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The Peeping Tom the other day made Tatiana remember another time she encountered a perv. This is some years ago when Tatiana spent some months dancing in New York City. Great memories!
Tatiana went to New York with her friend Shelley. One of the most beautiful girls Tatiana has ever laid eyes on. Gorgeous.
Tatiana and Shelley rented a small, cheap room in Spanish Harlem, the first time they were in NYC. It was really interesting. They would take the subway to work and home again, in the early morning hours. Nothing ever happened. Safe, always.
Tatiana is looking back at her NYC stay with happiness and melancholy. She misses that time, life was great and looking back she should had stayed there but instead Tatiana and Shelley went back to CA and shortly thereafter moved to Las Vegas. NYC is soooooo much better than Vegas.
Tatiana loves New York. She wants to go back.
But back on track......the perv incident!
Shelley and Tatiana were strolling through Times Square subway station. It was early afternoon. Suddenly, out of nowhere Tatiana felt a hand reach up under her skirt, going for her fine behind and/or THE VAGINE! WTF!? She dropped whatever bags she was carrying and just screamed out really loud, shocked! Shelley and Tatiana turned around and went after the rat perv that had the nerv to do this. This weirdo, somehow, snuck up behind us and decided that he just needed to get a handful of Tatiana. And somehow crouched down and reached under Tatianas skirt, which wasn't obnoxiously short or anything, mid thigh, it was August. He ran as fast as he could but we caught up to him. And gave him a nice beating. He was pretty scrawny and he was wearing a backpack, somehow he wormed himself out of the back pack and got away. We decided to just let him go and ripped up whatever was in the back pack. Shelley definitely gave him some good punches before he got away. This was in the day time, there were people around and no one did anything btw, they were just staring at us.
CRAZY!
Oh, memories........ Tatiana misses Shelley. Lots. Here is a pic of us.........

Last night when Tatiana was getting out of her car, at about 1 am, she saw a guy crouching down outside her window, looking in. WTF?! He didn't see Tatiana outside, he thought he was all alone. So Tatiana yelled at him "Why are you looking through my window?". There were no people around, keep in mind this was 1 am. He straightened up, looked around, saw Tatiana and started stammering something about that he wasn't at all looking through the window. Yeah right! So again, Tatiana said, in an even louder voice now, "I SAW you looking through my window!". By this point Chhaya was out of the car too and Chhaya can sense when something is not right so she was growling loudly, good pitbull! The guy started walking towards the stairs so he could go down and away, Tatiana lives one floor up. But Tatiana wasn't just going to let this go that easy. She yelled at him some more, but not in a scared, whiny way. More pissed off and mean. She told him that he better not, ever, do that again. He apologized a few times and disappeared.
The thing is that he has done this before, at least twice while Tatiana has been inside, at home. She knows that this guy has been outside because she saw some kind of a figure outside the window but of course he was gone by the time Tatiana opened the door.
Today Tatiana told the janitor about this, he lives across from Tatiana. He told her to call him if she sees this guy again. Tatiana is also going to tell her nosy neighbor Sandy about him, Sandy keeps track of people around here, she is a good person to inform.
What the hell? Weirdo, sad weirdo. What a pervie lurkie! Doesn't he know, that Tatiana will chop his thing off and fry it up with some garlic next time this happens? Well, maybe not, but a good, hard kick in the balls most definitely. Perhaps a good puff of bear spray too.
Don't mess around with Tatiana!

The Fur Rondy is in town. Tatiana needed to participate somehow, so she went down to Westchester Lagoon today to go on a dog sled ride. This was arranged by the All American Husky Rescue, a non profit organization that rescues huskies. So Tatiana gave them a donation in exchange for a fun lap around the lake on the ice. She also gave the puppies two bags of dried chicken treats. The huskies were so cute and so happy! And so good at pulling.
One day Tatiana would like to be able to rescue animals.
www.allamericanhuskyrescue.com

You know that you can visit Tatiana at The Bush and get a song, or many, FUN times on YOUR lap for a nice donation too?

Also, did you go to www.freekibble.com yet to help feed dogs and cats? If not, then please do so, it only take one minute of your time.
Thank you from Tatiana.

For an entry fee of $ 150 you can win a beautiful, huge house in California for Tatiana, she NEEDS, or yourself!
Just go to http://www.tracyhomegiveaway.com/ to see how you can put Tatiana in the house she should be in. : )
Of course, if you win this house for Tatiana she can probably have you stay in one of the rooms, if you don't smoke any cigarettes in the house that is.
Tatiana would enjoy life, rescue animals and travel. You could do the same!

