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The gorgeous weather is continuing.....it was a beautiful and sunny Sunday here today. I went to Captain Cook State Park, that is past Nikiski. If you ever find yourself in this area it is a nice place to visit. You can stop at Stormy Lake (if you Google Stormy Lake one of my blog entries will show up on page 4, or you can search for it in my blog - great pics..... ) Stormy Lake is a large lake and it's shallow, so if you bring some hip waders you can stroll out a bit out in the lake. There is a day use camping area at Bishop Creek (other side of the road from Stormy Lake), I think it's pretty there. Then you can drive to the end of the road and turn left.....park and walk down to the beach.
Gorgeous views of the mountains in the background and lots of nice photo opportunities.
Chhaya had a great day today, she really enjoys mud I found out. She had the best time ever pigging through the mud and digging around in the bluff.





Chhaya is very curious (one of her nicknames is Curious Georgina) and almost fearless. She is nimble and loves to climb up on stuff, even the largest rock on the beach, she just has to go to the top.



I wrote her name and asked her to pose for a pic. She is a poser, probably got it from me.



I made a heart....I always make hearts, stars, peace signs etc......my autograph. You might come across some one day.



Enjoying the view and thinking about life. I watched Dallas Buyers Club last night, that movie made me thoughtful.





I had to brush off the dried mud from Chhaya's legs when we got home, after some dinner she was ready to enjoy the rest of this sunny Sunday outside in a sleeping bag.



I'm tired too. I ate a pizza, did some laundry and now I am going to fully enjoy falling asleep.
I love sleeping.

Last night I started my run at 8 49 PM and I got done at 9 47 PM, you do the math. It's my new personal record and I felt amazing afterwards, super happy and super strong.....full of the
"I can do anything" feeling. But I'm not going to bore you with my running stories anymore, I will probably run a few times a week through the summer, because I actually do enjoy it but I am not training to become the next Annie Thorisdottir or anything like that. And if you see me in real life, don't expect some buff, zero body fat person with a six pack because I don't diet whatsoever, I love sweets and I eat food and lots of it too. No diet pills and stuff like that for me though . I run and exercise mainly because I like the way it makes me feel (strong, happy, alive) and it is good for you too. I'd much rather go running, swimming or hiking than get drunk and wake up with a hangover. And I also spend plenty of lazy time doing nothing besides reading, writing, laying around and savoring such delicious things as ice cream and pastries. I guess the running might keep some of the ice cream calories at bay. And that's good too.
The setting sun was just gorgeous last night so I just had to take a pic, this was right before 10....it has been so nice here the last couple of days!

OK.....I went in to Blockbuster yesterday afternoon with a wild look in my eyes, determined to get the dvd with the last episodes of Breaking Bad. And I got what I went in there for.
And now....I'm sitting here and Breaking Bad is OVER. Or is it? If you watched Breaking Bad, perhaps you noticed a Hello Kitty phone? And did you hear Jesse's friends mention to Walter that they thought Jesse had went to Alaska? Coincidence or not?
If you are not familiar with my blog you might think that you are reading some ramblings by a crazy person. But if you think, like I do, that Breaking Bad is one of the best shows ever.....then you might get my ramblings. What am I supposed to watch now? Game Of Thrones, Sons Of Anarchy? I'm still into Breaking Bad so if anything I just start over again.
I don't think Walter was a bad person at all (besides how he handled Jane and Mike), I understand what he meant, he liked doing what he was doing (creating and cooking the blue) - it made him feel alive. Sure, people died from crossing his path, whether it was by his doing or not but he really did love his family and tried to do good. And Jesse was never bad.
Yeah.....BITCHES!



To Paul.....I watched the link.

It's May 1! It does feel like spring here, I might even lay out for a bit today if the sun sticks around. I am at Kaladi "celebrating" May 1 with a BRATTE, that is basically half milk and half half and half. My friend Traci that works as a barista at one of the Kaladi locations here in town talked me into trying it, yummy but I think I will stick to my regular lattes because if I go with bratte next, then soon I will switch to breve and then I will rapidly gain 20 lbs. I should probably stop drinking milk all together and go with almond milk or something instead. Kaladi does not use organic milk like they do at Whole Foods. I much much rather prefer organic milk, obviously.



Chhaya got a bath yesterday. I gave her a green tea rinse too, not sure why....it was just an idea. But she does have dandruff (since I got back from Vegas) so I am going to find her a good fish oil supplement and maybe a dandruff shampoo too.

Yesterday afternoon I occupied myself with this mountain of dishes and several loads of laundry. I have a dishwasher, brand new but it's not hooked up. Why I am not getting serious about hooking it up is one of those personal mysteries and constant procrastinations. I have noticed the rapid demise of my hands, I am constantly doing dishes and cleaning (it seems)....immersing my poor delicate hands in hot and soapy water. Now I have dry skin, although I use hand creams on a regular basis, AND some faint brown spots on my hands, probably from my skin being dry and therefore more prone to sun damage. I am mildly freaked out by this and wish that I would had hooked up my dishwasher years ago AND been diligent about protecting my hands with rubber gloves when doing dishes or washing floors etc. So if you are doing dishes by hand and keeping your house clean, I advice you to use rubber gloves to protect your hands or hire a maid! Listen to that advice, seriously!



