Welcome to Chaos !!

It's a little after 3 in the morning here and Tatiana recently got home from work, it was an ok night, worth driving to work for. Tatiana is warming up with a hot cup of Earl Grey tea, it's only
22 degrees outside........brrrrrrr! The bed looks really inviting but first there will be some face washing and face cream application.
Speaking of work.......Tatiana was actually booked at Heartbreakers in Williston right now for little over a two week stay. But she decided to cancel that booking. Why? Well, Tatiana decided that she is not in the mood to travel so soon again, she recently got back from South Dakota and Vegas. She wants to be home, relax and enjoy time with Chhaya. Also, she wasn't in the mood to go back to Williston right now, it is so boring there. Nothing to see or do during the day besides the coffee shop, grocery store and the gym. Tatiana doesn't want boring when she can have exciting. So......a few days ago Tatiana started planning another work trip and yesterday she got her plane ticket and booked a room to stay. Now this place is big, fun and offers everything at Tatiana's fingertips.
So Tatiana is happy that she decided to go there, she has been thinking about going to work in this place for a while but didn't do anything about it. Well, enough of the thinking.......it's time to get things done. Where is Tatiana going? As usual, she won't say until she is there,
it will be a surprise. You know the drill......keep on reading!
Well, it's time to wash away the mascara and go to bed now. Good night!

Got my hair cut today......FINALLY! Me and Melissa, the stylist, think it has been about 16 months since I last saw her for a cut. No wonder the last two inches or so of my hair looked so thin and ratty. But she took that off and I also had a deep conditioning treatment, sat under the dryer for 20 minutes.




And here is the results......not that you can see really because my hair is wet, I never blow dry my hair. I picked up some hair, skin and nails supplements when I was in Vegas. The bottle is called
MAXI-HAIR . I am not that good at taking vitamins, so far I have taken four capsules of those.
Besides that, a girl I work with said that when she was pregnant back to back with three babies, she ate prenatal vitamins and had hair down to her knees. The pregnany won't be an option for me, I will stick to the occasional supplements. I do think that my hair was much nicer a few years ago, it was fuller and better looking. Oh well.

I had to drive to work in 4 Wheel Drive last night, lots of snow fell yesterday and the roads were slick.
It's kind of funny, the contrasts between outside of the club, where most people wear lots of clothes now to keep warm and inside the club, upon stepping in you see girls wearing stuff like this......it's like heaven and you don't have to die like a martyr to be able to be around lovely young ladies, just come in to the club. Yes, it's true - no need to blow yourself, people and buildings up anymore!



It's not a guarantee that I will be as nice as I look though, my claws come out quick if you are an asshole! And I will rip you a new one, asshole that is......



Since I am going to go and get a haircut today I had Dana take some pics so you can see the length of my hair, so I can compare to before and after the cut. It's not too visible in the pic. Anyways, I am getting a cut and a deep conditioning treatment today. I'm excited!
Funny thing is that I went out yesterday to try to find the girl that cut my hair here in Kenai last time, she did a good job. I went to the salon where she had cut my hair, quite a long time ago now......and she wasn't there. I got told she worked at some other place. So I went over there and the first person I see is her. She told me that she had just talked about me the other day with her coworkers when they were discussing long hair, she said that mine was long and really pretty and that she had been talking about it. How weird is that, I am trying to find her so she can cut my hair and she had just been talking about me.



And this is my latest bra for work that I got in Vegas from Victoria's Secret. I like that the straps have rhinestones on them. It's a cute detail.

His name was Chris but I called him Virgin Boy. He was a 24 year old student and still a virgin when I met him at work. He was loyal like a puppy dog.
Virgin Boy was very sweet and nice but it just became too much - he just started liking me too much. It became annoying. And somewhat creepy.
One evening he decided that he wanted 50 dances. That exact amount. In between stages and such I danced for him, I can't remember anymore if we made it to 50.
Another time he spelled out my name in dollar bills on the stage. When I switched to another club he followed. It would take him four hours to drive to the club, one way.
I let him take me shopping once, I had Shelley come with us, it was so awkward I never did that again. Another time I agreed to give him dances outside of work in a hotel room, I did meet him there but it was so weird to be alone with him outside of the club environment that I decided not to dance and we hung out and talked instead.
Private shows are not for me I decided then and there.
Then one day he knocked on my front door. I don't know how he found out where I lived, I suspect he must had followed me home one night after work. I told him that if he ever did that again I would never talk to him again. I think that the thought of me never talking to him scared him so much that he didn't show up at my house again
(to my knowledge). Towards the end his obsession with me became too much for me to handle so I would kind of ignore him when he showed up at work and I didn't want to dance for him anymore because he would stare at me so intently during the dance that it made me feel uncomfortable. And he would grab me and hug me like he was never going to let go.......I felt suffocated. And I felt sorry for him at the same time. Well, he finally gave up and moved on to another girl I heard, her name was Cinnamon. I went to another club and he didn't follow me. Good!
He was a sweet guy but not a guy for me. I hope that he somewhere somehow found a nice girl to build a life with......

