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Yesterday I hiked up to Fuller Lakes. I went to both lakes and it was absolutely gorgeous and so worth it. The hike is pretty much uphill all the way, not so steep that you have to scramble, it does take your breath away at times but it is manageable. Not sure how long it took to get to the first lake because I didn't time it. This is bear country so I came equipped with two bear bells attached to my belt and a pink Barbie horn that I was tooting every so often, it is loud. Chhaya was there also. And my very manly, red blooded hiking partner. So I didn't worry about the bears.
I actually saw two, one from far away while hiking. It was walking around in the green bushes and later I saw a super cute small young bear crossing the road. It's always fun to see bears in Alaska. I still have not seen a wolf.......maybe one day.
This is the view from the trail.



Lower Fuller Lake. It is a large lake and very beautiful.





Me with the Barbie horn.



What I had on, this is my new fave hat. My new pants by Hard Tail, very comfortable.



Me being FAB as always.



Upper Fuller Lake.



Very happy, I love hiking.



View of Lower Fuller Lake.



Me and my girl.



Coming down from the trail.



I do recommend this hike if you ever come around here. Start early so you have all day to explore, there are fire pits up there so you can bring up some food and make a day out of it.

Tatiana has a HUGE sweet tooth, she NEEDS something sweet every day. So when she drove by The Moose Is Loose today she had to stop and get an apple fritter, they are really yummy and usually huge. Fills up Tatiana's stomach with dough.



Speaking of stomachs......Kate Upton the 20 year old model that was on the cover of SI's swimsuit issue this year and has a recent GQ cover out, the one where she is licking the ice cream, has a rather large, floppy shapeless stomach and no waistline for being only 20 and a highly paid model Tatiana thinks. She does not have kids, so what is up with that belly? Good for her that there is photoshop because they probably put that to use for her SI cover. Tatiana thinks that Kate is supercute in the face, VERY pretty but that the stomach is too big. And no waistline, a model should have some waistline. Then there are speculations that her boobs are fake. Maybe, they might be. Get large boobs so nobody pays attention to your stomach.
Tatiana thinks that last years SI cover girl, Irina Shayk is one beautiful girl. Talk about perfection. Tatiana might like Irina more than apple fritters.
Here is Irina, NICE huh?

Managed to crawl out of bed a little bit ago, it's going on 1 PM and it is another gorgeous day today! I went to sleep a little after 5 AM this morning.
Work was great. I made very good money, had lots of fun and didn't have to kick anyones ass. LOL.
Somebody told me that I always sound angry in my blog......got me thinking.....hmmmmmm.......do I really? He was referring to when I write about work, that I seem to dislike my job and dislike the guys even more. No, let me clarify some stuff here. I do not dislike my job, if it would come to that point that I really would loathe what I do for whatever reason then I would have to quit dancing. Because that would not be good for my mental well being.
And I am big on that since I go through life without any help from pharmaceuticals on an everyday basis. As far as disliking the guys, I dislike men that think they can come into a strip club and say and do whatever, like in disrespecting me or the girls I work with. That does not fly with me and I will talk back and stand up for myself. I do not sit with somebody at work that is acting abusive towards me in any shape or form just so I can make money.
I make plenty of money without having to do that. And I think all the other dancers should follow that route, it would make it better for everyone.
For example, last night some guy smacked the crap out of a girl (more than once) in the room where we do the dances, I mean HARD. I have never seen anything like that at work before. Made me feel slightly uncomfortable. And she also let him dig for something in her VAGINE, maybe she needed to change her tampon, I don't know. But lets' not even go there now, you all know what I think of girls that do that at work. NASTY! She also looks like an aged transvestite Tina Turner so maybe that is what you have to resort to when it's like that. But if going to work for me meant having random VAGINE exams every night then I would work somewhere else. Like a coffee shop or something. I would like to try to be a barista one day, seems like fun and I love those lattes! Oh and VAGINE means the private part of a girl (though you can see mine at the club) and I pronounce it VAHZIIINE, Borat style.
I do not think that I dislike the dancing or talking to guys (unless they are annoying) and I think that people who have encountered me at work can vouch for that. I love having fun and interesting conversations. And I can be rather pleasant to be around. So I heard....... Really, if I was that bad I wouldn't be "the pick of the litter" or "the reason we come to this club". Just some random stuff that I hear pretty often.
And yes, I am fully aware of that everybody has different taste and men and women come in to look at pretty (hopefully) girls in general and not only ME........well of course it's only ME they come to see......it's all about the Tatiana! Kidding.......! Or? LOL. And some come in to give Tina Turner a VAGINE exam. Oh by the way, the guy that slapped her on the ass looked at me and said "you are next". I basically told him that if he would even tap oh so lightly on me, I would knock the shit out of him from one end of the room to another. And then charge him for it.
I make my money without any internal exams and beatings. It's all about being "the pick of the litter" darlings!
Anyways, it is solstice today and I am not working, I am going hiking. In Sweden solstice is celebrated so that is kind of a tradition for me, therefore I am going to spend most of my day out in nature and fully enjoy myself.
Here is Chhaya doing her daily sun salutation while doing doga (yoga). Or is she just stretching?



