So I worked last night. I have no interest lately of even trying to make money in there, I guess I'm over it. For now. With me that can change from day to day. I could go in tonight and feel totally different but lately (since a while actually) I don't have any motivation. I just sit there and wait to go on stage. I'm over asking for dances. I'm not going to bend over backwards to get a dance. Really now! Either you want one or you don't. I don't do that whispering bullshit stuff in some guys ear and promising some dirty stuff to happen during a dance. YUCK. I did one dance last night. I made OK money still.....meaning OK for only having one dance, close to $200. That is not OK money when I travel for work but here it is. Some guy asked a few times if I would dance for him, I declined. Why? Well, I have danced for him before. Twice if I remember it right and I am not going to subject myself to his groping hands ever again.
I don't need the money. He is very grabby and in an aggressive way, I don't like that. In fact I prefer no touching at all. It makes it fair. I don't need some guy thinking that he can touch me ALL OVER (which is not going to happen anyways) because some other girl he did dances with let him do that to her. I don't need to live that nightmare for however many minutes the dance lasts until it's over. Torture! In fact me an another girl were wondering if he (the grabby guy) has a wife last night. If so, we feel sorry for that poor woman. We said that if that was our husband or boyfriend (cruel fate, I'd rather be without a man for the rest of my life than to be with somebody like that) we would have to kill him and make it look like an accident.
Oh, one more thing. This summer is predicted to be a slow one money wise. Boss Lady told me that herself last night. And the owner said it to somebody I know earlier this week.
He said that business is down 25% from last year.
When I got home I ate cherries and read my book about gnomes, trolls and princesses.
It's really good. Then I fell asleep with my lashes on. When I woke up I reprimanded myself for that crime, I have been so tired lately that I'm too lazy to wash my face after work.
Well, I'm off now. Need to get some food and spend time with Chhaya.
Mandy on :
Maybe you can do dollar dances! I mean...doesn't that sound exciting and totally worth your while! And if you try hard enough, or so I've been told, you can make $100 to even $200!!!!! Woohoo!
TATIANA Post author on :
Like yesterday.
Mumintrollet on :
He said that business is down 25% from last year. "
Do they know why , less tourists or less money in Alaska?
TATIANA Post author on :
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TATIANA Post author on :
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