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Monday, May 5. 2014

Gossip

If you are an easily offended person.....don't read this post. ;-)
I used to get all the latest gossip magazines on a regular but I kind of don't anymore.....I still read a lot of different magazines though. I just had to get these magazines recently and do I have some opinions......oh yes. Where do I start? Let's start with the good and positive.....Kate Moss on the cover of Harper's Bazaar. I absolutely LOVE Kate, she is my FAVE model.
And after two decades in the modeling business, she is still on top. To me, she is very very beautiful, it's her face - I LOVE her face. The only thing that I don't like about Kate's recent appearance in Harper's Bazaar is that Terry Richardson took the pics, he seems to be a perv with some issues that might be looked at as pedophilia. But then again, when Kate started her modeling career there were several pics of her in magazines that raised some questions regarding the same issue. That's modeling for you. The sexualization of young girls is rampant.



So then.....Tori Spelling and her embarrassing tell all about her disgusting husband cheating on her. What is she doing? Is she that money hungry that a camera crew needs to be with them on their couples "therapy" sessions, providing the whole world the information that they maybe have sex every two weeks and according to Dean (her Neanderthal idiot for a husband) the sex isn't that good? WTF is wrong with you Tori? I understand that her show (that I don't watch) is her bread and butter, that is how she pays her rent, bills, pays off Dean to stick around and provides him with spending money and feeds their four kids (two kids too many, she should had stopped at two.) But there should be some limits to what people do for money, the same with those Housewives shows, that is how those women make a paycheck and they are so embarrassing......and people talk bad about strippers. LOL, I'd much rather be my OWN freakin' boss than humiliate myself like that on national TV. Yes, I have been around some less than exciting and proper situations and people at work but I can remove myself from that, those people don't share my everyday life with me and most importantly they don't share my bed. Dean (Tori's husband) is such an unattractive cretin. People like to point out Tori's awful looking face, yes she does look like a horse with a too thick layer of make up on, more make up than the drag queens on Ru Paul's Drag Race. She would be so much cuter more natural I think. But look at Dean! No money in the world would persuade me to spread my legs for that thing......YUCK. No wonder Tori doesn't want to have sex with him! Plus WTF does he expect, four kids and she is supposed to serve and please him sexually while he is doing nothing and cheating on top of that? Fuck that.
When men pull shit like that, women should be able to cut their dick off or beat them senseless with no repercussions. Yes, stupid guys need and deserve a good beating every so often, it's the only thing that will get the message through to them. No wonder Candy Spelling cut Tori off. When Tori came home dragging that mooch Dean with her, Candy froze the funds. Good. I would too. Dean needs to get a job and Tori needs to get rid of him.
Soulmate my ass, if Dean was Tori's soulmate like she thinks, wrapped up in her own delusional thoughts (it's called "love"), he would not had treated her like garbage. And think about those four kids that are being dragged through their parents dirty business. Awful.

Then we have the Vogue issue with Kim and Kanye on the cover. I am no fan. I never understood Kanye's "talent". He never smiles, dresses very lame for the self proclaimed fashion guru that he is. Unattractive, claims to be some sort of a misunderstood genius, seems to have a constant bad attitude. Whatever. He makes music too? Nothing that I listen to but we all have different taste in fashion, music and beauty.
Kim.....only in America. Really. That whole Kartrashian family is embarrassing, the only one that was educated was the late Robert Kardashian. Kim had sex on camera with Ray J and sold the tape. She is famous for that and her humongous ass, which I don't find attractive at all, it looks like a growth that is attached to her body. She can say what she wants, I suspect (no, I don't know for sure.....obviously) that she is getting ass injections, it's not that uncommon. There are girls openly talking about their ass injections......they are called "shot girls". I don't see the appeal. I am myself a big fan of a NICE butt, NICE is the key word, not some oversize infected looking swollen lump. YUCK. I do not get why girls would pay to get butt implants or butt injections.....stop it already! Do squats or something instead. So in the issue of Vogue with Kimye on the cover, you can admire several photographs of them looking sullen, probably Kanye's idea of artistic expression. Strolling through Paris (I'm sure the French are très impressed), having a sexy time moment draped over Kanye's Lambo. Oh la la! In the interview they talk about draping their offspring in Kanye's thick gold chains, accesorized with a little Louis bag and some Jordans. Très chic! Kim's ring is a 15-carat diamond that she stares at all day. How romantic!
Does anybody remember her wedding to Kris Humphries, I mean it was as recent as a few years ago, covered and paid for by People magazine and that ring.....20.5-carat? She was in love too then, only to file for divorce shortly after. That was her second marriage btw. Nowhere in that Vogue interview do they talk about anything of real substance, on the other hand there is mention of the obsession with the perfect t-shirt neckline, their take on fashion and bla bla bla and that they like to yap on their cellphones about anything and everything for six or eight hours a day sometimes. In between changing diapers and taking care of the baby I'm guessing? What else can you expect from two morons that according to themselves are the first in breaking new frontiers in this world? You know......such new frontiers as t-shirts and dressing up their baby in dumb shit, oh and giving interracial dating a face. Yeah.....seriously now? Not thinking about too much else besides themselves, it is very evident in this interview. It's laughable and barf inducing. NO WONDER.....these two morons are voted the most hated couple of all in the "celebrity" world. When you have the opportunity to do a fashion spread in Vogue coupled with a lengthy interview you can take advantage of that platform and talk about something of IMPORTANCE I would think. Seriously, if Anna Wintour would give me a shot I could pose for some way more beautiful and glamorous pics than they managed to get from Kimye plus cover some serious topics. People that are impressed by Kimye and the Kartrashians have issues. I decided.

