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There is a heart shaped sculpture with padlocks attached to it outside Container Park in Vegas called The Love Locket. I haven't been down there since last year sometime. People attached padlocks and notes to it as a symbol for their love for someone or each other......so cute! Well, it got vandalized recently. Who would vandalize such a beautiful symbol of LOVE and why? Perfect example of the evil and nasty people that are roaming around everywhere. The creator of The Love Locket (Nova May) said that she was sad when she heard the news about what happened but then she said that, "Just like love, the piece was always a work in progress." After dark comes light, and after destruction, you rebuild. What a positive and heart warming message! So what happened next? Well, the Downtown Project stepped in and fixed the part that was vandalized and you can now buy new locks to hang on the sculpture with half of the purchase price going to The American Heart Association. Love always prevails!
Happy Valentine's Day everybody! I wish you all love and happiness.
Me and The Love Locket.....

Ugh......I'm feeling like a gross doughy barf, if that makes any sense? Do you ever just feel like barf? Let's see.....update.....I'm alive but traumatized - still smiling though. Still having my yummy vanilla latte every day, the other night I had two in a day when me and Janis went to Madhouse late after scrambling up and down the mountain at Mountains Edge park after dark with Chhaya in tow of course. Check out the view, well worth it.



I also have four zits right now, well had since they are slowly going away. Four.....I can't recall the last time I had that many blemishes. But whatever. Can you spot them in the pic?
No photoshop or make up as you can see.....I don't care, this is who I am too.
I am writing this from my Samsung since my Mac is out for the count, something about the Motherboard and me using a broken adapter cable that caused something to break, I don't know. I do not speak computer language.
Anyhow I just wanted to check in and say HELLO with a smile and wish you all a beautiful weekend. I bawled earlier cause they were showing some people (on TV) that lost a family member in accidents. One moment here.....breathing, talking and alive and the next moment gone - forever. You just never know.... That was very emotional for me to watch.....WHY does this time here on Earth, the time we call life have to be so painful at times? Anyways.....before I start crying again, much LOVE to all from me and my love Chhaya. XOXO.

Last year I found this Barbie shirt hidden on a sales rack at Dillards, thought it was cute and got it thinking I could wear it at Burning Man or as a fun shirt for a photo shoot. So I brought it with me when me and Cindy shot last month. It was freezing (I was shivering when we took these pics) and very windy that January day. I only wish I would had brought bubble gum so I could blow a big pink bubble just like Barbie does in a few of the pics but I forgot, although it was kind of like something I had planned. Oh well - next time! I think these Barbie shirt pics are very KAWAII!







I don't like my face here but I like the wall extending behind me. So I am adding it anyways.......



Photographer Cindy Enchanted Eye Photography.
www.enchantedeyephotography.com

It's a big day here in the US today, game day......Super Bowl Sunday. Super Bowl 50 on top of that, so it is special but that's as far as my knowledge and interest goes regarding this game and sports in general. I am not a sports watching fan, it does not interest me. I watch the Olympics sometimes and that's about it but to actually watch or attend a game whether it's football, hockey or whatever.....no thanks. I'd rather take a nap, eat, go for a walk with Chhaya or read a book.
Anyhow. Last night I had a headache and my eyes were hurting, I did not even put in my contacts. Feeling better today, I really need to start drinking more water. Speaking of walks, I had my morning cup of coffee and me and Chhaya are going on a long walk today. And I will force myself to drink one large glass of water. Better than nothing.
Cindy sent me all the pictures from our shoot last month the other day, so I am going to put them up a few at a time.





Photographer Cindy Enchanted Eye Photography.
www.enchantedeyephotography.com

I'm just eating it seems like.......
Here are the best cupcakes from Trader Joe's. So yummy! Chhaya wants some but of course I am not going to give her a whole cupcake, she can lick some frosting off my fingers but that's it.



Met with Janis for some quality time.



Late night snack at Roxy's.



This morning's breakfast. Coffee and eggs. Chhaya gets eggs too, good source of protein for dogs and humans.

I've been spoiled by Roxy the last couple of days. Yesterday she made me this beautiful salad with organic raw pumpkin seeds sprinkled on top followed by gnocchi and an amazing tomato sauce. No meal is complete without dessert, well that is my philosophy at least. I got us some Red Velvet cupcakes from Trader Joe's, those are my new faves. I wish I could send a box or two of them to all my cupcake lover friends.





The we watched a move followed by some random TV.....and we (meaning Roxy, me and Chhaya) fell asleep in the super comfortable recliner chairs. Watching a movie at Roxy's house is like having your own private screening at a theater, I feel spoiled.



Speaking of TV and movies. Over Christmas I watched about 5 episodes of that much talked about documentary, Making Of A Murderer and the I decided I just had enough. Bleh. I don't see what the big deal is. There are people out there that have been executed for crimes they did not commit. I have no opinion about whether the people portrayed in said documentary are guilty or not. It is sad, scary, upsetting and unfair in general that people don't get treated fairly and that money can buy one person freedom and the lack of money can take away another persons freedom. It's so much easier to have wealth if you are born into it. Obviously. No life is not fair. But the sun is shining here today and I am taking Chhaya for a nice walk in a bit. Maybe another movie tonight in a red recliner chair while covered up by a soft blanket. A candle flickering in the background.
Oh, I also wanted to say I had some sort of a night terror a few weeks ago, not sure what other term I should use to describe it. I screamed in my sleep, like a terrified scream deep from my soul. I was not having a nightmare, not that I can remember. It was me, the myself expressing the trauma and hurt that I have been going through lately. I woke up both times from the sound of the scream, sweaty and somewhat confused.