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Are you getting into the Holiday spirit yet? I am. I'm walking around singing Christmas songs, the traditional Swedish ones that I know and getting gifts and cards together. My house is not decorated yet and I don't have a tree but that will come.....maybe. I already sent out some presents to people and got most of my Christmas shopping done. Some gifts will be wrapped up in packages sent in the mail, others will be delivered in bags. Santa Tati is a good friend to have this time of year! And I have a Thank You card to give to the pizza makers at Manhattan Pizza on Charleston and Durango, they are so ni nice to me.



Today I found this angel hanging off a branch in a tree when me and Chhaya were on our daily walk. As you can see.....there is no snow in my neck of the woods.



Christmas is right around the corner. I always miss Sweden this time of year, extra much.





I went to Sam's Town the other week, they have a pretty nice Christmas/Winter display there.





Later on me and Chhaya went to Mikey's to watch the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show.
It wasn't that great this year I thought. I loved some of the high boots, there were some amazing pants too and that bejeweled bodysuit with a cut out in front. I wouldn't mind having some of that stuff. And I loved when The Weeknd sang "Can't Feel My Face". It's probably my fave song right now. GREAT for stage. Besides that I thought the girls were making too many kissy faces and other nonsense, not enough hot fierce model attitude but whatever.
Now it's bedtime, I am craving sleep.

Hi friends! It's late Sunday evening here in Vegas, I'm at home feeling sleepy and ready for bed but first I am going to tell you about my Sunday......
It was time for a pedicure, I tried a new place (for me) right next to Madhouse Coffee,
Red Persimmon Nails and guess what? I was very pleased (finally!) with my pedi and they even offer a rewards program and wanted to know my birthday, so they probably have some sort of a birthday special too. I like that. The girl that did my pedi was very thorough, this will be my Vegas spot for pedicures!







I went down to Fashion Show mall for a bit and saw these super cute Sorel boots at Free People, I love them! Maybe I get them, not sure yet.



And then I went to Diesel and saw these jeans. OMG, I'm in love! I have to think about it for a bit because they are pricey.



After the mall I drove up towards my area of town and stopped in to Pottery Barn. I really like this wooden star. Pretty. I'm thinking I want two of them but one large and one smaller.



A few weeks ago I found this framed quote in one of the stores at Boca Park. It's from the Velveteen Rabbit, I think it's beautiful and sad and I have pretty much decided to get it.



I came home, ate (pizza and ice cream), played with Chhaya. She is sleeping now.



I'm going to write Christmas cards for my Mom and brother now, I miss them so much......



Later on maybe a bath and a face mask, unless I just curl up next to Chhaya and fall asleep. I'm tired. I hope you had a nice weekend!

I had a facial this past Sunday. I had looked forward to it and decided to book an 80 minute facial at a place I had not been to before but I read some, what seemed, very promising reports about the place. They use Eminence products, I have tried and liked several Eminence products, they use a special massage technique on the face and I love getting a skilled face massage. The place I went to is called Aminah's. It's located here in Vegas.



I specifically told the receptionist (or whomever I spoke to when I did the booking) to NOT give me a beginner aesthetician since I KNOW what a good facial consists of and feels like.
I do not like when people who don't know what they are doing are picking on my face as in giving me a facial, ripping out my hair as in giving my hair a trim, or fumbling with my feet as in giving me a pedi . I've had so many bad experiences at salons and spas, even the ones that tote themselves as being high end and luxurious that I now wax my own legs and I rarely get pedis when I can do those at home. Why should I spend money on a half assed service when I can do it better myself and for free? So the facial......well, you probably guessed it, it was a no good facial. Decent at best. Not awful. Had I never had a facial before I would had probably thought it was good. The aesthetician needs more training or perhaps she doesn't have that magic touch. I believe that the field in aesthetics should be a true calling, something that you really want to do but I think that here in the US a lot of women and straight out of high school girls enroll in and graduate from "beauty" school just so they can have some sort of a job. Like because they don't know what else to do and beauty school sounds right. Plus anybody can enroll as long as you can pay for the classes. Nothing wrong with that as long as that really is your passion but some of them that I have encountered should not be getting paid for their professional "services". I can do better than some of them and I did not take hundreds of hours of classes.
Well, I did write the lady in charge, Aminah herself and told her what I thought about the facial. She offered me a free facial with her, so I can get a "true Hungarian experience". That is very nice and the right thing to do but she can't give me the facial until January and I don't know where I will be then. So by all means......if you are looking for an OK to good place in Vegas for a facial, try Aminah's. Ask for Aminah herself to get a quality facial or request an experienced aesthetician. The spa was clean, the room and my bed very nice and comfortable, the face massage was very good but my opinion is that the girl that performed the facial needs to hone her skills.
My post facial and post very mentally draining weekend at work face. Up close so you can really see every pore!



