areas. Swanson River is a popular place for canoe enthusiast, it has a canoe river trail connecting seven lakes I think (?) and takes about a week to complete depending on how long time you need.


Well, the first thing that happened is that the pump to the air mattress broke so I had to blow up the air mattress, good that I have some strong lungs but it still made me a little dizzy.
Then during the night, the air somehow seeped out of the mattress and by the time I woke up I was laying on a deflated air matress. The following night I just slept on the ground basically and that resulted in every bone in my body aching, I thought I would have to have hip replacement surgery in the morning. Still, it was a good time, lots of sunshine and chirping birds, a warm campfire. Chhaya was a happy puppy when camping and a very tired puppy when we got home. She is on high alert when camping, every strange sound in the night gets a growl. And that's a good thing.


Almost midnight and still light out, I love that!


The lonely tree.



Chhaya is reay for bed.


Bear spray is good to have just in case you get a furry visitor, bear or man.


So anyways, it's Memorial Day today. I can tell you that I would not have the physical strenght to be in any form of combat (meaning war), I can run but my upper body is weak. And I would be too scared and probably try to hide somewhere.
As always, I am wishing for peace and understanding because I am a neo hippie. And in the end, the pen is mightier than the sword.


I am laying outside enjoying the weather, I am bundled up because I get cold easy. About to take Chhaya for a walk.......I hope everybody is having a nice day. PEACE! 🙂

There is no place like home! Got back from my camping trip today, one day earlier than I had initially planned. But that's ok.
I am super tired, laying in bed listening to Coast To Coast. I always listen to Coast when camping and also at home once in a while, it's a four hour long radio talk show on AM radio. I have been a listener since 2004. It's a really interesting and entertaining show, great for curious night owls like me. They talk about all kinds of subjects - UFO's, MIB, politics, the Illuminati, ghosts, vampires, conspiracy theories - super interesting and executed in an intelligent way. Really makes me think sometimes, even though I suspect that I am a sleeping human zombie, far from being enlightened unfortunately.
I will put up some pics from my camping tomorrow. I suspect some of my reader are out in nature too, away from their computers because my reader statistic is cut in half since Friday.
One of the first thing I did when I got home was to take a long bath, I had to wash away the grime and soak my achy bones......really. Ouch.....!
Let me tell you, I am extremely grateful for running hot water.


Then I got a craving for ice cream, I found this one recently and it is very addicting. I am warning you! But since I eat the whole pint and usually add some whipped cream to the bowl, I consume about 1000 cal in one sitting. No wonder my pants are feeling tight around my thighs, running 3.something miles once or twice a week won't help that......maybe limiting my ice cream intake to twice a month instead of twice a week would.


Anyways, I am shutting down my laptop for the night. About to curl up and slowly go to sleep with Coast in my ear.

I am taking Chhaya and going camping. So no blogging until I'm back, somehow you will have to survive without me for a few days.......
If the weather will be too bad, like too rainy and/or cold I will return home early to the warmth of my bed.

Tatiana is back home and in bed, it's like four in the morning. Work was awful but whatever. Tatiana ate two bananas and some really good oatmeal as soon as she got home, her stomach needed some food.
Sugar daddies.......any thoughts on that? Maybe Tatiana had a sugar daddy or has one right now? But Tatiana is way too tired to discuss that subject at this early hour. You will have to check back for a possible entry about that another time.
Right now.......good night everybody, Tatiana is laying in bed, L'Occitane night creme slathered on her face, beauty sleep is awaiting......!

Tonight's attire.

Here is Bill Clinton surrounded by his lovely new interns. The ladies have great skills in........the bedroom.
Really, it is a pic that raised some discussions because it is Bill at some fundraiser in Monaco and the ladies are supposedly porn stars. I have no clue to who they are. I am only familiar with Janine, Kobe Tai, Jenna and Sasha Grey. I am not sure what function the ladies had at the fundraiser, maybe they are involved in some charities or something? Arm candy?
But anyways, I do not think it is a big deal that Bill took this pic. There is nothing wrong with doing porn IF that is what you want. I am against any type of forced porn, or prostitution involving pimps or trafficking. If these ladies are ok with it then I do not care. I also think that girls should wait until they are in their 20's to do porn to make sure they are mature enough to make a decision like that. Me, I can only be intimate with somebody I am in some form of a relationship with. But that's me.
I am sure that there are plenty of people out there that think I am a nasty slut and of questionable character because I strip for a living. And that's ok, they don't know me personally. At least I am making an honest living and I do it as classy and nice as I can. You do not have to hustle or be vulgar while stripping.
Sometimes I wonder about people that are involved in politics and banking, many of them make millions by scamming others and have no qualms about it.
I like Bill, he seems like a fun guy. But I love his wife Hillary. I do not agree with what he did with Monica back in the day, what I don't agree with is the cheating. That he had sex in the Oval Office and got caught lying to the public does not bother me. We get fed lies everyday by the government. From what they tell us to what they put in the proceessed food available for us the consumers in the stores, gas prices, taxes and the list goes on.
I actually think it is more shocking that Kim Kardashian attended the White House Correspondents' dinner than Bill posing with some porn stars. To me, Kim is trashy and fake. She got famous for having sex on camera. So she is no better than anyone else doing porn. She seems plain dumb too and way too self involved for my taste.
As far as Bill and Hillary go, they have their own adult relationship and every couple has their own rules and agreements. But to me, Hillary is one sharp lady. I would love to meet her one day for some afternoon tea.
And yes, sometimes I wonder if women and society as a whole would be better off without porn, lingerie ads and strip clubs. Because I am a feminist too and I wonder if this hurts women ulimately. But I can only speak for myself. I do not think that I am compromising myself, neither am I ashamed over what I do, nor am I hurting anyone. Would I recommend stripping to girls? Hmmmmmm.......probably not. And that it because it is a dead end job, meaning it leads to nowhere profesionally. There is no job security. No chance of advancement, no 401 K plan and such. I think many clubs take advantage of the dancers with outrageous house fees, fines for ridiculous stuff etc. On the other hand, there are many other jobs that people do that don't lead anywhere either. And I do not think that a degree from some college means that you are an intelligent peson. I've met many idiots that held degrees. In conversations with them or by observing them I have been amazed at their stupidity.
In the end, I guess happiness is what matters. And that means differents things for us all.

Well, it is cold and cloudy out. I might go camping this weekend so I hope the sun comes out. My plans for today.......get off the couch and go get my latte. Mmmmm yummy.......latte's makes me happy. Take my girl out.....she makes me so, so very happy. Go running. Go to work. Count my money.......