Welcome to Chaos !!

While I was in Vegas I did some shopping. Of course.......
Here is some of what I came back to Alaska with.

Sunglasses, Michael Kors



Joico shampoo and conditioner that was recommended to me. My next hair product that I would like to try is WEN.



Got some more Honey Dew's. I'm not sure how many I have now.......maybe I will count them. Two of these turned out to be a different, more covered up cut than I am used to, so I will not wear them at work.



Some shirts from Victoria's Secret. Simple and cute.



Some sneakers with spikes, my first ever like these. Kind of fun.



Stocked up on lashes, these are Ardell 205 Double Up lashes. I read some time ago that drag queens and Wendy Williams (almost a man) wear double lashes, so when I found these I couldn't resist. I like them. Now I am going to get used to the double lash look, so wearing a single lash will make me feel naked.......if that's possible.....



Burberry jacket. I've been wanting one. It's cute and comfy. I tried on the Burberry parka too that I wanted but it didn't look good on plus the collar was raccoon fur, I didn't like that.
Besides I liked this style better.

This Sunday has been nice. It's amazing how some sunshine can make you feel so much better. Happy! After working four nights in a row I decided to take tonight off. Besides, I thought I was going to get second hand smoke poisoning last night, it was so smokey at work I almost felt sick, I had a hard time finding clean air to breathe. I hate that I am subjected to breathing in second hand smoke, it's gross and unhealthy. I think that every club and bar should be made smoke free, smokers can smoke in a designated area or better yet - quit. So around 1 AM I decided to go home, it was totally lame anyways, just some people sitting around the bar, smoking, drinking and talking, not getting dances. So since I wasn't making any money I decided that I'd rather go home than breathe in carcinogenic smoke. Plus some annoying guy thought that maybe me and him could be friends outside of the club, like go to the movies or some other bar in town because he doesn't have any friends in town. Ummmmm........no thank you. It's nothing personal but you can talk to me at work, besides I do not go to any of the other bars or "clubs" around here. It's ok to ask but it becomes annoying when people (guys) don't understand NO and keep on asking, trust me if I wanted to see you outside of work I would let you know.
Also, a girl I work with that comes in from Anchorage once in a while declared that she has had a crush on me since the summer, she supposedly loves my butt and my hair and she wants to photograph me. She said she can take great pictures. Why not? I like having my picture taken, if the person holding the camera knows how to use it. Angles and light - crucial.
Today I went to town to do some errands, got some movies, a latte. Later on I had a delicious dinner. Took a bath. Now I am drinking tea and reading other people's blogs. Most of them live in Sweden where blogging is huge.

It's Saturday, cold and gray outside with a resemblance of a sun shining somewhere far away in the gray sky. I can feel that moody winter blues slowly setting in, not good. There is snow here already although today it's heavy, wet and a little slushy today.
I worked three nights so far - work has been uneventful. There is not a lot of money to be made here now but I can't sit around at the house, doing nothing and live off my savings - that would be really dumb.
I managed to go to the gym yesterday and I am going to try to keep that up a few times a week throughout the winter. Last February or so I thought I got chunky, for me, I don't want that to happen this winter.
Right now I really miss Vegas and what I have there. 😥
My plans for today? Walk with Chhaya, gym then work. At least I have Chhaya, she makes me happy.
That's all I have for now. Boring......I know, I know but that's how I feel today......boring and gray.

Marlena Bielinska is a Polish photographer that gets published in Playboy and many other magazines......I like her. I love her nudes that she has on her site.
She should look me up so we can create some beautiful art together.
http://marlenabielinska.com/

Speaking of something else, I really need at haircut. I was supposed to get it cut around Halloween in LA but since Monster Massive got cancelled I didn't go to LA. So I have to find some place here in Kenai, going to get a trim, around one inch I think.
This lady had REALLY long hair, she was PMOY in 1978, Debra Jo Fondren.





Image Source Page http://www.stronacentralna.iscool.pl/1977.htm

OMG, I just saw this! Kate: The Kate Moss Book. Author Kate Moss. ❤!!! I LOVE Kate, she is absolutely my fave model, though I love and appreciate many models, who doesn't appreciate drop dead gorgeous women? But Kate......there is something about her.....she is also a Capricorn like me, so I know she is a fierce and temperamental girl.......I NEED Kate's book! ❤

Here are the last pics I am sharing from the waterfall shoot a few months ago. There is snow here now and winter is here. I hope I will be able to manage the winter ok, it's easy to become unmotivated and stagnant during the winter months here in Alaska.
Maybe I have to occupy myself with the gym and some swimming a few times a week. And work.





Photographer Gutierrez Photography.