Better news, today I found a $10 bill when walking with Chhaya in the park. That is my latte and pastry fund for tomorrow!



And I HAVE to see this film/documentary, Something Better To Come by Hannah Polak! Look it up and spend a few minutes watcing the preview! This is my movie tip to you.

It's not only crazy Sharia law fanatics that gun down innocent people all over the world.
We have our fair share of gun toting crazies here in the US too. The latest is a shooting in Colorado Springs at a Planned Parenthood. THREE people are dead and several injured. Happy Holidays everyone! I am conflicted over the gun laws in this country. On one hand there is the 2nd Amendment which Americans would start another Civil War over if they had to defend it. And I do believe that the people should be able to defend themselves against let's say the government if the government got out of control or some psycho that might decide to hurt you or your family. But in all reality the people would not stand much of a chance should the government decide to fight the people. If that would ever even happen.
On the other hand there are plenty of crazy freaks in the US that own weapons and they do cause a lot of harm, deadly harm, on an every day basis.
This shooting happened at a Planned Parenthood. Many details about the incident are not released yet besides that the shooter is some older dude that looks deranged and obviously is too. I bet he was a "righteous" God lover that felt the need to teach the people that "murder" innocent little babies a lesson. When are the morons in this country going to understand that Planned Parenthood does so much more than perform abortions? Please all the uneducated morons of the USA, educate yourself a bit more because a painful amount of you are SO DUMB. And if you are painfully dumb you should not have kids, just my little opinion on that matter. Planned Parenthood fills a very important role and do not bring up the fetus testing that was much discusses earlier this year. That shit is most likely going on in all kinds of labs all over. And I personally would rather have fetus and tissue testing going on, if it's for an important cause, than testing on animals that are alive and caged up. I'm sick and tired of MEN pontificating and deciding what women should do with their bodies. MY BODY, MY CHOICE. I am not arguing for that there should be regulations when it comes to abortions, of course there should. Just like with any other medical procedure. But please morons, realize that if abortions were made illegal women would STILL have them. This is a proven fact in countries where abortions are illegal. Where women and underage girls are FORCED to give birth even of they have been raped or molested. And who rapes and molests women? MEN. That then dictate what women can or can't do with their bodies. FUCK THAT. I can assure you that I 100% would have an abortion if my pregnancy was caused by rape. Why would I want to have a baby if I was raped? I would consider an abortion even if I was married, single......it doesn't matter - it's my choice, my right and it should be!
I actually wish that more morons would decide to have abortions in this country (or at least be diligent about birth control) and not just pop out kids with no thought or plan on how to be a good parent and how to provide for the children. Children are a meal ticket for some people, for way too many people and that is for sure not a good reason to reproduce.
How about responsibly planning for parenthood, as in Planned Parenthood, so others don't have to pay for your little "mistakes"?
What about all the kids out there with shitty parents? Parents that drink, do drugs and abuse them. It would had been a hell of a lot better if that severely neglected, abused and raped child that got murdered in the hands of it's mom/dad/ mom's new boyfriend/other family member etc would had NEVER been born than to have to endure such torture in life. This happens ALL the time. Kids are murdered every day here in the hands of a "loving" family member. You sit there in the comfort of your home and imagine the life for a child that is sexually abused or beaten. Fucking TORTURE.
And all those "righteous" church going godly people that pretend to live a virtuous life.
Listen again morons, going to church or preaching God's word DOES NOT make you a good person. All the child sex loving Catholic priest can vouch for that, or how about Josh Duggar? Great examples of that.
A good person that truly lives in an ethical and virtuous way would NEVER murder an innocent person. An act like gunning down people at a Planned Parenthood because you have something against that place makes you the same kind of backwards narrow minded psycho as the ones that kill in the name of Allah.
And those were today's thoughts from me.......you know that immoral stripper and all the other disgrace that comes with that. You think I care? FUCK NO because I pay attention every day to people around me and I am so grateful that I am not like some of them.

Latte is finished, Chhaya is waiting.....gotta go.

It's Thanksgiving here in the US on this chilly Thursday. Well, it's chilly in Las Vegas......I want to give thanks to my family, my friends, my love Chhaya and all the nice and kind people in the world. As always, I am very grateful that I have food to eat, water coming out of the faucet with a simple turn and a warm and safe place to sleep at night. Thank You!
Today Chhaya got turkey, sweet potato and a hard boiled egg (great source of protein for both humans and dogs) from Whole Foods. She drooled on the pillow. I love this little rascal.



I ate too but no turkey for me. Then we cuddled and I told her how much I love her.
She thought I was crazy and wanted to play tug......one of her favorite things to do.



