Welcome to Chaos !!

I've made what I set out to do, I worked five nights in a row. I am SO TIRED though. For almost two weeks now I've had a cold, just a runny nose and a cough, no fever. Where does all this never ending mucous come from? The cold made me weak so that added to the feeling of being tired. I feel like I've aged five years in this past week. I literally had to force myself to get up and take a shower and get ready for work two of the nights when I fell asleep around 6 pm (just a little nap before work). When you don't have a schedule it is so easy just to stay at home. But I went in. Because I made a promise to myself.
Work.....work was OK. I've said it before but it is exhausting, for me at least, to work in Vegas. The hustle is so aggressive and I'm not like that. Either you want a dance or you don't. I will never beg or try to convince somebody to spend money, rip people off or do something that I feel is compromising to myself. Friday night was awful, people were rude. One guy grabbed my hand and tried to yank me in towards him, I told him to let go of me. My hand and wrist hurt for a while afterwards. Another idiot asked me something obscene. I understand that people misunderstand strip clubs for sex clubs at times, some people don't know any better and some of the dancers definitely add fuel to that misconception, unfortunately. But just the way he asked was just GROSS. Of course I told him exactly what I thought about him and asked him if he had a wife or a girlfriend (I don't look for wedding rings, plus a ring doesn't mean anything.....it's just a ring). And in case you wonder.....I have NEVER had any kind of sex for money. That includes oral sex and hand jobs. That is sex to me. I do not want to see any penises unless it's MY choice. I have zero interest and desire to do certain things for money, sex is one of them. And I am saying this because sometimes people confuse strip clubs for brothels of some sort. NO. That would be illegal in the US.
After the awful Friday I did not want to work for a while, I was close to tears at one point Friday night but I went in anyways last night and it was a completely different experience.
I interacted with so many nice and fun people, it was easy and I laughed a lot, had a good time with some of the girls I work with and just nice people that I met......so you never know how the night will turn out, since every night at work is different.
Me at work early this morning. When I'm not feeling well my eyes look tired, you can see that here.



Tired dancer limbs.



Leaving work, so happy to go home!



I had a photo shoot today with a woman photographer......so cool to shoot with a woman. She was super nice and I really hope we got some good shots. She gave me a ton of compliments and we talked about all kinds of stuff.....I've had a really nice time this afternoon with her! We shot at Red Rock. I have never seen as many people there as I did today, it was crowded. Here I am waiting for her outside Dunkin' Donuts up on West Charleston.



I was kind of frozen when we were done. It's been chilly in Vegas lately (closer to sundown).



Some days I get a very strong feelings of happiness, being grateful for everything in my life and feeling ALIVE. I had one of those days today. Goodnight from Red Rock



And right before I was going to write this entry I came across this. I liked it so here it is.....



I of course don't care much about what people in general think about me. You can think what you want. I have came across enough individuals in my lifetime that were not dancers (strippers) that have done stuff and acted in nasty and trashy ways that I would never dream of doing.....those people are everywhere. And I have also came across certain dancers that were no good people. Some people have good hearts and light souls, others don't. I know myself and that's all that matters to me.

I had a really nice time at Red Rock with Chhaya this afternoon. Only us two on the walk, it was very quiet and I sat down on the ground to really FEEL nature. I love it at Red Rock.....Chhaya was running around and exploring. Then the sun set behind the mountains and we drove home.

After Fetish&Fantasy me and Julia were starving so we headed to the grocery store. Why not have some fun in the grocery store while you are there......right? As you can see we had a small photo shoot in there.



Everybody loves cupcakes.



Bananas are great when you are hungry at 5 am.



International Delight - that would be me. Your favorite international delight. It's obvious why.







Julia was hungry and shopping too, clad in her leopard print coat.





