What Do You Mean?
What do you mean I can't work in this club? But I am NUMBER ONE in my village!!! Bilo breaks out of the cage to get me every time he sees me!
Saturday, December 15. 2012
Friday, December 14. 2012
Out and About
Spent the day out and about around town today, just me and my latte, strolling around shopping and being a tourist......taking pictures.
I kind of want a pair of boots from Aldo, funny thing is that they sell for $ 160 in the store and you can get them online for $ 98! So, getting them in the store is a total ripoff unless you need to wear them right away.......cute or no? Do I need? I think yes......! Maybe Santa can bring me them?
What I really want Santa to bring me are the leather pants (L-RIMMON) I am in love with at Diesel, my fave store btw. Has been forever. The pants are so sexy! I NEED! I doubt they are cheaper online though. I have been sooooooo nice this year, I think Santa should pay attention to me!
There are lots of people out and about. Especially around this place, Times Square.
I don't think I would like to be here at New Years to watch the famous ball drop. That doesn't seem like fun. Wait for a ball to drop together with a thick crowd of people in the cold......ummmmmm no. But then, I love being in large crowds of people at raves on New Years, so to each their own.
I was hoping Keoki would be in town, he lives in New York, Brooklyn actually and I am staying in Brooklyn. It would be fun to see him dj plus I haven't seen him in a while. But he told me he is spending the winter in LA.......so another time, another place.
Saw two guys with their pants sagging so low you could see their whole butt cheeks (in underwear) sticking out. That is DEFINITELY a look that is so WAY past due retirement. People say UGGS should retire.......whatever, at least UGGS are functional and comfortable and can look cute if paired with the right outfit.
This just looks so ridiculous and totally lame. Is it even comfortable, I don't think so. Pull your pants up already!
Took the F train home........
There are lots of homeless sleeping on the subway at night I noticed. Maybe because it is warmer and they can be left alone pretty much?
Like this person. He or she had a bad toe. I felt bad. I've given a little bit of money to people that said they were hungry so far.
Speaking of hungry.......I can't wait for breakfast! I think I am going to have lentil soup tomorrow, yum!
Wednesday, December 12. 2012
Butt Implants
I saw a girl the other night at work with butt implants. She was a petite girl and her butt looked really nice underneath her dress, like a little bubble but when the dress came off.......NOT SO MUCH! When she was on stage I couldn't help but looking at her butt, not because it looked good but because it looked soooooo weird.
Like the shape and it appeared uneven and lumpy. I have seen a few butt implants over the years and to me it doesn't look great once the jeans or the dress or whatever comes off. I don't know about butt implants, it seems like a very invasive surgery and you sit on your ass a lot so I am thinking it must feel strange or uncomfortable? And why would anybody get a butt implant? Do you do it for yourself because you really wish to have a bigger butt or a rounder butt or do you do it to look more appealing to men? I thought of that girl at work because when I logged in today this article popped up about some other woman and her butt implant. I don't think it's worth it personally. You have to think down the line when you are 60 and schlep around two old implants in your behind......
http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/health/woman-bares-botched-butt-implants-horrifying-video-article-1.1210114
Anyhow, me and my butt are leaving to go and eat now. I just blew out a bunch of green snot through my nose and coughed up some green hard mucous so I am good to go!
Like the shape and it appeared uneven and lumpy. I have seen a few butt implants over the years and to me it doesn't look great once the jeans or the dress or whatever comes off. I don't know about butt implants, it seems like a very invasive surgery and you sit on your ass a lot so I am thinking it must feel strange or uncomfortable? And why would anybody get a butt implant? Do you do it for yourself because you really wish to have a bigger butt or a rounder butt or do you do it to look more appealing to men? I thought of that girl at work because when I logged in today this article popped up about some other woman and her butt implant. I don't think it's worth it personally. You have to think down the line when you are 60 and schlep around two old implants in your behind......
http://www.nydailynews.com/life-style/health/woman-bares-botched-butt-implants-horrifying-video-article-1.1210114
Anyhow, me and my butt are leaving to go and eat now. I just blew out a bunch of green snot through my nose and coughed up some green hard mucous so I am good to go!
In Bed......Coughing
It really sucks to be sick while away from home, in New York City of all places. I left work an hour earlier tonight because I was cold and felt bad. Not that I was leaving any excitement.
Private Eyes sucks! What a trap. At least I am not making any money there. Right now I am so over it, it's money and I will make it back. But right now I am sick and tired of asking people for dances and be at their "mercy" to whether I am going to make my house fee that night and what kind of profit on top of that. Fuck it, really, it's so lame. Sure it can be fun (lots of fun even) sometimes and I do meet nice people, have met a few nice ones here in New York too. But I am not going to sit in people's laps, endure some groping with a fake smile plastered on my face hoping to get a $ 20 dance. No thanks.