Now I am going to get dressed in something warm, put on my Sorel boots and take Chhaya for a walk. After that we are going to pick up Julia and then we are heading out to find homeless people. We have socks and gloves and female sanitary products to give away.
I read that homeless women have a hard time when they get their period because they do not always have access to sanitary products. Me and Julia are going to make little care packages in zip lock bags. I'm really not sure where the homeless hang out here in Vegas but I am hoping that we will be able to do something useful tonight. Maybe give a hug or two and listen to somebody that needs to talk too.
Happy Thanksgiving everybody! ❤ ❤ ❤



Update on tonight's project.
Well, I'm home now. When I got to Julia's we organized everything and put it in green bags. Something like this......



Julia's boyfriend Ben also contributed with deodorants (not in picture) that he went out and bought so we could give them away. First we went to an area by Main and Owens and there were plenty of people there sleeping on the street with blankets over them. After that we went to a park on Maryland Parkway. We gave all the stuff away and I wish we had some more to give. Although I have to say that nobody we encountered seemed to be starving or in a dire need of emergency help. But everything we gave was appreciated and people were really nice and also fun to talk to. Only smiles.



Afterwards we made time for some latte.....

NO WORDS...... NO WORDS can express how I feel when I read news like these. WHAT IF THIS HAPPENED TO YOUR DAUGHTER/SISTER/MOTHER/WIFE/GIRLFRIEND? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL?????!!!

"Three African immigrants who brutally raped a 14-year-old girl to the point where she wanted to kill herself were given extremely light sentences by a court in Norway, with one receiving community service and avoiding prison altogether.
During her ordeal, the girl was raped both orally and anally before being forced to take drugs. According to reports, the abuse, which lasted for hours, was so horrific that at one point the girl expressed a desire to take her own life to end the suffering.
The case again underscores the huge rape crisis that has enveloped Scandinavia which has been completely ignored by liberals and feminists because the culprits in many of the cases are immigrants.
In Norway, almost half of all rapes committed in Oslo in 2011 were carried out by individuals of African, Middle Eastern or Asian origin, despite the fact that Muslim immigrants only represent 1.5-2 per cent of the population."

Read it here.
http://www.infowars.com/norway-immigrants-brutally-gang-rape-14-year-old-girl-one-gets-off-with-community-service/

"FINLAND: 14 YR OLD GIRL RAPED BY TWO MEN OF FOREIGN ORIGIN.THEY’RE AFGHAN ASYLUM SEEKERS."

Read it here.
http://tundratabloids.com/2015/11/finland-14-yr-old-girl-raped-by-two-men-of-foreign-origin-social-media-force-yle-to-correct-headline/

And in Sweden a 17 year old girl, Lisa Holm was murdered last summer by a 35 year old man from Lithuania. He was found guilty and will be serving a "life" sentence in Sweden, paid for by the Swedish working tax payers of course. A life sentence in Sweden is between 10-18 years depending on the crime. It's a fucking joke. Not too bad, huh? You can just brutally murder an innocent young girl that had HER WHOLE LIFE ahead of her, destroy her parents life too and sit and relax in jail for about 12 years or so, get out and continue living your life as nothing ever happened. Where is the justice in this?
I am sick to my stomach over all of this. And these are merely THREE separate cases in three neighboring countries in Scandinavia. There are more cases like these.
Are you fucking kidding me with these sentences? First of all, something I've been saying for a VERY long time....any man found guilty of rape and/or molesting a child should be forced to undergo some form of castration. No fucking second chances should be given. I'd prefer just cutting their dick off and burning it, that is a good form of castration in my eyes.
Any immigrant that rapes a woman or child in the country they are seeking asylum in or whatever their business is in said country needs to get castrated, then thrown out and barred from returning. Fuck paying for their room and board. Throw them out but castrate them first. Oh if I could only rule in Sweden for a few years......I would personally cut dicks off.
I wrote about Lisa back in June.
I still can't believe what she had to go through. OMG Lisa, my heart aches for you . Still. I am so sorry. I'm sorry for every child, girl, woman that gets hurt in the hands of a predator.
WHY ? Why the fuck do men do these things?
I also want to add that the porn found on the computer belonging to the man that murdered Lisa Holm was violent porn, I suspect something in the style of what he wanted to recreate when he murdered Lisa. I have written about my opinions about certain porn before. Freedom of expression is great but on who's expense? Should ALL porn, as long as the people "acting" in it are over 18, be considered OK even if it involves rape scenes or scenes where women are tied up and forced etc? Should that be acceptable because it's "art" and legal? There is a lot of very graphic and violent porn out there. In my opinion that should be illegal. Any porn that depicts violence and force should be illegal. Also any porn that involves animals. Of course this should be a given, but it's NOT and it's just WRONG! If you do not know what I'm talking about, look up what crush videos mean. It's SICK. Beyond SICK.
Any person, man or woman, involved in making and distributing such material should be sentenced to a very long prison sentence. Very long in my opinion is 25 plus years.
I fucking hate people.