Welcome to Chaos !!

Got back from an extremely uneventful night at work. It was very bad, more than half the girls went home with no dances at all, tips on stage were bad too. I can take a bad night here and there. What really bothers me though is that several of the "girls' ummmmmm......THINGS would be a better word to describe them, charge the guys half and even one third of what we are SUPPOSED to charge for a dance. And some of them even throw in a thorough exam of their VAGINE in the deal. It is SOOOOO nasty! First of all, I do not do discount dances. Sure, if somebody gets A LOT of dances from me, I can give a free one as a bonus, maybe - it depends. But now we are talking like 10 or more songs in a row. No buy one, get one free crap. Or a discount on every dance. Like really? What do I look like - ugly? ICH DON'T THINK SO!
Or lets say I do a few dances for somebody and he comes up short a few dollars by mistake when it is time to pay. I am not going to throw a fit over that. And that happens so rarely that I don't even worry about it. But like I said, no discount dances from Tatiana, I am quality from head to toe and I'm not desperate. And VAGINE touching........Absolutely will never ever happen. The other night a guy wanted to spend $ 100 ONLY if he could touch "just a little down there". HELL NO! So I collected my money for the one dance I did, saw that the cow doing a dance opposite of me was letting the guy touch her VAGINE. I wanted to projectile vomit in her face but refrained. Whatever, too bad that some girls like money more than themselves. Or maybe they need money bad for crack. I don't know. I just have regular bills like everybody else. No crack habit, no kids to feed. Just a mortgage.......normal stuff you know. I also like spa visits and nice purses. Prada. Gucci. Juicy Couture.
Besides, I don't need or want any diseases in my VAGINE.
Management is aware of the problems, they don't do much about it. Yet. Too bad really. Girls like these bring down this business. So if YOU reading this happen to be one of those nasty cheap sluts, you are pathetic and gross, shape up please! BARF!
Then I found $ 20 in the ATM, I asked around to see if I could locate the person who forgot it but could not find out who, so I kept it. THANK YOU, person that forgot the $ 20 in the ATM!

But what I really wanted to write about tonight was something else.......unfortunately.
There is a reward out for $ 35 000 if somebody can give information that will lead to the arrest of the person/s that severely tortured a dog.
The dog survived, her name is HOPE. I HATE PEOPLE THAT ARE MEAN TO ANIMALS . I wish that I could put a bullet in the head of whomever that did this to the dog, I would execute the piece of shit with pleasure. I do not think people that treat animals like this deserve to live. Actually you can sum up somebody's character on how they treat animals. And people like these do not deserve to share my space here on this planet.
I watched the video of this little puppy girl, she is so sweet, so cute. Her tongue was grotesquely swollen, hanging outside of her mouth because of what had been done to her. I soooooo wish that the creep that did this gets caught! And punished.

"A dog found tortured in Texas earlier this week is recovering from her injuries, and authorities are offering a $35,000 reward for information leading to an arrest in what the Dallas Morning News described as "one of the worst cases of animal cruelty ever reported in the county."
The pug mix—who's been nicknamed Hope by her rescuers—was found Sunday near Weatherford, Texas, dehydrated, with her mouth sealed shut with electrical tape, and five large cuts that took more than 100 stitches to close."

Stuff like this makes makes me very sad and upset...... 😥



"The more I know about people, the better I like my dog." - Mark Twain.

"If you pick up a starving dog and make him prosperous, he will not bite you. This is the principal difference between a dog and a man." - Mark Twain.

I just woke up and it is cold, windy and raining outside! Where is the summer? I have the whole afternoon scheduled full with boring and time consuming errands. But it has to be done. Absolutely nothing new to report from my corner of the world.
But I talked to my friend Claudia the other day and we were laughing about annoying guys at work. She is Polish too and if people think that I have a hot temper, they haven't met her, she is the life of the party. Anyways, once when she was at work at a club in Vegas some sorry scrub didn't want to pay her $ 20 for a lap dance she did for him. So she punched him in the face and broke his nose in front of his company he was there with (two ladies). Then he got kicked out of the club with blood gushing out of his nose. Why? Cause he didn't pay her.
Bouncers at clubs in Vegas do not mess around, you treat the girls bad or don't want to pay them what you owe them? You will get kicked out and there might be some violence involved.
Well......I got to get moving.

Before I hop in the shower and wash work off my skin I am going to put up the last pics from my last shoot with Barry.
More pics with the ribbon but in these I am sitting up instead of laying down.
I can't wait for my comfy bed and my warm Chhaya next to me. Good Night!









Photos by Barry Gallegos. Model - ME. Wearing a ribbon and very light make up, hair down and unstyled. Sometimes simple is best.