This could all be reality. It actually happened to some people already!
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/29376784/
DANVILLE, Calif. - Susan Wells was thrilled to learn she'd won a $2 million house in a raffle days after her husband had been laid off from his job.
"I'm floored," said Wells, who bought the ticket as a surprise to celebrate the couple's 16th anniversary. "I can't believe this has happened. Needless to say, my husband is very surprised."

If you want to read the full story go to the link Tatiana provided.
Yes, Tatiana needs house in California. You win!

Being a dancer aka stripper comes with many stigmas. We are all crazy, drug addicted, alcoholics, dumb, flaky, egoistic, users, sexually dysfunctional, money hungry........did I forget something here?
I mean, yes, I try to do as many dances as I can when I am at work. HELLO, I have to PAY TO WORK THERE! Do you know anyone else that has to pay to work? We pay quite a hefty amount actually! Do you go into your job and pay out of your own pocket to be there? No, I didn't think so! So before I make anything for myself, I am paying the club.
But I make my money in an honest way, not by ripping people off, I ask nicely after every dance if you need another. I don't force myself on people. Honey, I am way too pretty and proud for that.......
Should I not make lots of money if I can? Would you decline to a raise in YOUR salary if offered? I have good nights and bad nights, whatever.
I will at times sit and talk because I find you interesting, funny and there's no exchange of money.
And no, I don't drink at work, not my thing. Yes, there are girls in the club that are drunk, embarrassing and annoying, sorry if you encountered them, but not all of us are like that. I am sure there are plenty of women that drink too much that work in other professions to. And men.
I don't sit and talk to guys in exchange for tequila shots. I'd rather sit by myself. Or read in the dressing room.
I don't do dirty dances, I don't need money that bad. If you don't want a dance I won't get angry or beg you. I am not desperate, if you don't want a dance somebody else will. But my dances are great.
I will not dumb myself down in order to be more appealing, it is not my problem if you are dumb, I am not.
But remember, you are in a strip club, we will ask you for dances so don't get annoyed. It's not a bar, it is a strip club. You are in there. Duh!
Drugs? No, I would never do drugs in the club. I don't have a drugproblem with either "illegal" or doctor prescribed drugs. But I think that some drugs, if taken under certain circumstances are great. You do not have to share that opinion.
Am I only thinking about myself? Judge for yourself. This is a description of some things I did today, on my day off.
I saw a man begging for money by the side of the road, he had a cardboard sign. It said he was a vet and needed money and warm gloves. He was elderly.
I went and got him a nice pair of leather gloves with furry lining and a pair of wool socks and a big bottle of youghurt. Unfortunately he wasn't there when I went back to give this to him so I will try again tomorrow, I am positive I will find him again.
I also went and got food for the birds, it's winter and they need it.
Then I picked up garbage that people were too lazy to put in the trash, I filled up a whole grocery bag. I dislike people that litter, lazy and nasty.
I am not fishing for your "oooohs" and "aaaaahs" here. I am just making a point. This is the kind of a person I am, I love helping whoever, whatever is in need, people, animals, nature. I have always been like this and being a dancer has nothing to do with it, the dancing did not turn me into a cold hearted, calculating, self centered individual. I am who I am with or without the dancing. The dancing has opened up my eyes to some human behaviors though.
I am not saying that I go on rescue missions every day, but I do think of other things than myself.
If I had more money than I knew what to do with, I would make sure that my family and my friends didn't have to worry about stuff. And I would help others and animals. That would make me happy. I wouldn't be happy if I had a fat bank account while a good friend is struggling to pay a bill.
Gold digger? Puhleese, there are plenty of women out there that have regular jobs and they are total gold diggers.
I have a male friend in Southern CA, he complains to me that he can't find a normal woman to date because they just want him to spend money on them, right off the back. And he is not dating dancers. "Regular" women. That probably look down on dancers. LOL.
Why am I dancing? Because I can. It allows me to travel. Right now I kind of have to due to the housing market. It is a mixture of things. Sometimes I like it and have a great time, sometimes I don't.
So shut up before you judge and think you know that dancers are this or that. Yes, there are some crazy ones but I am sure you know some crazy, nasty, dishonest, awful, substance abusing etc etc people in the circles you hobnob in.
That's all of Tatianas wisdom for now. Thanks for reading. Tune in for more, because YOU NEED TATIANA!!!

Tatiana loves, in fact she is probably somewhat addicted to, Starbucks whipped creme. It's SO GOOD! You need to go to Starbucks, order a beverage and ask for a big serving of whipped creme on top. Then lick it up and enjoy!!!
For Tatianas next birthday she wants a fresh fruit cake coated with a thick layer of Starbucks whipped creme.