So I don't have cable or satellite TV here in Alaska and my Netflix is very spotty at the moment.....this might happen if you basically live in the forest, like I do. But when I'm in
Vegas I like to indulge in such fabulous shows as RuPaul's Drag Race and Gigolos. I love me some RuPaul!
I was thinking about Gigolos. Now how is this possible? The guys on the show are escorts and they get paid for sex, on camera, in Vegas and that (prostitution) is illegal in Clark County.
Las Vegas is in Clark County. I was doing some research about this today.....and no, NOT some in depth research like I am planning to write a thesis on the Showtime reality TV series Gigolos....so please if you read this and want to hold me accountable for any laws regarding escorting/soliciting/prostitution in Las Vegas, NV. Don't. Do your OWN research if you are curious......
The show is rather hilarious and I have seen a couple of the guys (gigolos) out and about in Vegas. So I guess there is a disclaimer in small print at the end of each episode that states that there were no money exchanged for the services provided by the gigolos or escorts or whatever they call themselves, so since they didn't receive any money for the sex they didn't break the law.....? ("No one depicted in this program was remunerated in exchange for engaging in sexual activity.") Although in the show they come off as men that you can hire for sex. They do meet up with women and the sex looks somewhat real, although you don't see any upclose penetration. I did read some articles and interviews that said this is ALL show and fake and that the women appearing in the show as the clients are all hired actresses basically. But then I have read other reports that say it is in fact all real.
Whatever, I don't know. I think some of it is HILARIOUS though. Listen (read) this......one of the guys is described as a raven haired hunk. Another is a cougar magnet. Then we have the single father who escorts to support his son.
And how about some of the plot.....it makes ME laugh at least.

"Jimmy services a married woman for her birthday as her husband watches and offers encouragement."

"Steven, needing money to send his son to summer camp, books two new clients, including a very large woman he connects with through Jimmy. The rest of the guys visit a psychic and Brace is particularly affected by her reading."

"Nick meets with a new client who tries to push him past his limits. Jimmy's new client is a budding dominatrix who outfits him with a "cock cage" that he wears for several days."

"Brace teaches a shy housewife how to be more aggressive for her husband. Steven meets a new client whose fetish is simulating being dead during sex. Vin's client wants the "boyfriend experience"."

"Steven is reunited with his first girlfriend; the other guys explore a new "manscaping" technique; Brace grants a bucket list wish for a woman diagnosed with cancer."

"Brace's appointment takes an unexpected turn when he discovers that his client is transgender."

"Brace meets a spray tanning technician who exchanges spray tanning for sexual favors."

I really like the woman client with a fetish for simulating being dead during sex. WHAT A GENIUS! I did not know this is a fetish and I am going to adopt this as my own fetish.
A playing dead during sex fetish is perfect for me since I am a very lazy vanilla pillow queen.
I just want to lay there and do AS LITTLE as possible. Ugh, GET OFF my hair and DON'T breathe on me!!!!
In reality I'm thinking that men for hire for sex is a way more lucrative market from a male client. I personally would never even consider paying a man to have sex with me (ask me in 50 years, maybe I will have a different opinion on the matter) and I don't think that women in general would pay a guy to have sex with them. Although sure, there is probably a small market out there for that. Men willing to pay for sex on the other hand, there are plenty of those out there. So a man paying a tanned, muscular, oiled up, spiky hair or longed hair, wild eyed man that goes by the name of Ash, Vin or Adon - I can absolutely see that. I am sure there is a huge market for that.
I recall reading some articles years ago that Heidi Fleiss was planning on opening up a stud ranch in Pahrump. A legal brothel where women could go and pick out a hunky man to have sex with. I don't know if Heidi opened the stud ranch or not, I think she ran her laundromat there for a while called Dirty Laundry (great name) and lived alone with her collection of parrots. Since Pahrump is located in one of the counties in Nevada where prostitution is legal, you can safely visit a brothel there. I think there are two brothels (geared towards male clients) currently in Pahrump (but don't quote me on that).....just a stone's throw away from Vegas, about 60 miles! Or like us Vegas locals say....."over the hump to Pahrump."
One thing though....Gigolos is a successful show. The guys have sex with women that pay them, supposedly. I wonder if you gathered a group of women escorts (in reality prostitutes) in Las Vegas and followed them around with a camera, showing them performing various sex acts with paying men, how long until that show would be shut down and the women prosecuted for breaking the law? There seems to be some serious double standards regarding men and women that sell sex. Gigolos are glorified in many ways I feel. And women prostitutes, well certainly not glorified. Slut shaming geared towards women in all forms is a fact, whether you are a prostitute or not. I know that male strippers are considered kind of cool and women that take their clothes off for money, well they are basically skanks and should be ashamed of themselves and their practices. Well, well.....I guess us women should be happy that we are allowed to vote, drive and make our own decisions....we can't have it all can we now? BARF and LOL.
And before I sign off, YOU too can be a gigolo - if you have what it takes that is......www.cowboys4angels.com click on "employment" and you might be on your way to a new and exciting career!

This evening I decided to give myself a personal challenge.....and I succeeded. I ran the longest I ever have.....for 50 minutes. I am not a Kenyan long distance runner, so don't expect too much of me but I keep a pretty good pace. I have a certain route I run on the roads by my house and I basically doubled it. When it dries up a bit in a few weeks or so I can add on to the run by maybe 10-12 minutes. I don't think that I will make this a regular thing, maybe a once a week thing if that, the longer run that is. Plus I need new running shoes, I've had mine for over two years now and they are just regular Nike's not specifically made for running.
I think I need two pairs, so I can switch in between them, if YOU have a certain pair in mind for me, e mail me and I will send you my mailing address. 🙂





So far I've had a FANTASTIC day.....and its' going to end even better. I just sat down with the last season of Breaking Bad so I will be occupied with Walter and Jesse for a couple of nights. In case you haven't followed my blog for a while....I LOVE Breaking Bad, it's the best show ever! And to celebrate the occasion I threw together some amazing Breaking Bad pics.