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I have to tell you about some random chick that tried to kiss me at work the other night. I was siting at the bar talking to a friend, there were two girls sitting to my left, one which I know a little and one that I have never seen before. All of a sudden I feel somebody reach around me, like around my face and I turned around and this girl sitting to my left that I have never seen before grabs me behind my neck and moves in on me and tries to kiss me. All I see is her half open mouth inches away from mine coming closer. WTF?! I pushed her away and asked her what she was doing. Like get away from me! Yuck! I don't even know you! She was just some random chick in there. Drunk. Decided that she wanted to make out or something. Maybe kiss a girl and look cool in front of her friends. I don't know. Well, NOT with me. I take kissing seriously and I don't have any random hook ups or make out sessions with people, even though I am a stripper a few nights a week. I know........can you believe that??! Being a stripper doesn't mean that I make out with everything that is willing to make out with me.
It's funny that regular people (girls) sometimes have so much bad to say about girls like me (that strip) but they do things that I don't do. Get wasted, make out and sleep around with no meaning behind it. Good for you if that is what you want to do. But I tend to be more selective about my partners. Have I ever been drunk? Yes of course. Made out with almost strangers? Sure. But not many times.
And speaking of kissing....... My first real kiss (with tongue) was in fifth or sixth grade.
I can't remember if I was 11 or 12. But his name was Rickard and he had black hair, blue eyes and freckles. We were classmates. He had a boxer. And we were at his house, in his room and it was awkward (too much saliva) but exciting. Yeah, no kissing strangers for me.

It's almost 5 pm, a snowy and gray Sunday afternoon and I am in bed. I woke up at 2, went to the store for some food and a latte at Coffee Roasters. Came home, immediately went straight back to bed with my food and read The Ice Princess for about two hours. I have to get up soon, do the dishes and sweep downstairs, it is muddy paws season here. Even when I dry Chhaya's paws off after being outside, there is still a lot of dirt on them and I have to sweep and vacuum if not every day at least every other day.

So if you have been reading my blog for a while you might recall that I wrote about a married couple that came into the club a few months ago, picked up a guy in there and left with him. You can read that entry here
Anyhow, they came in again last night. They seem a little desperate, I don't bother talking to them because honestly although they seem nice and warm I just don't have the energy. Because of that desperate vibe I get. It is obvious that they are looking for somebody.....actually anyone that is willing to go home with them, man or woman.
We now make inside jokes about them at work. Like, who wants to have a threesome tonight? I think it is great that they seem to have a happy marriage and that they are open with each other. I am all for that. Much better than lying and cheating. But I don't want to deal with them. The last couple I danced for was at New York Dolls in New York and as many of the other times when dancing for couples the woman was acting way too aggressive = too creepy for me . The one in New York conveniently forgot to wear her panties that evening, I found that out when she spread her legs open in front of me and showed me all her lady bits. Ummmmmm.........no thanks, I am so not interested.
Then she tried to pull me down onto her crotch, she grabbed me around my hips while I leaned as far away from her as I could. This kind of encounter has not been my first at work. Couple, woman not wearing panties, wants lap dance, acts a little too crazy, her partner grinning like a fool. Yeah. But hey, they don't know who they might encounter on a night out. Anything is possible.
Then we had another interesting couple drama take place last night. Some other couple was in earlier in the evening. Too bad that they were not there at the same time as the regular swingers, I would had tried to connect them. Talk about a great match! Well this couple, not sure if married or together but I suspect at least together for a while.
SHE seemed to be interested in getting a job at the club, was even in the office talking to the owner. Nobody is in the office unless you have some business there. Like a new hire going over the rules and the hiring process. Then she came out and sat by her obviously uncomfortable male partner and it looked like she tried to convince him that she too should be dancing. By the look of things, she should not be dancing. I think that she was a little too old to be starting dancing and a little too house wifey looking.
Plus her man was not happy about this, that was so obvious. She really put all her effort into coaxing him to smile and relax a bit, he was very uncomfortable. It was kind of fun to observe. I love people watching. And observe in general.
The swinger couple were the last to leave yesterday. They stayed until the end, after the music had stopped, trying to pick up a girl to go home with them. The result? No luck. We don't even want to dance for them. I think that they would be much more successful finding somebody willing to join them at a place geared towards what they are looking for. A swingers gathering place. Not a strip club. But like I said, you never know what you might encounter on your night out.

I picked up my new books that arrived yesterday afternoon. I had a really busy day yesterday, it is 5 am here and I just washed the eye shadow off my eyes put on some face cream and made myself comfortable in bed. I got these two by the Swedish author Camilla Läckberg, looking forward to a great time reading them.



And I finally ordered and got the Kate Moss Book !



A large, heavy book filled with photographs of my fave model Kate. This book comes in eight different covers and I didn't know which one I was going to get since I couldn't pick the cover when I ordered the book (Amazon). I was happy when I saw this cover, it reminds me of a pic of Kate that I tried to re create once (see my pic below). And it ended up being one of my favorites of myself. Although not looking anything like Kate's pic.
I actually have a few things in common with Kate. We are both Capricorns. We both have brown hair and pale skin. She has lots of moles, so do I. We were born in the same decade (70's). And she is not shy either when it comes to nudity and taking pics where there is some uncovered skin showing. I love Kate. ❤



And me. Photographer WOLF189.

So it is Friday today. What have I done so far.......first a latte of course. I want to get an espresso machine so I can make my own lattes but then I would probably drink five a day. So maybe not a good idea to get an espresso machine after all.
Me and Chhaya went to Arc lake today. I was hoping to see some water but the snow and ice are still here and thick. The winter in Alaska sticks around for half of the year.



Then I went to the gym for the first time this week.



Now I am digesting my dinner like a full anaconda. It is work time tonight.

Instead of going to work this evening I went for a run, first outside run of the year! Earlier today when walking Chhaya I saw that the snow had melted away from the roads around my house. The run this evening felt soooo good, only 19 minutes but I needed that cool fresh air. I felt alive. Maybe I'll do it again tomorrow. And it's staying light out until about 10 pm now, I love that. Pretty view.



Puddle in the yard, there is going to be a small lake outside my house when all the snow melts.



I decided that I need two new sports bra's and at least one pair of new running/gym shoes. Maybe a cute pair by Stella McCartney for Adidas? I know that I won't find anything I like around here. I have to wait until I am somewhere else.



Anyhow, I am in bed drinking tea and eating super yummy coconut cookies. Sleep in an hour or so. First I need to read.

I gave Chhaya a bath today. It is not her favorite activity to suffer through. She know very well what "take a bath" means or "brush the teeth" and "clean the earsis" (ears). Now she is clean and happy to be out of the tub. I am sitting here, stuffed myself with pancakes and contemplating whether I should make an appearance at work tonight or not......I feel laaaazyyyyy and fat! 🙂