According to the gossip Lindsay Lohan is very upset because the Betty Ford Center where she is doing her rehab decided to take away her Adderall, saying that she doesn't need it. Lindsay on the other hand is very adamant that she does need her Adderall to "focus". I guess Adderall is a very popular pill to pop in LA and other places too because it can keep you from gaining weight, it's an amphetamine after all. I know people that have an Adderall prescription and they are for sure NOT focused whatsoever. I don't take any drugs and can get more done in a few days than they do in a whole year, so to me the whole focus thing is a mystery. I don't even understand why anyone would want to take Adderall on an everyday basis, or even better, feed it to your kid. I am not a doctor (obviously) so I can't shell out a diagnosis but I am also aware of that there are many out there on Adderall. Do they all have some form of ADHD and/or do they all have a problem with focusing, whatever THAT means? Or are (some) doctors just handing out prescriptions left and right to pretty much anyone asking because there is a profit involved?
I can't even imagine being on Adderall. I would be so spazzed out and I can guarantee you that I would get all kinds of shit done, so much so that I would come to your house and get your life in military order too. I know that many take that stuff to control their weight, that is not a secret. I have never been on a diet. Well, ok I was on the Atkins diet for about a day once, it was totally disgusting and so not for me, I ended up vomiting and could not bear the thought to eat all kinds of meat and restrict my fruit and veggies. I'd rater eat only fruit and veggies and no meat. I also took some sort of diet pill once or twice, I got a bottle of diet pills (cant remember which kind it was so long ago) and they made me feel very uncomfortable and jittery, not a good feeling at all so I decided not to take them.
I tried speed once in Vegas, one night I went out with my friends, they all did it so I tried some, snorted it and felt great. Lots of energy but I always have lots of happy jumpy energy when I go clubbing. It was when we all got home and I still felt that energy but then it didn't feel good anymore, I felt nervous and edgy, I wanted to sleep but couldn't. And that was my first and last time doing that stuff, don't think I will ever try it again. I'd rather have fun on other drugs.......
As far as eating, I used to be very skinny when I lived in Sweden, I remember my waist was about 60 - 61 centimeters (24"), the reason I remember this is because I had seen a famous super models measurements mentioned in some article and I had the same. Now I am around 27".......more if I eat a lot but usually by morning I am back to 27.
I am no longer super skinny but whatever. I have about a 5 lbs weight range that I fluctuate between and I am not going to lie, I like my body better when I am on the lighter side of those 5 lbs. Because I think I look better at work then from a purely aesthetic viewpoint. But at the same time I don't diet, I don't have the willpower to diet, I like food way too much and I especially like foods that satisfy my sweet cravings - vanilla latte, pastries, ice cream. Once in a while I entertain the thought of doing a weekly 24 hour fast or some kind of a cleanse that lasts for days to "clean myself out". The idea sounds very appealing to me but in reality I know that I wouldn't last more than 24 hours probably.
I don't believe that Lindsay is taking her Adderall to focus, cause she is not getting anything done it seems besides drink and party. I think she is taking the Adderall to control her weight but people that do that rarely admit to it, instead they say that whatever prescriptions they are taking are prescribed to them by an all knowing doctor and that they do indeed need those pills.
I am planning on eating lots of Polish food in Chicago and enjoying every bite of it. If I gain weight then I gain weight, it will come off......or not.
On a different note.......I am in Minneapolis waiting for my connecting flight. Minneapolis looks beautiful from the air coming down. Large lush trees, green lawns and lots of small lakes. I think I would like it here.......
