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I had a scary day but it was worse for Chhaya. She is so strong, so brave.....so AMAZING. If I was like Chhaya I would be just as amazing. But I'm human not a dog. My baby had FOUR seizures in the span of about six hours. The first one at 6 am, we laid together in bed, I adjusted her a bit and cuddled her, she got up.....looked at me, her mouth got contorted into a snarl and she fell over and started convulsing. The fourth seizure in front of the vet on the floor in his office. She bit her tongue and her breathing was labored. I thought I was going to die. A piece of my heart broke and my heart is barely hanging on as is......I'm just here for Chhaya now. Nothing else.
After a few hours getting observed at the vet, getting a shot of valium, IV fluids and phenobarbital (anti seizure medication) that she will be on for a while now I got to take her home with the help and emotional support from Drinda and Deborah (Thank You).
Chhaya is resting now, she had dinner and went potty. So good. So amazing.
I have cried so much I don't know how I can have tears left.
My brave Chhaya, my girl I love you so much. You make me happy. You are so beautiful. You are my friend. My baby. You are so smart, funny, playful and gentle.
I have prayed that we will always be connected even after we get separated one day.
I think the seizures were triggered by heat, even the first one she had back in June now when I look back. It was a hot day then and yesterday was very hot also and I think Chhaya got too hot. Please make sure your animal friends don't get too hot.
It can happen even when it's not obvious. Now I will be very careful.
I love you Chhaya, more than any words can describe. My heart knows and I know you know this too.
Jag ar så rädd, så ensam, så vilse. Jag vet inte vad som händer. När kommer det att bli bättre? Jag har väntat så länge. Jag saknar min familj och mina vänner. Jag vill inte finnas längre ibland for det gör så ont. Jag försöker vara stark. Hjälp.





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  1. Manda on :

    ❤️❤️❤️ Känner inte dig, läser ju bara dina texter, men åh vad jag önskar att ditt liv blir lättare snart... Jag har också mått som du känner nu och jag vet att just nu känns det fruktansvärt och becksvart. Kände inte heller hopp, bara ont i hjärtat och själen. Håll ut! Vill skriva massa till dig nu, men skulle inte ta slut. Du ÄR stark. Allt kommer ordna sig och du har människor i ditt hjärta, om än långt borta fysiskt. Livet är så underligt och ibland går man vilse... Du fixar det här. Stor kram/ En annan Pippi
  2. TATIANA Post author on :

    Men.....åh tack for dina ord! Kram.
    Skrev du mig vid Jul?
    Jag har gråtit varje dag sen mitten på December, allt blir bara värre och värre. Det känns så svårt......
    Om du vill prata privat kan du skicka mig en e mail.
  3. Paul on :

    Sorry she had to go thru all that, our best wishes for speedy recovery.
  4. TATIANA Post author on :

    Thank You.
    She was prescribed Phenobarbital. The side effects are not that fun, she is different acting. It's difficult to watch.
    The dosage was cut in half after the second day.....or the first? I am so worn out I can't think straight.
  5. candy on :

    What is the prognosis? Will the animal be medicated for the extent of her life?
    And i hope people learn from your experience and think before leaving pets in the heat simply because they want their baby with them 24/7
    Not best interest for the animal.
    Bravery comes in all forms.
  6. TATIANA Post author on :

    Yes.....I just LEFT Chhaya in a HOT car with the windows rolled up for hours and hours and then she had seizures.
    BARF.
    Really now?
    Just so you know.....a person that works at the vet clinic that I took Chhaya to told me that she took her dog with her on a bike ride on a moderately warm day and her dog suddenly had a seizure.
    I don't know for sure what caused Chhaya's seizures.....I am only speculating and thinking the seizures could be heat related. I am trying to be a very good pet parent.
    Have I done mistakes? Of course but Chhaya is very loved and well cared for.
    Your comment sounds mean. Like I am neglecting my dog or something. When there are plenty of examples of people that really abuse their dogs.
    Will she be on meds for the rest of her life? I don't know. I hope not.
    Yes. Bravery comes in all forms. Chhaya is the bravest being I have ever met.
  7. candy on :

    You took what I said in a way in which it was not intended to be taken. For that I am sorry but not for my comment.
    I meant that perhaps if anything from the seizures could have a good effect on anything that maybe someone out there who has been leaving a pet in the hot weather maybe they can stop doing that and it might prevent another pet from having some seizures.
    What sounded mean was how you reacted to my comment.
    I'm going to think that this is what you mean when you're saying that you are opinionated?
    I didn't say anything about you leaving your dog in a hot car with windows up.
    That part.
    Happy to read she is going down with the phenobarbital and if you have any extra I know that people will buy that same medicine if you need some money to help cover veterinarian bills.
  8. TATIANA Post author on :

    Do I know you "candy"?
    Because if I did I would think that you would ask me in person to buy Chhaya's phenobarbital. Since none of my friends have asked me this I do not think that I know you. So why would I sell medication to a stranger?
    I don't think so. Never even crossed my mind. I don't do that kind of business. Not my style.
    As far as money goes for Chhaya's vet bills and whatever else I need money for, I am good.
    And as far as what you think about how I sounded when I wrote you back, I really don't care. You sounded like you think I neglected my dog. Whatever.
    I don't know you anyways so really at the end of the day I don't care, you can think whatever.
    My opinions about a wide range of topics you can read in the "opinions' section of my blog. Enjoy!

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