Lost
Friday night here in Vegas, the town is busy, I know cause I just came back from down there, The Strip, a few hours ago.
Have to say that CityCenter is really nice, it looks so modern and glittery. I imagine like something you see in Singapore, Tokyo or Beijing - though I can't compare cause I haven't been to those places. Many of the other hotels in town pale in comparison to CityCenter.
I got up early today so all I want to do is take a bath, remove my midnight blue nail polish, replace it with pink nail polish and sleep.
Getting up early tomorrow to run a lap or two in the park, before it gets too hot. It is HOT out, unusually hot for October - bleh.
Tonight I am feeling LOST. Like where should I be, where do I belong? I live in like two places but I come from somewhere else. My friends are scattered all over, which sometimes means that I get to be alone, sometimes too alone.
Should I be in Sweden? Or Vegas? Alaska? I don't think that I could live in Alaska forever.....it's nice but the winters are too long and it is too isolated.
Vegas......what kind of future would I be looking at in Vegas?
Sweden? My really good friends and my family are there.
I'm confused, lost and feel weird tonight.
And I am hungry. But food will have to wait until tomorrow. I am not venturing out for a breakfast burrito from Roberto's at this hour.
Have to say that CityCenter is really nice, it looks so modern and glittery. I imagine like something you see in Singapore, Tokyo or Beijing - though I can't compare cause I haven't been to those places. Many of the other hotels in town pale in comparison to CityCenter.
I got up early today so all I want to do is take a bath, remove my midnight blue nail polish, replace it with pink nail polish and sleep.
Getting up early tomorrow to run a lap or two in the park, before it gets too hot. It is HOT out, unusually hot for October - bleh.
Tonight I am feeling LOST. Like where should I be, where do I belong? I live in like two places but I come from somewhere else. My friends are scattered all over, which sometimes means that I get to be alone, sometimes too alone.
Should I be in Sweden? Or Vegas? Alaska? I don't think that I could live in Alaska forever.....it's nice but the winters are too long and it is too isolated.
Vegas......what kind of future would I be looking at in Vegas?
Sweden? My really good friends and my family are there.
I'm confused, lost and feel weird tonight.
And I am hungry. But food will have to wait until tomorrow. I am not venturing out for a breakfast burrito from Roberto's at this hour.


