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Entries from June 2013

Wednesday, June 26. 2013

Shopping

When I was in Anchorage I did some shopping. I finally found a pair of gym shoes that I love. Perfect colors for me.



New workout pants and sports bra.



Some eye shadow by MAC, Mystery Satin and lip gloss by MAC, Full Speed Ahead .



New Havaianas since two pairs I had recently broke. These are a very dark purple.



Alaska

Sometimes people ask me why I came up to Alaska from Las Vegas. They think (assume) that you can make so much money working as a dancer in Vegas. Compared to here. Well, I was tired of dancing in Vegas. Yes, I did have good nights working there and many super fun nights but like with many things, I was tired of it and ready to try a new club. I had plenty of bad night in Vegas too. Struggling to make the house fee and some kind of a profit. I had heard about dancing in Anchorage and I wanted to go there and try it out for a couple of years before I finally got tired of trying to talk Julia (a girl I used to work with) into going and went by myself. It was December and that is usually a slow month for dancing in Vegas when I came up to Anchorage for two weeks. I had already contacted the Great Alaskan Bush Company and gotten hired. And it turned out that I really liked working there and made great money. I should had came here when I first wanted to go, instead I waited for Julia and that turned out to be a bad idea and a waste of valuable time. That taught me a lesson! I flew home to Vegas and returned up to Anchorage for two more weeks in February to try it again, still liked the club and made good money. Went back to Vegas and decided to pack up my Toyota 4-Runner and come up for longer. Like six months or so. Well, it has been five years.
I have been back to Vegas since then, once for a six month stay and many shorter stays.
I have also traveled and worked in other clubs and after 2 1/2 years at the Bush Company I was over that place as well and no longer work there. The last six months or so at the Bush I thought that the quality of the clientele coming there had severely got worse (too many drunk kids with no money) and that it was difficult to make money, not only for me but for most of the girls. Too many bad nights. I also wanted to be able to make my own schedule and come and go as I pleased but you cant do that there. It still was a fun experience to work there and I made some good friends. Sometimes I am tempted to go and make an appearance and work there again for a while. I just don't think I would be able to deal with having to be there at 4 pm. That is way too early for me, torture! After I left they had another Tatiana there for a while.......Landis (one of the dj's) told me that there could ONLY be one Tatiana.....and that would be me. 🙂 Here is a pic of the Great Alaskan Bush Company.



The first time I came to Alaska I rented a room. The second time I stayed here, at the Alaska Backpackers Inn.



When I came up after that I had Chhaya with me and we lived downtown on Eagle Street.....here. Then it was called Eagle Street Suites now it is the Backpackers Annex.



Far from nice (when I lived there), actually quite bad. BUT it was the only place I could find that would allow a pitbull. And I called many places. Since Chhaya is my baby and I would never abandon her we stayed there. I liked the downtown location and it was close to some nice walks, the Coastal Trail, Westchester Lagoon and Ship Creek.
Now I live in a beautiful house in Kenai on 8 acres. Lots of room for Chhaya to roam around.
If you would had asked me 10 years ago about living in Kenai Alaska I would had said, "What, where is that?". Life is an adventure.
Kenai is nice but for the most part very, very boring. Boring to the point of driving me to insanity at times. Anchorage is more fun but I don't want to work there. And yes, I do miss Vegas at times. After all, there is only one Las Vegas and it can be absolutely amazing.
Btw we had 19 hours and 19 minutes of daylight here today, I love the summer in Alaska! ❤

Tuesday, June 25. 2013

Long Day



I am home in Kenai again after a looooong but fun day in Anchorage. Right now I am in bed with dirty feet (dusty after a whole day in flip flops) watching Excused , it's that dating show hosted by Iliza. I love that girl, I wish I was friends with her, she is witty, quick and funny.
Just like me! ;-) And we make the same kroikey face. I have to show you my kroikey face sometime.
Speaking of friends, I met up with Kennedy again today, we took our babies for a walk.
She said she has missed my company, I replied, "likewise". I have missed her company too.
I also ate at Middleway Cafe, had the Playa Azul salad. I love that place, when I lived in Anchorage I would eat there often. I also took care of some necessary shopping. I will show you the latest stuff I got in a day or two. I think it is time for some ice cream now and a shower later.




Monday, June 24. 2013

So Nice

I spent the day in Anchorage. I drove there to meet up with my friends Kennedy, Ireland and Natasha. We all used to work at the Bush Company together. It was so nice to catch up and have some quality girlfriend time! That is what I miss the most about living in Kenai, having a good friend to hang out with. We went to Sacks Cafe, I love that place, the food is really good. I had the huevos rancheros and the lemon pot de creme for dessert.



We got lost in catching up for hours. I suspect we had some eaves droppers at a few tables, our conversations tend to get rather interesting and juicy. I had a great day.....I didn't want it to end. I missed my friends.

Sunday, June 23. 2013

Citizen

In bed after a night at work. Tonight started out extremely slow, most of us sat around and complained for about two hours before anything happened. Well, I got to work a little before 10 pm so I sat at the couch and was bored, complained about how extremely bored I was to anybody willing to listen and talked to the other girls about work and different clubs. Then we finally got some people in there and things started happening (meaning I started to make money). I stayed until a little after 3 am. And I am in bed now, freshly showered and comfortable. I need to catch at least a few hours of sleep because I am driving to Anchorage today to meet up with a couple of girlfriends for lunch.
Tonight a girl came in that celebrated her birthday at the club a few months ago, I guess I must had left an impression on her that time (she got a dance). This time she was screaming my name really loud every time the dj said it......"Tatiaaaaaaanaaaaaa, Tatiiiiiaaaaanaaaaa!!!". Followed just as loudly by that she thinks I am the hottest girl in there and that I am an angry Russian. Which prompted Aaron, the dj for the evening to announce that I am Swedish.
What am I anyways? Swedish? Polish? I am a Swedish citizen but I was born in Poland.
My whole family on my Moms and Dads side are Polish but I moved to Sweden when I was about four. I was a very independent child, even at the tender age of four. One day I packed a suitcase and moved to Sweden because I wanted to meet Pippi Longstocking, my idol.
Or Pippi Långstrump as we call her in Sweden. LOL. Not quite like that actually. Sometimes I just say I am a global citizen. Well, I need to sleep now so I can be somewhat awake for the drive to Anchorage.......




Saturday, June 22. 2013

Freezing

I am sitting in the kitchen and polishing off a pint of ice cream and freezing at the same time. About to take Chhaya out for a walk and then I have to go to work. I feel basically the same way as I did last weekend about work, annoyed and over it. Last night we had more than the usual amount of drunk to the point of complete stupidity guys. All I did was rolled my eyes, looked the other way and ignored them. When they got too stupid and desperate I had Teresa, the waitress, remove them from my personal space. I really don't like when drunk people try to lean in too close to me.
What did I do today? Not too much, I am saving my energy for tonight. I did go to the gym though.



This is my latest drink obsession. Very tasty.