I talked to one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen dancing and in real life. I saw her last Thursday and I was like "OMG"! I thought she was from Estonia because somebody said so but she is from Russia. 24, my height but probably at least 15 lbs lighter, absolutely beautiful, flawless body and a very pretty face. We talked while I was getting dressed. She asked me why I wasn't at Flashdancers because she thought I was so pretty and should be there. She said I would fit right in. Well, so I told her that they had told me that they have too many girls now and she said that this is correct and that about two months ago there were way less girls there.
She works at Private Eyes once a week (the other nights at Flashdancers) and she hates it, she thinks the money is bad. If I was a guest in the club I would had dropped all my money on this beautiful girl. She models too. She has been in the US for three years. I want to bring her back to Alaska with me! She said that when she saw me last Thursday she thought I looked beautiful. That is a nice compliment coming from her, like I said, one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen. I do not feel at all beautiful now......
I feel like I have aged five years because I am sick AND working. When I look in the mirror I don't see me, I see something else.
I am not going to complain about working here anymore, it is what it is. Unless something changes for the better or I go to another club, then I will mention it. I have fun during the day in New York and now I am going to to and sleep, looking forward to my breakfast already!
Private Eyes sucks! What a trap. At least I am not making any money there. Right now I am so over it, it's money and I will make it back. But right now I am sick and tired of asking people for dances and be at their "mercy" to whether I am going to make my house fee that night and what kind of profit on top of that. Fuck it, really, it's so lame. Sure it can be fun (lots of fun even) sometimes and I do meet nice people, have met a few nice ones here in New York too. But I am not going to sit in people's laps, endure some groping with a fake smile plastered on my face hoping to get a $ 20 dance. No thanks.
I talked to one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen dancing and in real life. I saw her last Thursday and I was like "OMG"! I thought she was from Estonia because somebody said so but she is from Russia. 24, my height but probably at least 15 lbs lighter, absolutely beautiful, flawless body and a very pretty face. We talked while I was getting dressed. She asked me why I wasn't at Flashdancers because she thought I was so pretty and should be there. She said I would fit right in. Well, so I told her that they had told me that they have too many girls now and she said that this is correct and that about two months ago there were way less girls there.
She works at Private Eyes once a week (the other nights at Flashdancers) and she hates it, she thinks the money is bad. If I was a guest in the club I would had dropped all my money on this beautiful girl. She models too. She has been in the US for three years. I want to bring her back to Alaska with me! She said that when she saw me last Thursday she thought I looked beautiful. That is a nice compliment coming from her, like I said, one of the prettiest girls I have ever seen. I do not feel at all beautiful now......
I feel like I have aged five years because I am sick AND working. When I look in the mirror I don't see me, I see something else.
I am not going to complain about working here anymore, it is what it is. Unless something changes for the better or I go to another club, then I will mention it. I have fun during the day in New York and now I am going to to and sleep, looking forward to my breakfast already!
Tuesday, December 11. 2012
Alive
Woke up with a runny nose and a cough. My throat is better, my voice is back and I almost sound like myself again. But instead I got a cold.....LOL.
Ventured out to get a chai and had breakfast at Pret.
After that I walked about 50 streets up to Upper East Side, Central Park is amazing. I felt happy and ALIVE, you kind of feel alive in New York, it's the energy. It was a nice day out and I enjoyed myself and my own company.
Now I have to leave for work. I went to Private Eyes last night because I NEED to work and at least there I am on the schedule. It was a bad night, not much to work with there, I only made
$ 100 profit. You have to pay $ 100 to work there and also pay $ 29 to the dj and give $ 10 to the house mom even if you don't use any of her "services". Yeah, shitty night I know. But I can't risk going other places auditioning and possibly not getting hired at this point, that means I am missing out on a night of work. And I already missed out on last weekend because I was sick.
My next day off is Thursday and I will probably check out other places then. The thing is, if you miss one of your scheduled nights at Private Eyes for whatever reason (or Flashdancers for that matter) you have to pay a fine next time you come in or they don't let you work. The amount?
$ 100. It's crazy and probably illegal too but it is what it is, for now. Ok, I have to go! Wish me luck tonight! 🙂
Ventured out to get a chai and had breakfast at Pret.
After that I walked about 50 streets up to Upper East Side, Central Park is amazing. I felt happy and ALIVE, you kind of feel alive in New York, it's the energy. It was a nice day out and I enjoyed myself and my own company.
Now I have to leave for work. I went to Private Eyes last night because I NEED to work and at least there I am on the schedule. It was a bad night, not much to work with there, I only made
$ 100 profit. You have to pay $ 100 to work there and also pay $ 29 to the dj and give $ 10 to the house mom even if you don't use any of her "services". Yeah, shitty night I know. But I can't risk going other places auditioning and possibly not getting hired at this point, that means I am missing out on a night of work. And I already missed out on last weekend because I was sick.
