Entries by TATIANA

I have a shoot tomorrow. Hopefully I will get some good images from it, you never know. I've had some shoots before where I basically didn't like a single pic. Annoying. And then some shoots are just ok and some I looooove many of the pics, that is a successful shoot in my opinion. For example the shoots that I've done with Barry Gallegos, I have many of his pics of me in the blog.
So......I am hoping for a few good pics tomorrow!

I have been getting so many e mails sent to me and girls commenting on my Williston entries about how they can get a job dancing at either Whispers or Heartbreakers. I have been answering every single one because I believe it is the nice thing to do. But to the girls that want to work there, if you read this......things sometimes change at those two clubs. If you have read my blog for a while or if you just now came across it, you should know that I do NOT live in Williston and neither do I go there often to work. I do not know how much money YOU can possible make there. And I do not know where you should stay or who you should contact for work there anymore, since managers, information etc change there every so often.
I can advice you of that it takes MONTHS to book a motel room in that town, the two cheapest places that I know of are The Vegas and The Travel Host. Or check on Craislist or something to find a room for rent. Whispers used to house girls, I do not know if they do anymore, it is very possible.
I also HEARD, don't know if it's true, that Whispers recently started charging $120/night in house fees to work, just as Heartbreakers does. It used to be less (at both clubs). And the amount of girls working every night at Whispers also increased and I've heard girls say that it is no longer worth going there. I don't know.
It might not be worth it to YOU but for somebody else it might be. Everybody has a different opinion and experience.
Am I going back there? It is very possible, if I do - I will let you know here, on my blog, you just have to keep on reading!
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When you have resided in the state of Alaska for some time, over a year, you are entitled to receive something called Permanent Fund Dividened. Even babies get it, so if you have five kids or so - it really pays off to live here. I've gotten a few of these once a year "bonuses" as I see it now, the amount won't make you wealthy by any means, it usually hovers around $ 1000, give or take a few hundred. Enough for a roundtrip ticket to Vegas or Hawaii, or if you have kids, you can buy yourself something nice instead of saving for the kids.......I have seen people do this, buy a tv or a motorcycle for the hubby instead of putting the money into a savings account for the kid/s.
I would never waste somebody else's money like that but you know how some people are, I guess a motorcycle for the boyfriend or hubby is more important than the child's future.
Anyways, there are commercials on tv informing people of what they can do with their Permanent Fund Dividend, like give the money to charity. I think that is a great idea and I want to tell you to what charity you should give your money to. MINE of course!!! Give YOUR (not your underage kids) dividend to me! I ALWAYS NEED $$$ for spa treatments, trips, new Stardust platform heels, Honey Dew undies, pink MAC lipglosses, a nice purse etc. At least if you give it to me you will know that the money will be spent by me on me. Not on some motorcycle for a guy.
If you give it to some other charity, most of the money will be put in the pockets of some office people and some change might end up to feed somebody hungry. If you want to feed somebody hungry, donate food directly to the local food bank or give the money in the hand of a homeless person. Or volunteer your time at some shelter or something. If not, then donate that Permanent Fund Dividend to me!

Got a text from work around 7 30 PM, asking if I was coming into work tonight, guys were already there but no girls. I was in the kitchen, busy whipping up pancakes, looking forward to a nice relaxing evening at home. So I texted back, "No, sorry". I almost wrote, "Why should I even bother? I guess charging $ 20 for a $ 40 dance, getting your VAGINE fingered for that price too and rubbing some crotch is way more appreciated lately than looking good and following the rules."
They can have the chunky chicks at work scaring away the guys. Clubs should start realizing the importance of taking care of quality girls when they are lucky enough to have them. Nobody wants some unattractive girl squeezed into some too small bikini, breathing down on you, hustling you for some money. Therefore the cheap dances and everything else that goes on. These girls that do that should be ashamed, please do not call yourself a stripper if you are getting fingered during a dance - you are a whore, that's the truth. A cheap whore too, on top of that. Take that "craft" outside of the club, thanks you!
I stayed at home, with my dog and my pancakes. Watching the Olympics, amazed over these people that run fast, jump high - WOW! I really admire them.



I have a candle in my window, it's an IKEA candle, so it's Swedish but it was made in Poland - just like me! 🙂
Every item that you can buy at IKEA has a Swedish name, this candle is called "Tindra",
that means twinkle.

I worked last night and tonight. Sometimes I swing by Hooked On The Bean for a little treat before work, it's too yummy to resist.
Lots of claws out at work tonight, not enought guys and too many selfish girls - the cattiness comes out. You know me, I do not "compete" for dances. I do not have to, want to and yes I am ctually too good for that. I think guys should be thanking their lucky stars that they can even have a dance with me. More dancers should feel like that about themselves, not only feel like that - put that out there. So no claws out for me at work, I just sit back and
observe the spectacle.
Theresa, our waitress told me that some guys had came by her store, she has a grocery store in town and asked her something about me. And she told them that Tatiana doesn't sit with guys that act like assholes, even if they do have a lot of money. And that's right, I don't. I'd rather sit by myself.
She also said that some girl at work SUPPPOSEDLY gave some guy up here fishing an std (outside of work), so some fishing guides heard about that and are not bringing in their clients.
I find that a little far fetched. I think the fishing guides are not in with clients because the fishing is bad this year. And as far as std's goes, not only dancers have them, last I heard those are rampant with people in every category of life. And hello, if you are going to have some kind of a sexual encounter, at least use protection until you know what's going on down there.
I personally do not meet up with people for after work activities and I do not have one night stands either.
But that's me. But then of course, I do not have to worry about any std's either. Though I can see how a girl with an infected VAGINE at work could spread it around to other girls, it is probably possible if you don't watch out in certain situations.
Anyways, I am eating granola and I have a hot cup of tea to enjoy, got the latest Bazaar with my girl Rihanna on the cover, so I am going to drool over her now.

OK, I actually feel SICK today. I might even have a slight fever because I feel really warm, it comes in waves, took a pill for bad stomach cramps. I feel greasy, tired, gross, achy and flabby. Yuck. I really hope that I feel better tomorrow. I was even out and about this afternoon, drove into town, did some errands and thought I was going to make it into work tonight. And then it suddenly got bad and there is no way I could had worked tonight, I would had been under my blanket on the couch all night long. Where you will find me some nights anyways if I am bored or not in the mood to talk to drunk guys.
Been watching the Olympics, sorry if I offend any Americans now (some people are very sensitive when it comes to sports) but I think that Viktoria Komova should had won the gold in gymnastics, she did so well on the mat (floor exercise), flawless landings, she moves so much nicer than Gabby, so much more graceful. I am not saying that Gabby did bad, obviously not, I just thought Komova did better. After her performance on the mat I was surprised that she didn't get the gold.
Anyways, here is a pic of me and Chhaya. Though you can only see Chhaya's cute butt.

Photographer Wolf198.