Welcome to Chaos !!

It's 2 AM, super windy out, there is a high wind warning in effect. I got done with tonight's torture not too long ago, so happy that I can take a shower and go to sleep soon.
For some reason we have to be present at the club (HELL) at 5 PM tomorrow, why I don't know and I am NOT happy about that.
I CAN'T wait to leave this place! I am going to be a very happy girl when I am driving away from here.......
That's all I have to report for now. And that I am hungry but there is nothing open here, so I will eat again when I wake up.
GOOD NIGHT.

Me and another girl compared Frank Day's to hell last night. It was her first night ever working here and I met her at Heartbreakers in Williston last time I worked there. She was one of the better looking girls there. Well, she said that she is leaving this place as soon as she possible can, she thinks it is the worst and trashiest place she has ever worked at, full of white trash. Those were her words, so yep, there you go - I'm not the only one appalled.
Another girl got really drunk, cried and said she was very, very unhappy with how things are working out for her and then she passed out and had to be carried out to the car.
Me? I'm taking it night by night at this point. Made a little more last night than the night before but it was still a bad night, income wise.
The girls are friendly and I have met some nice ones. Two of them think that I look like a Victoria's Secret model (Thank You Naomi & Renee) and a nice man from Sioux Falls said that I am what God intended a woman to look like.
I've heard the Victoria's Secret plenty before (these people have obviously not seen me in the daytime, not so hot....) but not the other compliment the nice man came up with (at least not that I can remember).....aaaawwwwww!
So I spent most of my night talking about politics and life at the bar.
Then there were two annoying brutes that wondered why I am so shy? I don't think I am shy at all. If I would be shy I wouldn't be doing this. One thought that I should allow him to grab my boob for a $2 bill. LOL - really???! He was shocked when I declined. Then he upped the pot with a $10 (WOW!) and asked if I could just show them my boobs. I said "only on stage or during a lap dance". So that made me shy and not a "proper" stripper. This is what I have to deal with here. People talking a lot of stupid shit, lecturing me in how to behave..... But whatever.......hey, it could be worse I guess. And you know......"if you are afraid of personal attacks you're never going to make a difference.” (Gloria Allred). And I agree with that, I can take the lecturing - I love the dumb looks on their faces when I come back with something smart. Plus maybe, hopefully it will at least teach one of them something.
Soon I will be in Vegas - shopping, spending time with people I want to be around and getting massages from Cathy.
Until then I will grin and bear it......and talk back! 🙂

I am very disappointed so far with this adventure in South Dakota. The earnings have been really bad, for example I made $86 last night. That is absolutely NOT ok. And it wasn't only me, I think all girls I worked with last night, with maybe one exception hovered around that amount.
There are not enough people coming through and the people that are there, don't spend. I can make more than that at home just on stage, without having to worry about expenses like air fare, rental car and motel room. And being away from Chhaya. So far I am NOT happy.
After sitting and observing the stuff going on in the club last night I felt sad. Men are behaving like total IDIOTS here and majority of them are married because they wear wedding bands. They seem to lose all common sense here and think they can do and say whatever. If that was my boyfriend or husband I would had left the guy. I believe that if you are in a relationship you should honor the commitment you have to the other person and act respectfully even if your partner is out of sight. It's ok to have fun but there is a difference between fun and behaving nasty.
But the girls that I work with allow this behavior which makes me even more sad........
There is absolutely NO REASON for girls that dance to act crazy like this, downright dirty and embarrassing. One girl, while on stage, took one of her saggy boobs, sucked on it, then put it in the mouth of some guy on stage, then he sucked on it and then she put that boob back in her mouth.
I felt sick to my stomach. The guys see this and think that all of us act this way. So then they think that I am no fun and stuck up because I would never in my life do that.
And she did it on stage for a few bucks. Makes me wonder what she does during a lap dance.
Some other girl went on stage, yelled a bunch of obscenities about pussy and ass, then got off the stage naked while chugging a beer. It's just too trashy for me. Yeah, you might think that I am stuck up but I really don't care. I'd rather be perceived as stuck up than trashy. I like clubs where girls act classy and don't crawl all over guys with their VAGINES in people's faces - to me that's gross. I made a mistake coming here and now I have learned my lesson.
I should had listened to my friend Kiko and went to another town about 30 miles from here but I didn't have the number to the guy that owns the place. Well Kiko managed to get it for me yesterday but he can't get me in until the 26th. And that's not going to work for me.
Supposedly this weekend is going to be very busy here in Dallas but I am not expecting anything at this point.
Besides this I am good. Now I am going to go for a run in the park before getting ready for another night here. You never know, it might be ok tonight. If not - oh well......I can't do more than being true to myself.