Now to George Clooney and his recent engagement to Amal Alamuddin. Finally the old George is settling down after a long dating spree. I personally do not think that George is anything to brag about, he is like a used up mattress, kind of gross actually, he has been around a bit too much for my taste. I think Amal is way too sophisticated and educated for George and she should dump him. She might realize her superiority soon and do just that.
I suspect that George is feeling his age and decided to settle down so he won't have to pay attractive women to keep him company as he ages. Amal is an educated woman with some interesting and eyebrow raising choices in defendants. She is involved in human rights, which I like and admire, finally Angelina Jolie will be able to discuss some serious topics with one of George's girlfriends. Although Angelina might not be siding with Amal on everything, I am referring to Amal's recent client list now.

And finally the Donald Sterling debacle. I don't know what racial remarks he did in the past.
Is he a racist? I don't know. People say things they don't really mean all the time, it doesn't matter who you are and what race you consider yourself belonging to. That girlfriend sure don't appear white, so Donald don't seem that racist to me, the girlfriend that he spent time with for years should be proof enough. See this is what old George wants to avoid, paying young hot things for company when he gets to be a certain age. It looks rather pathetic and obvious, if Donald Sterling did anything funny it was to associate himself with a girl that definitely took him for a ride. I think it is very strange that you can't say whatever the fuck you want, in the privacy of your own home, even if it involves something negative about somebody that is of a different race than you are. Well hold on.....you might be held accountable for a perceived negative statement about another race if you happen to be white talking about any other race, ESPECIALLY if you DARE say something negative or funny about blacks or African Americans or whatever word you have to use to be politically correct.
And especially if you are a public figure making any such remarks. Or there will be loud protest and plans for demonstrations and riots.
But black people can say whatever they want and that is totally OK, just look at the joke Al Sharpton. He should hide somewhere or retire already, that is not a good representation of black people. He seems racist to me. There has been some stories about Michelle Obama and her feelings towards white people due to some thesis she wrote while in college. Does that mean that Michelle Obama is racist? What if she is? She might be bitter behind closed doors and have some strong opinions about people from different races? Should she step down from her position as first lady and pay a fine too? Has she ever said something negative or funny about a non black person? What do you think? I'd say, most likely. That does not make her a racist. At least not in my book.
Should I be mad at the Germans and Russians for what they did to Poland since I was born there? Cry and feel offended because there are Polish jokes? Like I give a shit! Should people from India forever hate the British? Should the Japanese always hate the Americans?
How about people in African countries, should they hate their neighbors because of the constant war and genocide going on all over the continent? Look at the recent kidnapping of hundreds of girls in Nigeria by Boko Haram. That is scary and newsworthy if anything.
I respect everybody pretty much - unless they are no good, low lives, mooching pieces of shits and those come in every color and gender. But the obvious double standards on the black and white race issue in this country are baffling. No, I don't owe any black person in the US anything, I have no part of old US history and even if I did, it is HISTORY, the past .....time to move forward and evolve with the times people, otherwise there will never be any change for the better. The history should not be forgotten, because it happened but to dwell on it and use it as an excuse for hate or being overly sensitive (when not justified) bringing up the race issue every time, that is wrong and it's time to stop that.
Were Donald Sterling's rights to privacy violated? I don't know but I can quote some random person that wrote this online, "This is America, I am allowed to tell my girlfriend that I don’t want her to appear with certain races on instagram or be in public with certain races. It may be distasteful in your eyes but its my preference and right! How would you feel if at your job tomorrow they set up hidden microphones to record every employee to make sure they did not have any racists or bad people at work?"

Anyways......my thoughts for today. I have to eat now....I'm starving and Chhaya needs a walk.

