Welcome to Chaos !!

So last week when I was at the gym on the elliptical about ten minutes into a 30 minute session, a guy comes over and gets on the elliptical right next to me. There are four elliptical machines downstairs, two of one kind and two of another and then there are some upstairs too. He said that the ones upstairs were taken, I was all alone in that room before he came in. Well, after about a minute into his workout he starts making these loud sounds, like a cross between porn movie sounds and being in pain. I was like.......WTF?! It was really annoying and kind of disgusting too.
I am not sure what level he set his elliptical on but if I can handle doing the hill option on level 16 (out of 20) without moaning then I think a skinny guy in his 30's (I'm guessing) should be fully capable of the same thing. Unless he is sick or something......or thinks that making sounds like that is somehow sexy. NOT! It even says in the gym that you should refrain from making loud and inappropriate sounds because it actually IS disturbing. Ok if you lift a heavy weight and make a grunt - whatever. This thing was on the elliptical next to me for 17 minutes moaning non stop. I finally had enough and cut my session three minutes short plus Angelica called me and I had to be able to hear her instead of his porno moans.
Ewwwwww........ would be the best way to describe that experience. If he ever comes around again I am leaving that area, I'd rather not listen to that and get PTSD or something.

So last night I painted my toenails.......I wanted to get the look of a french pedicure but with pink as the base color and gold as the stripe. Maybe not the best looking french pedi but hey I did it myself so it was FREE instead of $ 40. And not the best pic of my pedicure but that's all I got for now.......



Earlier today I went and got my vanilla latte and a blackberry muffin.......



Then when I got home I got my tickets for EDC.......in Chicago and I am going with Angelica! I am so looking forward to it, to sum it up, it's going to be wild, crazy and fun. I have never been to Chicago before and I miss my friend that I haven't seen for too long now.



After that me and Chhaya ventured out for a walk, then I went to the gym. Now I am going to relax with some yummy ice cream and later I am going to organize my closet......I'll probably stay up until 3 or 4 am. Just took a pic of my new pedi with Chhaya's cute feet, she is laying in bed with me.

It's still Monday here but barely, only a few minutes left until midnight. Before I headed out this afternoon I forced myself to make two phone calls that I had pushed aside for about a week, nothing special. One was to cancel a service I decided that I don't want and the other was to call about a charge on my phone bill. Simple but yet so difficult to deal with. Procrastination.....And since I was in the mood of getting things done I later decided to defriend some people on Facebook that in all reality I don't consider my friends anymore. Maybe they once were but I am a give and take kind of friend.
I believe in giving A LOT and I am very generous. If they need me for anything, I am there. Unfortunately, looking back "being there" for some people in my life turned out to be a huge mistake but that's life. I am still doing good.
But if a person is acting like they don't care, then why should I bother with them? So I defriended a few today, this is the second time I have done that, a while back I defriended some other "non worthy" fake Facebook friends.
I am not the person to collect hundreds of Facebook friends. I mean, do people even know the hundreds and sometimes more "friends" the have on Facebook personally?
I have 49. And a few of those I am not close with I have to admit but I do have some form of connection to them. I guess I could friend request every single person I went to high school with and then friend request all of their friends and end up with hundreds of friends on my Facebook profile too......to feel what? Special? Instead I am thinking about shaving off a few more. I think you can consider yourself a lucky person if you can pick up the phone and get assistance in a life crisis from 49 people. Or somebody that listens to what you have to say. Or even consider 49 people true friends is lucky.
And I don't think I could count on that from all of my 49 Facebook friends, many of them don't even live in the US. But a few of them I have known since I was eight years old and when I do go to Sweden we meet and catch up.
I should probably defriend a few people outside of Facebook also. My problem is that I am a very loyal person, so I stick around. But thinking about it, people that are "too busy" to be a friend are really not worthy of being my friend. And some of these people don't even work, so then what are they doing that keeps them so busy? Sleep?
Watch tv? Nothing? I work, not every day but I do work and take care of all kinds of things during the day and somehow I have never been "too busy" to call somebody back or pay attention to a friend when they needed something. Give and take.
I need to get rid of the ones that only take. The one day when they will need me I am not going to bother with them.
But now I think I am going to get busy with reading some magazines.......

Just checked my comments......and saw this one, "What should women do about the gray hair 'down there'? Shave it . . . try coloring . . leave it gray? Any advice?"
Recently I wrote a blog about what color I use for my gray hair on my HEAD that I discovered as a teenager. 18.
I am the first to admit this, I am vain and yes I do color my hair because I personally do not want to walk around with gray hair. It looks great on some older women but I am not that old yet and like myself more in my "real" color. I know many girls that color their gray hair but they would rather die than admit to it. As far as gray pubic hair goes and what you should do......
Well, that is up to YOU. I don't have the answer to that. Do whatever is right for you and not what somebody else wants. I don't have gray pubes. See, I'm not that old.....yet.
But I think that women should do whatever suits them when it comes to the hair on their head and body. If you want a bushy VAGINE, hairy armpits, gray hair, no hair etc then suit yourself.
I do not think you should shave, wax or color because society says you should.
I personally wax my thighs once in a while, right now I have long dark hairs all over my legs, it looks like spider legs. I have always trimmed and shaved the hair down there because to me, it seems cleaner and looks nicer. The same goes for my armpits. But I am talking about my personal taste now. To me it is also nicer when guys trim their fro's down there. The less hair you have down there the cleaner it seems. BUT if some guy (as in boyfriend) told me to shave, color, trim or whatever then I would probably dump him or do the opposite and grow out a bush then sit on his face to teach him a lesson.
I think coloring the hair down there light pink would probably look cute too.
I know that girls are subjected to the air brushed and hair free VAGINES in Playboy, Hustler and other magazines and think that all girls should look like that. Well, not even the girls in those pics look like THAT. They shaved, waxed, tanned and the pics got air brushed and retouched before getting published. In porn they use body make up, certain lighting and angles to create the look they want. Real life is REAL and full of "flaws" for a lack of a better word. But then again, you can't have a relationship with some girl in a magazine. Only in your fantasy.
I am glad I got that comment, even though I suspect it was meant as a joke. I didn't know what to say today and that comment gave me something to write about, so thank you whoever you are.......
With that said, I am getting dressed now and taking Chhaya for a walk.

Yesterday I met up with Lexi for some lunch at Veronicas. We exchanged Christmas gifts......it's still Christmas around here......





In the evening I went to work and it turned out to be a really slow Saturday for all of us.
BUT I want to show you my new brush that I got at The Body Shop. It's slanted as you can see and I love it. I don't use powder, only to control shine when I do photo shoots. But I do like to use shimmers once in a while to high light my cheek bones. And this brush is on sale right now, 50 % off. It's a great brush for the money.
This afternoon I went into town to take care of some stuff. Planning on spending my evening cozying up in bed with Chhaya watching movies and reading some magazines.
I love lazy Sundays. Sundays are made for good food, watching movies and reading. Nourishing your soul.

Pics from work last night......
Black bracelet around my wrist, a matching one on the other wrist......



I like the lace detail of these Honey Dew's......



Stage......



Shoe......