Last year I took a very similar pic to this one but with my silver heels. This year it's the pink heels turn to be the object on a lonely road somewhere out there in South Dakota.
It's 3 PM, I am hungry and tired. Found a coffee shop in Burke, got a latte, they had skim milk ONLY. That was gross, never again will I have a latte with skim milk. Also, had the worst vegetarian sandwich ever. BLEH. Again, the food here sucks. Can't wait until I see a Starbucks or a decent coffee shop again. Next week I will be in Vegas, great dining is in the cards.

The small suitcase with all the essentials for tonights evening at work is packed and ready to go. There are no lockers at Frank Day’s so we have to bring all we need with us and take it away at the end of the night. And this year I am not staying in the trailer that the clubs provides for the girls either. I got my own room which is much better.



And here is a pic of one of the areas where the lap dances are done. In case anyone is curious......



Besides that, the on the road life as a dancer in an extremely small and remote town doesn't offer much excitement.
Work, sleep, shower, eat, get ready, work , sleep etc - that is the repetitive cycle. There's nothing here, lots of roadkill on the side of the road and a flat landscape. Anyways, I have to run, if I am not there by 7, smiling and ready Shelley will spank me.

I got back from work not too long ago, washed all the germs off me and turned on the tv.
I watched "Couples Therapy" on VH1.
Felt pleasure mixed with horror when I watched Courtney Stodden, a few weeks shy of her 18th birthday when they recorded the episode, and her husband Doug, in his 50's. She was only 16 when she married him and I think he was 51. I kind of just threw up a little in my mouth.
Of course I heard about this train wreck before but never seen her talk before. I don't know if she is putting on a show of being the über dumb blonde bimbo or if she really is THAT dumb? She is one of the lamest girls I have ever witnessed. The way she talks with her baby voice, the pursing the lips together (thinking it makes her look sexy), the vacant just plain idiotic look on her face......There is NOTHING attractive about a girl that acts like her. If you think so you need to get your head examined.
Sure she has a beautiful body but who doesn't at 17? I had an amaaaaazing body at 17. There's nothing to it, you just do. You don't need any exercise or diets, your body is young and beautiful at that age. As far as her hair being real, it looks like extensions to me, pretty bad ones too.
She also seems to live in either a bikini and stripper heels, or booty shorts a miniscule top and stripper heels. Classy!
Where are her parents to let her look like this, act like this and get married at 16 to some guy old enough to be her Grandpa?
My Mom would had NEVER let some old guy get anywhere near me when I was her age. I can't wait to indulge in the next episode and see some more of her sheer stupidity. And her disturbed husband. That a man in his 50's thinks that a bimbo like that is intellectually stimulating is scary, he obviously isn't too bright himself. And yes, of course he enjoys her body and bla bla bla, her face is not that great though. She looks at least ten years older than she is. But after a while you need something MORE than just sex, unless you are plain dumb.
Also on the show, Nic Richie that has the blog/website thedirty.com
I read it sometimes. He thinks that every woman should be very thin (if you are over 130 lbs you are unattractive), blonde and have large fake +2's, as he calls implants. And they have too look right, not be lopsided, botched, or have that bolted on look. If your nose is ugly you should fix it first and then get boobs. And if you had kids he will spot your "mommy pouch" and point it out. And if you have a wrinkle or two by your armpit or some moles on your body he will make sure that you are well aware of those problems too. LOL. Not many girls pass his critical taste.
I don't care, I find Nic's site trashy and entertaining. And he does have a nice side that comes through once in a while, his opinions and comments are spot on at times too. I think he has a pretty wife, hopefully he is ok with her mommy pouch, if not she should divorce him. And take all his money.
Speaking of money.....work tonight was nothing to write home about, so I won't.
I did watch a highly entertaining stage show that involved a girl, a guy and a beer bottle. Soon, I have seen it all. Seriously. I thought these shows only happened in Bangkok, I was wrong.
But now I am going to sleep. I can't wait for breakfast/lunch tomorrow. I hope I can find some decent food around here.