My next day off is Thursday and I will probably check out other places then. The thing is, if you miss one of your scheduled nights at Private Eyes for whatever reason (or Flashdancers for that matter) you have to pay a fine next time you come in or they don't let you work. The amount?
$ 100. It's crazy and probably illegal too but it is what it is, for now. Ok, I have to go! Wish me luck tonight! 🙂
Crazy People in New York
Almost every day some dude starts busting out rapping loud on the subway, while listening to some rap on his head phones. And they spit out whatever obscenities too - pussy, nigger, dick, ho - doesn't matter if young children and old people around. Like, nobody is interested in your rap skills ok? Go see Diddy for an audition, Bad Boy Entertainment is located on Broadway! Everybody just ignores each other here, for the most part. There are people begging on the subway sometimes, although they made that illegal so I haven't seen as many of them this time around. Usually somebody will walk up and down the wagon talking about god bless you and that they are hungry, unemployed and have kids that need food. If I would give money to everybody I would have nothing for myself.
Then there are homeless people, yesterday some old homeless lady smelled so bad that I had to get up and leave, the whole wagon stunk. So I got in another one and there was what I assume a homeless, dirty man that had peed on himself. He kind of got loud and disruptive with a young girl sitting by herself, THAT made people take notice and they told him to leave her alone. Good!
The other day some really crazy guy was just yelling obscenities on top of his lungs, about that he hated Asians and that people should speak English, although he had an accent. Crazy! Some are homeless and some mentally insane. Some want to be the next big rapper. LOL.
It's quite interesting. Another thing are the stark contrasts between that haves and have-nots around let's say Fifth Avenue. So many very wealthy people going in and out of really expensive hotels (I would never pay big money like that for a hotel) and then also people like me and people that beg for change. It's kind of sad. You never know what life will hand you. Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get said Forrest Gump. I am grateful that I can feed myself and have somewhere warm and safe to sleep. I do what I can, I could probably do more with myself but I am somewhat lazy and spoiled. I try to think of others when I can and do my small part here and there.
I have been eating at Pret A Manger almost everyday since I have been here, seriously yummy sandwiches, yoghurts and the almond croissant is to die for! Well Pret makes the food fresh every day and gives away what's left over each day to local shelters instead of throwing away the left over food like some places do. I like Pret for many reasons! That always bothered me, throwing away perfectly good food when you can feed the hungry and even animals. Or I can eat it. I am always hungry for pastries!
I also want to add that I am sick of hearing and reading about "Duchess" Kate's pregnancy and morning sickness. I do not agree with "royalty" and monarchy. Just some regular people that got handed everything because they were born into or married into some family that is there by some old outdated tradition, mostly supported by tax payers money. She is a regular chick that happens to be preggo, ok. Get over it already. Most of them don't have anything really meaningful that they do. No skills besides doing "charity" work. Meaning collecting money. Go do something real! Royalty, how lame.
Then there are homeless people, yesterday some old homeless lady smelled so bad that I had to get up and leave, the whole wagon stunk. So I got in another one and there was what I assume a homeless, dirty man that had peed on himself. He kind of got loud and disruptive with a young girl sitting by herself, THAT made people take notice and they told him to leave her alone. Good!
The other day some really crazy guy was just yelling obscenities on top of his lungs, about that he hated Asians and that people should speak English, although he had an accent. Crazy! Some are homeless and some mentally insane. Some want to be the next big rapper. LOL.
It's quite interesting. Another thing are the stark contrasts between that haves and have-nots around let's say Fifth Avenue. So many very wealthy people going in and out of really expensive hotels (I would never pay big money like that for a hotel) and then also people like me and people that beg for change. It's kind of sad. You never know what life will hand you. Life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get said Forrest Gump. I am grateful that I can feed myself and have somewhere warm and safe to sleep. I do what I can, I could probably do more with myself but I am somewhat lazy and spoiled. I try to think of others when I can and do my small part here and there.
I have been eating at Pret A Manger almost everyday since I have been here, seriously yummy sandwiches, yoghurts and the almond croissant is to die for! Well Pret makes the food fresh every day and gives away what's left over each day to local shelters instead of throwing away the left over food like some places do. I like Pret for many reasons! That always bothered me, throwing away perfectly good food when you can feed the hungry and even animals. Or I can eat it. I am always hungry for pastries!
I also want to add that I am sick of hearing and reading about "Duchess" Kate's pregnancy and morning sickness. I do not agree with "royalty" and monarchy. Just some regular people that got handed everything because they were born into or married into some family that is there by some old outdated tradition, mostly supported by tax payers money. She is a regular chick that happens to be preggo, ok. Get over it already. Most of them don't have anything really meaningful that they do. No skills besides doing "charity" work. Meaning collecting money. Go do something real! Royalty, how lame.