Hi from a snowy Kenai!
I am about to head out and get my latte and a scone becasue I am STARVING! Then I need to make a stop at the post office and send off some birthday presents.......I might go to the gym this afternoon and around 9 PM it will be time to go to work.
That's it for now. I am hungry and have to run.

Ok, so a while ago I wrote an entry where I mentioned sugar daddies and said that I would maybe write about this topic in the future.......you can read that entry here
And for those who are not in the know.....a sugar daddy is (often) an older person who offers money or gifts to a younger person in return for companionship and/or sexual favors. And the sugar daddy can also come in the form of a woman, a sugar mama.
To answer the question, I've never had a sugar daddy, well I've never had any form of sex or affection in exchange for money or gifts.
I did have a man come into my job (a long time ago) when I still lived in California that took a liking to me. He was much older than me and wealthy and he did "spoil" me with gifts that he would bring into work. Sure it was nice......he would have the waitress bring me the presents one by one, wrapped really nice. While all the other girls stared, some got jealous of course. And yes I got some nice things, designer handbags, shoes (one I lost during a photo shoot at Lake Mead), two dresses worth $ 1500 each (that later on disappeared when my storage unit in Vegas got burglarized), some jewelery........
We became friends, he was very nice and interesting but I made it CLEAR that I was not interested in developing the friendship into anything more than just friendship. We did have lunch a few times and had dinner once, although I brought a friend with me just to make sure I wouldn't be in any awkward situations. We had dinner at a very posh restaurant in LA and later we went to The Magic Castle. That was great, he had arranged a special performance for us in some dark cellar. I would love to go back to The Magic Castle one day, I highly recommend it.
Now, if I would had been more flirty with him, led him on, even maybe gave into some sex, I am sure I could had made lots of money from him and got all kinds of expensive things. Towards the end of the friendship he arranged for me to have a sitting with a rather famous painter that was going to paint my portrait in oil and I would get the painting. I was excited because I knew this painting was going to be absolutely beautiful since I had seen work by this artist before. He uses lots of sea life in his paintings, like dolphins and incorporates people into the paintings. In fact I went to a gallery opening in Laguna Beach where I was treated like some sort of celeb, all due to my wealthy friend that had some gorgeous flowers flown in from Hawaii to be worn by me around my neck. There was a photographer on site that took a bunch of pics of me posing in that gallery. LOL. Well, shortly after the sitting I went away on a vacation. During that time, some other girl at the club decided to put a move on him and when I came back he was all about her. She had two small kids and a live in boyfriend. I suspected it was her husband but she would only refer to him as her boyfriend. Some girls that I work with don't want to reveal that they are married, for various reasons. She probably needed the money more than me and there were some rumors about her even before her getting to know my friend. Lets just say that her reputation at work was kind of bad, she was known for her dirty dances. And wearing the same school girl outfit over and over.
I suspect they became more than friends, so in the end he got what he wanted, although not from me. He was nice and always a gentleman and it was fun while it lasted. But from experience I can say that when one person wants more than just being friends.....the relationship usually comes to an end sooner or later. Especially when a dancer meets a man at work that wants more than just her friendship - that only lasts for so long. Either he gives up or some other dancer will come into the picture and offer him more of what he wants. And that girl will never be me.
Oh and the painting? It never came to fruition.......too bad. I think about that painting sometimes. I would had loved to have it.
Besides him, his name was Joseph btw, I've met a few men that kind of took their amorous interest in me too far. I am talking about men that I've encountered at work now. I go into work to......WORK = make money. I don't treat work like it's eHarmony or Adult Friend Finder, not that I am a member on those sites anyway.
I do meet many people at work and some of the people I meet I have became friends with outside of work. Some, NOT many. And with an emphasis on friends. Not intimate. I am not intimate with my friends. Of course I meet people once in a while that I think are super nice and interesting and I've met them for lunch before, although rare. I don't see anything harmful in a lunch as long as the person I am meeting is on the same page as me. I would not like it if I would have to fend off any advances, therefore I never give off any flirty signals when I am not interested in anything else than being friends.
I became really good friends with a guy named Mario that I met at Crazy Horse Too in Vegas, we were hanging out for a while and I knew his girlfriend too. I do know girls that met their future boyfriends and husbands in the club, so that is possible. But a few times I needed to have a talk with some of the guys that became way too interested in me, to the point of obsession.
I have some stories but that I might save for a later time........