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So all kinds of people are chiming in with their judgmental opinions about that Holly Madison named her newborn daughter Rainbow Aurora. Many say she is destined to become.........guess what? A stripper! Because with a name like Rainbow you are going to become a stripper no matter what. How lame can people be really? I picture these idiots mainly to be some fat women sitting in some dusty trailer park, hands going in between their semi toothless mouth and a bag of Cheetos, hating on everyone that has a better life then they do. So they talk trash on their computer about a baby's name.
I personally LOVE the names, I would had loved to be Rainbow Aurora! That is beautiful! I think that Holly picked gorgeous names for her daughter. And for some reason I suspect that little Rainbow won't grow up to be a stripper, her dad is Pasquale after all, he is most likely pretty well off by now after all the hugely successful raves he has arranged for years. His company is called INSOMNIAC and stands behind parties like EDC for example. That is Electric Daisy Carnival and I have been to many of those and I am going again this year in Chicago.
As far as Holly goes.....she should be economically ok too by now. Started out being one of Hugh Hefner's girlfriends and elbowed herself to become his main girlfriend for a while. Having sex with men 60 years my senior is not my cup of tea, neither is having sex with a man that is keeping multiple girlfriends and live in the same house as them all, getting a weekly allowance and having a curfew. I'd much rather strip and be my own boss. But those were Holly's choices. Only in America! 🙂

Here is some interesting reading about the life of a Playmate........ gross

I found this pic online of me and Tara the other day.......It's from the interview I did in Williston with Tara and her fellow journalism students over a year ago now! I guess Tara liked my hair?

Because of the blog I have been contacted and in talks to many different people about interviews etc. Most of them think that I actually live in Williston, which I don't. I did this project with Tara and her crew, you can see me briefly in a documentary called Boom Behind The Bakken. When I was in Williston last I also talked to the Williston Herald about doing some reportage about me dancing there but there wasn't enough time since I was going home in a few days, I was only there for two weeks. That would had been fun though, I wish I could had done that. I have done two or three phone interviews with some magazines regarding dancing. I was in talks with and met up with a photographer for National Geographic that was planning on doing a piece on the oil boom in North Dakota. I was really hoping to land that project but in the end all that talking led to nothing and he kind of stopped communication with me, I found that rather unprofessional but that is how it is. I have been contacted by various of photographers, film makers and writers after they found my blog. Most want to do something in relation to Williston but since I am not there it doesn't happen. Forget about Williston! I am interesting enough in myself!
 

So I got myself a stainless steel mug for my daily lattes so I don't have to waste a paper cup every day. I think that I want the pink ceramic mug they have at Kaladi too. Mine is from Starbucks and has the Starbucks logo on it. I like the Starbucks logo because it is a mermaid and I love mermaids.



"The original logo, conceived in 1971, was fashioned after a 15th century Norse woodcut, the image of a mythical two-tailed mermaid siren. The siren, as you may recall from Greek mythology, was an alluring and irresistible female figure, typically half-fish/half-women (the mermaid variety). The siren's objective was to a seduce the seagoing mariner with a powerful enticing song most often to the unfortunate demise of the susceptible sailor who could not resist temptation."



And it feels like Spring is slowly arriving here. For two days in a row I've had that feeling, it's warming up, the snow is slowly melting, the sun's rays are warming.
Nice! I am ready!

Today March 8 is International Women's Day. I am sitting here this evening thinking about some issues that are close to my heart and upset me a lot regarding women. Female Genital Mutilation. Rape. Sex Trafficking. Child Brides. I have written several blogs about that throughout the years.
I do regard myself as a feminist and I am proud over that fact. You might not agree that I can possibly refer myself as a feminist since I am a dancer and do get naked or topless in various clubs, that is how I make a living. SHOCKING! But I think that you can be a feminist AND a dancer, at least I can. If you know me or have spent any time engaged in a conversation with me, you would probably agree. And on that note.....
GOOD NIGHT! ❤

I can be somewhat frugal, or should I say mindful. For example, I try to ecodrive as much as possible and I think it is irritating when other people accelerate only to be stepping on the brakes shortly afterwards. I also cut open conditioner bottles, tooth paste tubes and lotion bottles to make sure to use everything that's in there. You would be surprised if you never done this how much product is still in what you might think was an empty conditioner bottle. Plus good conditioner is pricey. So that's a tip for you......be frugal but not when you go to the strip club, then it is time to be generous! Bring at least $ 50 K and make it rain like Drake does.



I am so tired, slept only for five hours. Thinking about taking a nap before work tonight. Also my cell phone is starting to break down, I don't change phones often so the one I have is old. So I am thinking about getting a new phone but the selection at the AT&T store in town is not the greatest. Plus I can't decide if I should get a smartphone like an iPhone or maybe a Samsung Galaxy or just stick to a "regular" cell phone. That is my problem of the day. I think it is time for a nap now.......

It is 2 15 and I am already in bed, wearing my light blue soft pajama pants, eating some cottage cheese and drinking tea. It was an early night at work tonight. Good! 🙂
You know what I find annoying at work is like tonight for example.......a guy came up to me and asked if I remembered him and after I studied him for a few seconds trying to remember but didn't and politely told him that, "No, sorry I do not remember you", he got all huffy and puffy because I did not recall him although he supposedly was in the club like two months ago. Two months is a long time for me, I meet and talk to a lot of people in a two month span. Unless you made some kind of lasting impression on me then no, I won't remember you. That is just how it is. I am not a person with photographic memory when it comes to stuff like that and I can be bad with names too. You have to come back a few times and talk to me OR like I said, leave some kind of impression for me to remember you. Not just be in there and engage in some small talk with me once. Maybe if you make it rain a couple of thousands of dollars on me I will remember you..........!
Another highly annoying thing is when some drunk guy tells me to not be so serious or lighten up, in like an in my face rude way. Shut the fuck up already! Do not tell me what to do. It happened last night. He had been talking to a girl that refers to herself as
"XX the Ho Ho" so you can just figure out how she acts at work. I am writing "X" instead of her real name. Basically she gives guys the whole buffet and some extra cheese on top. I don't. Ever. That is not what I am in there for. You want the whole buffet with all the toppings from me? You would have to become my boyfriend, only then darling, only then. So since I wasn't all over him and letting him grope me he though that I should lighten up. Go kick rocks with no shoes you dumb ass I basically told him and proceeded to ignore him. I am so good at ignoring guys and it drives them crazy.
Many of them have a very hard time dealing with that a dancer is ignoring them. So he kept on coming back over and over again, trying to talk to me. But I've had enough of him. Don't tell me to lighten up - I don't like that shit.
And this is what I look like when I am annoyed.



Well........I am going to read a little and then sleep. Goodnight all my fans!