It actually rained here in Vegas today but I missed it because I was sleeping when this took place. But it smelled really nice when I opened the door and stepped outside. SEMA is in town, it's some kind of a car parts and performance show, it draws a lot of people and I am planning on working all week. That means four more nights, no work on Sunday. Last night I met a group of nice guys from Denmark and a guy from Sweden that is in Vegas competing in drag racing. The topic of conversation was politics. I am running behind here on the blog.
I still want to show you pictures and write about my drive through Canada, my strip club experience in Portland, a bit more about Bend and Portland, strip club drama in general, some political entries that I have outlined in my head and an entry about the club I left in Soldotna.....juicy stuff! Yeah......running behind. I would need to stay inside for two days and nights to catch up and just write blogs but I have been rather busy therefore the lagging behind.

Here are my Halloween 2015 pics. I first saw my costume at a store in Bend called The Pretty Pussycat, I tried it on and just loved it and then Mandy found it for me on Amazon for cheaper, so I ordered it and had it shipped to Vegas. Perfect!
I love latex and shiny skintight stuff. I was not going to wear my boots at first since I had them on last year for Halloween but Julia liked them the best paired with this costume, so I went with her opinion, after hopping around on one leg in the parking lot showing her the different shoe options the night of the event.
I can say this about Fetish&Fantasy.....I am so happy that I did not spend any money on a ticket, I would had been upset if I would had done that. Tickets were pricey, we got ours for free (Thank You Reza) and the party was kind of lame, definitely nothing close to Monster Massive (one of my fave parties) that I used to attend every Halloween. But it was still fun to get dressed up and go out, hear some good music, hang out with Julia, catch up with friends, definitely beats staying at home. I'm not a Fogbone yet! So YES, I did have a good time......!
Of course.
I can also say that a certain rockstar, although I am still not convinced that it was him but Julia insists that it was, plus some guy came up to me when I was leaving the event and announced to me that Mr Rockstar really liked me, anyhow a certain rockstar (I won't name him) asked to take a picture with me and then had me send the pic on my phone to his phone. Then his girlfriend or date, the annoyed woman that was with him, came up to me and asked me to delete the pic and the number. I was like......whaaaaaat? Don't worry.....I'm not interested in him. He is a good looking man but not my type.
Yeah, the costume was popular......I loved wearing it. I think I need to do a photo shoot in it.



A guy came up and gave me this BITCH choker. I used to have one and was wondering were mine could be hiding because I wanted to wear it for the party. And then a stranger just gave me one while me and Julia were in line for drinks, how weird is that? Thank You kind stranger!





Julia went with the cute and innocent schoolgirl look. Her pigtails were very cute too.













Me and Reza. I have to go to some more of his parties now that I have left Alaska. Together As One is happening on New Years.

This is how I rocked Fetish&Fantasy last night for Halloween, with a giant spider on my face.
I felt suuuuper seksi.....I mean just look at me, don't you agree?



No but seriously, of course not. I am still going through and waiting for some additional pics from last night. As soon as Julia sends me the last pics I can put them up, it got late and she had to go to bed. Speaking of going to bed, I'm pretty tired myself and my feet ache. I've been looking at foot massagers online, I think I might have to get one of those. Or find somebody that can give me hour long foot rubs several times a week without complaining. I am taking applications! I think that I'm approaching Fogbone status, soon I will look into adult diapers and Ben Gay, I already enjoy feeding the birds.....what else is there to retirement?
Caribbean cruises, buffets and playing bingo at Arizona Charlies here in Vegas? I have an exciting future ahead. But now I'm going to turn off my pink bedside lamp and go to sleep and dream of heavenly foot rubs.....

I am about to get ready for tonight's crazy fun (hopefully) party at the Hard Rock, Fetish&Fantasy celebrating 20 years this year. I'm lucky because I know one of tonight's DJs and also host so I get VIP all the way.......yeay!!!



Need to pick out what pair of shoes I'm wearing and glue on my lashes.....better start the process.



Have a very HAPPY and spooktakular Halloween everybody!