Ahhhhhhh........I just got back home from a refreshing run. Enjoying some hot tea now and the feeling of my two sweaty sports bras plastered to my skin. I wear two sports bras when running, I do not like any boob bouncing at all.
So while running I thought of some other stuff I would like to add about pro-life zealots.
I am very curios to find out if there are any pro-lifers out there, good ole' church going folks that have actually been caught and charged with either child abuse, neglect or molesting their own or other people's kids? I am sure those stand up citizens exist amongst degenerates of the likes of me. You know, immoral no good women that take their clothes of for a living. Jeez! Come to think of it........there are plenty of examples of pastors caught red handed doing things to little children that I would never dream of doing. Or look at coach Sandusky.......a prime example making recent headlines.
So before these angry freaks congregate and yell outside abortion clinics while preaching about Jesus and the wrath of God, they should be cleaning up in their own backyards first.
I am sure no woman skips into the clinic to have an abortion with a huge grin on her face.
It's not exactly a FUN thing to do, having an abortion like shopping for a new Prada purse at Neiman's. It's something, that I can safely assume, women do not do without some kind of sadness.
I am a spiritual person, I do not go to church although I do believe in a higher power.
And chakras. I believe in being kind to others and animals. And having respect for the Earth. Sure, I can be a mean bitch - if I have to be. But I try to be mindful and think of the bigger picture and not be totally egotistical and wasteful.

Tune back in tomorrow for some more pics of MEEEEEEE! You know that it is good for your health to look at women in various stages of undress.
And since I am such a nice and caring person I am going to put up more pics of me for everyone to gawk at while improving their health.
Namaste.

I managed to drag myself to work last night after five days of not feeling motivated to leave my house, well I was not feeling motivated to work to be honest........That is the problem I think, I am bored and not motivated to go and work. That is why I like it when I travel for work because I have more energy to actually work and I put in more of an effort while at work. It's good that sometimes I can just sit around and look pretty and guys will come up and either hand me money or ask me for a dance.
Last night I had the misfortune to witness a chunky older lady that I unfortunately work with get her big tits sucked on (loudly) by a large ruddy man. In between the tit sucking they also made out. TOTALLY gross! Please get a room! Actually I think they did, he left and a shortly after she got dressed and left too. At midnight. That's kind of early to leave unless you don't feel well or like what I think happened in this case, she met up with the guy from the club. Good! I'd rather have her get those floppy tits sucked on outside the club than on the bench next to me so I have to be traumatized by it. Thank goodness I do not have to resort to that crap, I would need to be heavily medicated to go through that every night at work.

But anyways, yesterday while reading Newsweek I came across an article that pissed me off.
It was an article called "War of the Wombs" talking about a somebody called Keith Mason that has started up a pro-life group called Personhood USA. It's funny to me that MEN are out there rallying against abortion, getting all fired up, yelling, demonstrating and praying outside abortion clinics. Sometimes even using force against the staff of these clinics with deadly outcome.
This Keith guy is against all abortions, even if you have been RAPED. He is against abortion in ALL circumstances. How sweet of him! He is also against Plan B, the morning after pill.
He and his wife have four kids together, to me that is at least two too many. He met his wife while praying outside an abortion clinic. Awwwww, how cute!
I believe in population control and think that individuals that live in "modern" countries should be intelligent and educated enough to know that having too many kids is selfish from an earth friendly aspect. Nobody stops and thinks about the potential future they might be sending their offspring into, is there going to be enough resources for them to be able to survive and live a good quality life?
I am absolutely pro-choice and think that getting an abortions should be up to the woman or the girl, even if you happen to be under 18. I do not think that women should use abortion like a contraceptive but I do think it is safe to say that the vast majority don't. Of course there should be a time limit and there is, on how far into the pregnancy it should be allowed and safe to go through with an abortion. But to go from giving women the choice to decide over their own bodies to totally ban abortion is wrong.
And actually after all the weekly news I read of people mistreating their children by leaving them in hot cars, allowing their boyfriends and husbands to rape them and dismember them, abusing their own children in every kind of evil way.........I am thinking that those innocent children would had been better off getting aborted. Don't you think so too? There are TOO MANY people out there having kids without stopping to think about what responsibilities come with it, the sacrifices that you have to make. They just become pregnant, squeeze out the kid and hope for the best and some of them should NOT HAVE KIDS AT ALL. Obviously. Look at all the kids suffering in the hands of their sk parents.
It is better to have an abortion instead of having a kid and then not giving that child the good, stable life that every child deserves. I treat my dog Chhaya better than some people treat their children.
So to force women to give birth even if they become pregnant by rape or if they do not want the child to begin with is just wrong. I wish MEN could stay out of women's issues like abortion. I am not praying and/or demonstrating and insisting on that men cut off their foreskins or do any other mandatory changes to their bodies. So leave women alone and let the ones that opt to have an abortion be able to go through with it in peace without having to get harassed by a hoard of angry bible thumpers outside the abortion clinics.

Having said that.....I am now taking my very much loved and very well taken care of Chhaya out for a walk.

I've had an idea to use a ribbon in one of my photo shoots, I finally got to use it in the shoot I did with Barry last month. I like the contrast of the ribbon against skin. But if I use a ribbon again I will pay more attention to detail, I should had used more of the ribbon around my leg.
Photos by Barry Gallegos.