Welcome to Chaos !!

It's Saturday evening and Tatiana is laying in bed, she is going to take a quick 15 minutes or so power nap before she hops in the shower and gets ready for work. Today was kind of a busy day, Tatiana even managed to go to Kaladi twice, the first time to get an extra hot natural vanilla latte and the second time for an iced natural vanilla latte with whipped cream. Took care of some errands this afternoon. Tatiana even went for a 20 minute run with some weights strapped around her ankles. But now she is crashing and needs a nap.
Had an annoying moment with a fellow employee at the club last night. This person wants to count Tatiana's money for her and give her larger bills in exchange for the one dollar bills, without even asking if it's ok with Tatiana first. Well, Tatiana thinks this is strange and she is not ok with it. She already told this person to please leave her money alone, she is fully capable of picking up the bills, smoothing the crumpled ones out and exchanging the smaller bills for larger ones - thank you very much. There is no need for somebody else to be digging through her cash, especially a person she hardly knows. Not that Tatiana has anything against this person but she wants to handle her own money. Right?
Well, that didn't go over very well with the person last night, she had a small fit when Tatiana reminded her once again to just let her handle her own money. Whatever! The day Tatiana is too confused to handle her money at work, she is retiring. Until then, do your job and Tatiana will do hers.

Oooooh, I loved Jennifer Lopez's performance the other night, she sang her new song "Dance Again" and showed off her beautiful figure in a body suit. YUMMY looking woman. Somebody I know called her "porky". No, ICH DON'T THINK SO honey! Jennifer is 42 and looks better in the face and body than many girls half her age I've seen shaking their doughy bits in various clubs I worked at. Or that are shlepping around town here where I live. Sure, Jennifer can afford personal trainers, food made for her, beauty treatments like VelaSmooth, the best facials, botox etc......but still I think she is MUY CALIENTE! Her face is flawless. She is curvy, sexy and she can MOVE, I like that. And she looks HAPPY.
Porky? It's EASY to be skinny in your teens and early 20's. I was super skinny when I was 20. To have a nice body later in life takes some good genetics and maybe an exercise regimen. Taking diet pills, starving yourself or snorting meth and/or coke doesn't count in my book. Anybody can be skinny on the meth diet. Try to be on the no diet like I am. Then we can talk.
Do I like Casper, he new boyfriend? Not so much, I think he looks like a dorky duck, reminds me of Jon Cryer somehow.
But then, I never cared for any of her men. Marc Anthony reminds me of a skinny shrimp. Ben Affleck looks like a dumb neanderthal. Diddy reminds me of a goat and he supposedly cheated on her. The other two she was married to, nothing to even mention.
But at least she is economically independent and can support this Casper guy. It seems like they have lots of fun together -for now. And it's not like she can't pay her rent and also takes care of her man, I've seen plenty of girls do this - not a good idea long term.

TGIF? Most people love it that is is Friday but for me that usually means work. I don't really mind though......I have not worked since last Friday. The schedule of a dancer can be very random. My schedule means - I work when I want to and I like it like that.
My only everyday responsibilities are taking care of my Chhaya and getting myself a vanilla latte.
It is another cold and lovely day here in Kenai.........very uplifting for the mood!
My plans for the first part of the day are take Chhaya out for a quick pee, fold some laundry, mop the kitchen floor and then go and get my latte. Later Chhaya and I are going for a long walk. And in the evening I need to get ready for work and head over there.
Got another e mail regarding a request for an interview.......this time from a North America Correspondent with German TV station. He wanted to meet up with me if I was still in Williston. I think this is the fourth project I had to turn down, people find my blog - think I am still in Williston because they google something North Dakota related and one of my blog entries about Williston come up. But then they do not bother to look to the current blog entries or the date of the old entry and think that I am still in Williston.
Well, I might go back there but not anytime soon.
And no, I do not know any girls working there currently, if I did have a friend there working I would gladly set her up with a meeting for a possible interview. I have to say that the last time I was there (a few months ago) most the women I came across in the two clubs were rather unfriendly. But that's ok - I went there to make money, not to make friends with half crazy single Moms with a drinking problem.
Not that all the girls were like that but the ones that were - stood out like sore thumbs. Not my type of friends.
So noooooooooo to all the magazines, film crews etc - I am not in Williston. You will have to scout out your own talent there - good luck!
Or you can always come and interview me in Alaska.

I am about to brush my teeth and call it a night........
My laziness continued even this evening.....sorry to all my fans if you came looking for me.
I can't explain it, after I had dinner the allure of my bed with it's freshly laundred bedding seemed to difficult to pass up.
But I am working tomorrow for sure. Also I need to get a new book, I am in the mood for a good novel. Besides being lazy and in need of a good book I also miss New York, LOTS. I think I am moping a little and therefore I am not working......

Photo by Steve Antonelli.

I LOVE Hillary Rodham Clinton, she is one sharp lady. That she is in the news right now for not wearing makeup while out doing her job is just ridiculous. She should be in the news every day because she is one smart and cool woman, not for choosing not to wear make up and wearing her glasses instead of her contacts. She looks great either way.
It is time that men and women are held to the same standards when it comes to appearance. If it is not expected of men to apply makeup every day, straighten their hair, curl their hair, fret over cellulite etc - then why should women get scrutinized for this?
I never wear makeup in the day time and I usually throw my hair up in a bun. I could not be bothered with applying mascara in the day time "because it really opens up your eyes" or "you never know who you might run into". First of all, my eyes are open without mascara and I do not care who sees me without makeup or who I might run into or not.
Yes, I do like to wear makeup but not all the time. If some guy only likes me when I wear makeup then oh well.......next! The door is over there buddy.
There are some things that you should consider before stepping out in public......don't have stinky armpits or BO. Brush your teeth if you are planning on talking to people. Maybe trim you nose hairs if they are trailing out of your nostrils, it's not so cute.
But to feel forced to have to wear makeup because you are a woman, whatever - it's 2012 hello!
Back to Hillary - she is definitely one of the sharpest tools in the shed. I like her. Sure, I do not agree with everything she does but find me one politician that you agree with across the board.

Tatiana had every intention of going to work earlier this afternoon. But when it got a little later.....indolence set in. When you do not have a set schedule, any excuse is a good enough excuse for not going into work according to Tatiana.
Like.....hmmmmm......watching documentaries on Netflix sounds so much more fun than work. Or.....I'd rather be home cleaning. Or......I am not in the mood to be half naked and talk to random people tonight. Or.....I'd rather cuddle with Chhaya. Or.....I feel fat and lazy. Or.....I am not in the mood to shave tonight.
Sometimes Tatiana is unmotivated and lazy. And it is so much more convenient to stay home where it's comfortable than work.
But that always passes, staying home for too long gets boring and Tatiana will eventually make it to work.
When Tatiana travels for work, she is diligent and works every night, even if she has period pain, pms or a headache. A Motrin or two will take care of that. But if Tatiana has pms or a headache while home, then there is no work.
Tatiana has every intention of working tomorrow night - right now at least.....!