Welcome to Chaos !!

Well, I'm back in Kenai now. Reunited with Chhaya, my laptop and my bed. I drove to Vegas from Burning Man, it took about nine hours back to Vegas and flew out of there at 11 am today. Let me tell you, as soon as I got off the plane in Anchorage I felt this heavy feeling of sadness and anxiety come over me and my heart actually ached. It is not easy to separate from Burning Man, at least not for me. Maybe I'm crazy, I don't know. I won't be going to sleep and waking up to beats and bass somewhere close by in the background. I feel SOOOOOO SAD! Maybe I will cry a bit more again. Just like the previous times, Burning Man withdrawal is difficult for me.
My baby spent time in the kennel and although she gets great care there I always feel so bad leaving her there. But she seems happy.



Next Burning Man is just around the corner! Kind of......

Well, I survived Burning Man 2015 and I'm back to reality. I will sort through all the pictures I took and start thinking about how to write about my experience. This was my third and best burn. I feel very very happy and have a natural high and energy. I'm also tired, dusty, crusty and dirty. I was sad to leave Burning Man and cried, just like I did the previous times. My time there was FANTASTIC !
More about Burning Man later.......XOXO

The reason there haven't been any blog entries for a while it's because I'm here......I'm at Burning Man!
This is a time prepared entry, I am writing this while still in Kenai (while sipping on a latte of course......) I'm leaving for Vegas later this evening and then driving up to somewhere outside of Gerlach, NV tomorrow night.



This is my third year in a row attending Burning Man. And if course I will tell you and show you everything when I'm back to normal life.
And for you that have never heard of Burning Man (some people haven't, I encounter them all the time) and for the people that don't understand what it is.....it's an amazing adventure, difficult to describe in words. You have to experience Burning Man to get an understanding BUT I can tell you this much......I am super excited and very grateful that I am going again and it's going to be AMAZING! ❤
Right now.....I'm somewhere on the Playa feeling ALIVE!

I have been lazy all summer I feel.....no running all of July and August (until yesterday) if I remember it right, just walks with Chhaya. And laying out tanning. I finally went for a run the other day and yesterday and it really felt good! I don't know why I get so lazy and unmotivated sometimes because running makes me feel good, healthy and energized. I've been feeling like a sack of dough but just two times of moving that dough around made me feel much better.
The weekend is here and it looks like the sunshine and warm weather will continue. Me and Chhaya are wishing everybody a great weekend!





I love her! ♥

Ohhhhhh, I have some new crushes that I need to announce to the world. Ready? Almost two weeks ago on a Saturday I was about to go into work but did not want to. I get lazy and unmotivated a lot, the longer I stay home without working the harder it is to go to work, plus in general work is boring and not at all mentally stimulating. I get more stimulated at home with a book or my laptop. So I was texting with a friend before work and I said something in the lines of....."uuuuuugh, I have to go and feel tortured at work, I'm just going to have the dj play some Finnish death metal for me tonight". Well, little did I know.....how interesting music from Finland would soon become.....! That night at work I ended up talking to a person about music for a long time. Music and Burning Man. Sometimes I meet cool people and all I do is talk about interesting topics. And I love nights like that. Because I get stimulated. The next day I started researching some music this person had enthusiastically told me about.
So ladies first, to be polite. I am now in awe of and "in love" with Taylor Momsen of The Pretty Reckless. That girl is bad ass! Of course I knew about her before but I didn't really listen to her music or watch the videos, besides hearing a song here and there (on the radio or at work). Well, I've spent some time doing that and wow.....Taylor is quite amazing and also super hot. I want to be Taylor Momsen!
And my other supercrush is Ville Valo from the band HIM.
Ville is from Finland. Of course there are some HIM songs in my play list at work now. Ville is...WOW! I am just mesmerized by this beautiful man. Ville if you ever read this - call me! Soita minulle, Ville!
So those are my new crushes. I know, I know I'm childish and immature but I've always been like this. It doesn't matter that I get older.......when I'm 90 I will still get excited over the most childish things.



(Image borrowed from Wikipedia.)

And some recent pics. I could not decide whether to pick the smile or the one with no smile, so here are both.

Today is dump day. It's one of the small adventures I find amusing here in this village, believe it or not. That speaks volumes about how exciting it is to live in Kenai, right? I loaded up my truck with trash and all the stuff I'm going to sort into the appropriate recycling containers once I'm at the dump. Chhaya likes going to the dump because there are a ton of birds there. I mean like thousands, it's crazy. If I were an ornithologist that is the place I would hang out on a regular basis. And it's fun in general to go there for Chhaya, plus she gets a treat from the dump attendant on the way out, she knows this by now and starts drooling as we pull up.



What else can I tell you about today? It's very windy, the winds of fall have arrived I think.
I also collected 10 stars at Coffee Roasters as of today and that means that I get $5 off my next visit which is the price of my daily latte. It only took me less than two weeks to collect 10 stars, meaning I could had had about two free lattes a month for how many months now? Whatever! OK!



Well, I need to get going I have a long to do list today.