Sunny Sunday

The gorgeous weather is continuing.....it was a beautiful and sunny Sunday here today. I went to Captain Cook State Park, that is past Nikiski. If you ever find yourself in this area it is a nice place to visit. You can stop at Stormy Lake (if you Google Stormy Lake one of my blog entries will show up on page 4, or you can search for it in my blog - great pics..... ;-)) Stormy Lake is a large lake and it's shallow, so if you bring some hip waders you can stroll out a bit out in the lake. There is a day use camping area at Bishop Creek (other side of the road from Stormy Lake), I think it's pretty there. Then you can drive to the end of the road and turn left.....park and walk down to the beach.
Gorgeous views of the mountains in the background and lots of nice photo opportunities.
Chhaya had a great day today, she really enjoys mud I found out. She had the best time ever pigging through the mud and digging around in the bluff.





Chhaya is very curious (one of her nicknames is Curious Georgina) and almost fearless. She is nimble and loves to climb up on stuff, even the largest rock on the beach, she just has to go to the top.



I wrote her name and asked her to pose for a pic. She is a poser, probably got it from me.



I made a heart....I always make hearts, stars, peace signs etc......my autograph. You might come across some one day.



Enjoying the view and thinking about life. I watched Dallas Buyers Club last night, that movie made me thoughtful.





I had to brush off the dried mud from Chhaya's legs when we got home, after some dinner she was ready to enjoy the rest of this sunny Sunday outside in a sleeping bag.



I'm tired too. I ate a pizza, did some laundry and now I am going to fully enjoy falling asleep.
I love sleeping.

Saturday, May 3. 2014

Record

Last night I started my run at 8 49 PM and I got done at 9 47 PM, you do the math. It's my new personal record and I felt amazing afterwards, super happy and super strong.....full of the
"I can do anything" feeling. But I'm not going to bore you with my running stories anymore, I will probably run a few times a week through the summer, because I actually do enjoy it but I am not training to become the next Annie Thorisdottir or anything like that. And if you see me in real life, don't expect some buff, zero body fat person with a six pack because I don't diet whatsoever, I love sweets and I eat food and lots of it too. No diet pills and stuff like that for me though . I run and exercise mainly because I like the way it makes me feel (strong, happy, alive) and it is good for you too. I'd much rather go running, swimming or hiking than get drunk and wake up with a hangover. And I also spend plenty of lazy time doing nothing besides reading, writing, laying around and savoring such delicious things as ice cream and pastries. I guess the running might keep some of the ice cream calories at bay. And that's good too.
The setting sun was just gorgeous last night so I just had to take a pic, this was right before 10....it has been so nice here the last couple of days!







Friday, May 2. 2014

Over

OK.....I went in to Blockbuster yesterday afternoon with a wild look in my eyes, determined to get the dvd with the last episodes of Breaking Bad. And I got what I went in there for.
And now....I'm sitting here and Breaking Bad is OVER. Or is it? If you watched Breaking Bad, perhaps you noticed a Hello Kitty phone? And did you hear Jesse's friends mention to Walter that they thought Jesse had went to Alaska? Coincidence or not?
If you are not familiar with my blog you might think that you are reading some ramblings by a crazy person. But if you think, like I do, that Breaking Bad is one of the best shows ever.....then you might get my ramblings. What am I supposed to watch now? Game Of Thrones, Sons Of Anarchy? I'm still into Breaking Bad so if anything I just start over again.
I don't think Walter was a bad person at all (besides how he handled Jane and Mike), I understand what he meant, he liked doing what he was doing (creating and cooking the blue) - it made him feel alive. Sure, people died from crossing his path, whether it was by his doing or not but he really did love his family and tried to do good. And Jesse was never bad.
Yeah.....BITCHES!



To Paul.....I watched the link.
;-)

Thursday, May 1. 2014

Bratte

It's May 1! It does feel like spring here, I might even lay out for a bit today if the sun sticks around. I am at Kaladi "celebrating" May 1 with a BRATTE, that is basically half milk and half half and half. My friend Traci that works as a barista at one of the Kaladi locations here in town talked me into trying it, yummy but I think I will stick to my regular lattes because if I go with bratte next, then soon I will switch to breve and then I will rapidly gain 20 lbs. I should probably stop drinking milk all together and go with almond milk or something instead. Kaladi does not use organic milk like they do at Whole Foods. I much much rather prefer organic milk, obviously.



Chhaya got a bath yesterday. I gave her a green tea rinse too, not sure why....it was just an idea. But she does have dandruff (since I got back from Vegas) so I am going to find her a good fish oil supplement and maybe a dandruff shampoo too.