Welcome to Chaos !!

I am on my way to a new adventure! This was not planned.....I decided to accept the offer and got my ticket yesterday. And that's all I have to say about it for now.....because I don't have a lot of information yet. I'm doing well, feeling happy and positive and looking great.....!





Raining in Kenai and Anchorage today. Yesterday it was beautiful out, I tanned and stayed outside until about 12 30 am.



The airport in Anchorage (Ted Stevens) has many interesting facts about Alaska posted on the walls, like this for example.



Well.....I'm going to board my other plane soon. I'm hoping for a nice sunny day tomorrow!

I got my ticket for Burning Man yesterday! And a vehicle pass and a Burning Man survival guide. "Burning Man takes place in the beautiful, remote and inhospitable Black Rock Desert of Nevada, in a temporary metropolis called Black Rock City. As wonderful as BRC may be, the desert is governed by physical laws that cannot be ignored. You are responsible for your own survival, safety, comfort, and well-being and for ensuring you Leave No Trace."



I don't know how I am getting there yet.....besides on a flight out of Alaska. I don't know if I will be in an RV or a tent. So as of now.....things are up in the air. My plans were kind of like that last year too and I almost didn't go but then I decided to just do it and I had one of the best adventures of my life!

Today's question at Kaladi was do you prefer cats or dogs? I put a dollar in each jar since I love both dogs and cats. My best friend and big love is Chhaya of course. On the jars you can see pics of my friend Traci's dog, a Great Dane named Valhalla and her cat. Valhalla is Chhaya's friend also.



Chhaya enjoyed some quality time in the sand today. I have noticed that she likes wet sand and mud, she must be part piggy.



The other night she was in bed looking this comfortable and adorable. She is the cutest baby ever. I love my Chhaya so much! ❤

I just got home from a super slow night at work. It's July and the club should be busy, back in the day this club used to be busy and the dancers were making a lot of money and the money was easy to make. Business has been steadily declining and I am not the only one that says this, basically all the girls agree on this fact. I have myself noticed that is has gradually has gotten worse and worse and I didn't even work here when it was great and busy every night in the summer. This year the fishing restrictions are to blame for the slow business.....last year there were fishing restrictions also but this year they are stricter. Not even catch and release. This is what I read a few months ago and besides that I only know the stuff I hear others talk about. Us girls at the cub also have a few theories to why the club is suffering but I am not going to discuss that right now.
So another slow night at work.....that's OK, I can entertain myself perfectly fine, me and the selfie machine plus whatever I can come up with. So we have some very interesting props by the bar stage that I decided to take pics with.



Spotted dick pudding.....what is this stuff? People actually eat this? Must be some sort of a delicacy in Britain or some place like that......I actually know that it is dried fruit but the name for it is kind of funny. Makes for a perfect stocking stuffer at Christmas!



And yes there is also a penis made of marble at the little ledge by the stage. And no, nobody is doing anything funny or kinky with it while we go on stage, so don't get any strange ideas in your head. It's just there as decoration. Nobody pays it any attention hardly. Poor little penis.





A sign at work. The club is full of stuff like this. Boss Lady did a good job with decorating the place and giving it lots of character.



Well......I'm going to peel off my lashes now, wash off the eye shadow and the mascara and go to bed. I made latte money tonight, so I am going straight to the coffee shop when I wake up. It's nice to have something to look forward to.

Good Morning all my fans!
At night I wear bra's from Victoria's Secret and cute boy short style panties by Honey Dew (if I'm working) at home it's usually a soft tank top and pajama pants. In the daytime during the summer I dig out my Havaianas and live in them until it gets too cold to wear flip flops. Well, I don't know what's going on but for the last year or so I had so many of my Havaianas break on me......they just keep breaking. What is going on?
Yesterday this dark purple pair broke when I was out walking Chhaya, so I kept on walking with one bare foot.



I'm glad they didn't break while I was walking around in Stockholm. I think I had five pairs break since last spring. Really now? Not OK. Is the quality of the Havaianas flip flop going downhill? I've been wearing them for years and it just now started happening, that they are breaking. I actually found a cute pair in Stockholm, gray and silver. I will show you next week after I get my pedicure.
Speaking of foot attire. I left these old and worn sneakers belonging to me by a soup kitchen in Anchorage when I was there. They are old but still usable and comfortable, maybe somebody that needs a pair of shoes can wear them for the summer. And if not, oh well.



Ugh.....I miss my Mom and my brother today. I'm sitting here and thinking about them.
I'm never far from tears when I think about and miss the people I care for. But besides feeling slightly emotional I feel great. Time to go and get stuff done!

I'm in bed, showered and put lotion on my feet. Some people fantasize about sex.....I fantasize about acupressure and foot rubs that last for at least an hour. Work was an improvement from last night. I guess I got fans in Louisiana, some guys came in asking for me. I had never met them before, somebody they know told them that Tatiana was it.
The Pippi purse did OK tonight. OK....not fantastic, better than last night.



The bath I took after work felt great......again I am very grateful for my tub and the luxury to have hot and clean water available with the turn of a knob.



I got this new serum in Sweden from the Body Shop, Nutriganics Drops of Youth. I love trying new products. This one is supposed to make me look like 12 years old and it's derived from natural ingredients and not tested on animals. Perfect!



And this is the body in the body shop.....it's kind of complicated to take an OK looking full figure selfie. Am I not doing something right? Maybe there is a selfie tutorial online that I should study? So yeah....don't pay attention to my face in this pic (bleh), I only took one pic, didn't have the patience for any retakes so this one will have to do.....Look at the outfit instead! Bra - Victoria's Secret, panties - Honey Dew. My work uniform.



Well, it's sleeping time. Kaladi again when I wake up.....and pizza too.