Welcome to Chaos !!

I'm just checking in here to report that I'm well and things are going OK. Chhaya is good, she is at home waiting for me to come home and I'm at Sambalatte right now. It's hot during the day now, so we have to wait until about 6 before we go for any longer walks or Chhaya will basically walk for a few minutes and then tell me she had enough.
I worked last night.....I would take more pics from work but I'm rarely alone in the dressing room so it makes it difficult to take pics. Same goes for out on the floor. I have nothing too much to say about work here, I get there about 10 pm or so and by 2 am I am over it and ready to leave so I go home. I get bored easy. The hustle in Vegas (at least in the club I'm at now) is different. Very aggressive, girls rip guys off for LARGE amounts and it's a lot about your "game" and not so much what you look like. I am not a hustler, I don't have "game" and I do not rip people off. I would never, how embarrassing and just WRONG! I would go to a few different clubs but I am lazy and unmotivated to even try to be honest. But next week I might feel motivated.....who knows? Anyhoooooow, I should get going, it's getting late.
I should get paid for drinking lattes, going to cafees, taking pictures of that and blogging about it.....



Julia's artistic creation of me taken about ten minutes ago.



And here is Julia.

How is Chhaya? Well, I HOPE she is feeling good. She seems like she is. I dropped her off at 10 20 am yesterday and picked her up at 3 pm. She came out wagging her tail, a bit wobbly but in good spirits. We drove home, she was alert the whole time looking out the window.
When we got home she went straight for the bed and slept for about two hours. Later on we went for a walk and she was active and curious as usual, at home we played. So she seems fine.....I have to give her three kinds of eye drops four times a day for a week and then she has a follow up with the doctor.



She got some new binkis (toys) to play with, chew on and rip apart. They all get ripped apart eventually. New binkis are always fun......



Face of an angel.....



While doing some errands today. I love these lit up trees, they have them in two places close to where I live. SO PRETTY!



We are both in bed now. I got some stuff done today although when I first opened up my eyes this morning I did not want to do anything. I was just like.....NOOOOOOO. I wanted to sleep all day, maybe wake up to eat but besides that I did not want to bother with anything. I did not want to get dressed, brush my teeth, put in my contacts and start the day. So I'm actually surprised that I did a bunch of stuff in the end. Anyhow, I'm tired. Sleeping early tonight.

I am sitting at Madhouse Coffee killing time while Chhaya is getting an eyelid tumor (from my understanding) frozen and taken off her eyelid. Horrible! Poor baby! I noticed some stringy eye discharge coming out from her eye a while ago. I thought it would go away by itself, then I though maybe it was a sty (yes, dogs can get those) but it's an eyelid tumor. Tumor sounds scary but it's not as bad as it sounds, more uncomfortable and of course scary because Chhaya needs to be put under anesthesia which makes me very nervous. Plus I can't be there with her and that too makes me nervous. I don't like people handling her because I simply do not trust others to care for her the way I care for her. We met with the eye specialist yesterday, a very knowledgeable man that I am confident knows what he is doing. But I was crying basically the whole time I was in the office, not bawling loudly but my tears kept coming and I can't help it, my heart aches when I feel Chhaya is not doing well or has to go to the vet. I dropped her off this morning and I will be picking her up later this afternoon. I have to say that I am so impressed with how brave and good she is.
Having strangers poke in your eyes with fingers, instruments, ph sticks and getting eye drops all while enduring it without any fuss. I love Chhaya so much, I can't even put it in words.
So I'm just waiting.......sigh......

New week, new latte adventures! I'm feeling like I don't want to work ever again! And that's all I have to say about that for now. I've been getting asked by my friends in Soldotna and Kenai when I am planning on returning. The answer is.....I don't know at this point. I even ran into my old manager from The Bush Company here in Vegas of all places, talk about a small world! She asked me when I am coming back to work there. So now I am toying with the idea of working at The Bush Company again for a while. But like I said, I'm not really wanting to work at all. Maybe me and Chhaya get an RV and just travel the US instead. I can support myself on "modeling" and begging for change outside busy stores. Seems to be working for others.
I want to show off my new brush today. I have not brushed my hair in I don't know how long......YEARS and I mean several years. I've been combing it. Well, I got a brush and WOW.....after I used it the first time my scalp tingled in a good way. I don't really use it on the length of my hair.....just the scalp and I use it like twice/day. If you don't have a good brush, get one! Great for scalp maintenance. Speaking of hair, I think I am going to trim about three inches or so next month. The brush handle is made from bamboo and according to the info that came with the brush, bamboo is one of the most sustainable resources and environmentally sound plants on Earth. Therefore my new brush is considered to be a GREEN product. That is nice to know. So this is my new brush with the pretty bamboo handle.

Years before people were obsessed with taking selfies of themselves and posting them on social media, me and Julia were doing it. We did the original selfie! I have pics of us snapped with my old Nokia flip phone that are like 10 years old. Here are just a few samples of mine and Julia's selfies from the good old days when we would go to raves in Los Angeles, I miss those days!



I have more albums in my storage unit here in Vegas but they are put away in some box somewhere and I haven't been too motivated to rummage around in the dust to located them. So these albums are the only ones that I have at hand right now. Looking in photo albums is a very bitter sweet experience I think. I get nostalgic and emotional easy when I see pics from all the fun things I've done and beautiful places I've been to....moments gone only captured in pictures and in my memory. If I'm lucky enough to remember......



Selfies are supposedly (???) sooooo 2014 by the way (not for me though). I still take them but what I really need to do is fix my selfie machine (phone) cause the screen is cracked. The new thing for 2015 is the belfie. Pics of your butt in all it's glory. Although we have been barraged by butt pics for a while now I feel. There is even a belfie stick you can get so you can capture the perfect belfie of your behind. OMG what is this world coming to? LOL. The belfie stick is from what I gather "only" $80 and sold out. And it's not always easy to get that perfect belfie shot.....no it's not but a belfie stick is not on my things that I need to get list. Anyhow.....me and Chhaya are laying butt to butt RIGHT NOW. So here is a picture of that.....BELFIE!

I don't have Instagram or Twitter but I do look at two people's Instagram, first my girl crush Rihanna and I also look at Christy Mack's Instagram. The other day I noticed that she had a recent photo shoot with the same photographer I did a shoot with a five years ago, Marcos Rivera. I think that's pretty cool! I loved the pics Marcos took of me, he was nice and easy to work with plus he made me look very pretty. What else could I ask for from a photo shoot? Here is one of the pics. And.....I can't believe that five years went by in a flash! This feels like yesterday, well kind of.....






And here is one of Christy's that Marcos took. Pretty! I like looking at her Instagram because she seems like a nice person that likes animals and she has two pitbulls.
Christy's Instagram is instagram.com/christymack
Marcos Instagram instagram.com/mriveraphoto