And also a Mama Moose with her baby, soooooo cute both of them. They come around here a lot. Mama Moose chased Chhaya once, she had to make sure that Chhaya understood that coming too close to her baby was not ok. She just looks at us now when we are outside. She knows that I would never harm them and I would never let Chhaya do that either, Chhaya was being curious, not aggressive.

The last few days were so nice so I spent them basically outside with Chhaya. I did not want to ruin my rest/laziness by going into work, actually having to do something and being forced to breathe in nasty smoke and talk to people that I do not want to talk to. So I stayed at home. Got lots of mosquito bites that I am scratching away on. My hair got really dry from the sun so I drenched it in argan oil yesterday and I will wash it out later today.
Tomorrow it is summer solstice - ALREADY!!!! That might not be a big deal in say Las Vegas but here in Alaska it is because that means it's slowly going to get darker and colder. NOOOOOO!!!!! I do not like working on solstice, to me that is a special day that I'd rather spend doing something else, so I might go on a hike tomorrow, somewhere I haven't been yet.
Besides that I do not have anything new to talk about, I am in KENAI people, the most boring place - ever. Unless you are retired and spend your days playing poker with your friends or if you are a stay at home mom, dealing with caring for the tots. I do not have kids, I am not retired and I am extremely bored. Is this going to be my last summer in Alaska? Very possible.

Did I get something new on my Vegas trip? Well, I already showed the shirts and leg warmers I got for the rave. I really like one of the shirts, the long white one with the yellow print in front, it has cutouts in the back. I love it, it's my new fave shirt. And I also love my new grey hoodie from Victoria's Secret, it is thin and very soft. But I did get some new products too.
I always stock up on a few L'Occitane creams, the day and night cream, been using that line for years now. I mix it up with other products but I really like L'Occitane. I also got an eye cream,
I have not been that diligent at all about using eye cream. I read about this line, Amore Pacific and decided to give the eye cream a try. Then I got some Clarins SPF 40 sun protection for the face. I am not that good with SPF products either, most of the time I forget, or neglect is probably the more appropriate term, to use SPF. But I am going to try harder to remember to protect my face, neck, chest area (décolletage) and hands. I think I got some sun damage from last summer on my chest. I am pale and I have A LOT of moles, so I should be more careful.
Actually twice, some Asian people told me, while pointing out my moles that they mean luck.
I hope so!!!
Then I got some cleansing towelettes by Neutrogena, thought it would be nice to feel fresh after and during a long flight. And it does.
And for the first time ever I got some dry shampoo. In case my hair is a little oily but I don't have the time or energy to wash it. The dry shampoo is by Oscar Blandi. Speaking of hair, I haven't combed mine since work Saturday, I just threw it up in a bun after work and went to sleep.
My hair is now a tangled mess, I don't even want to think about dealing with it. I have lots of hair, all the way down to my butt.......I can sit on it. I actually need a trim.



I love beauty products. I tend to stock up on them and then they just lay in my bathroom on a shelf or a drawer and collect dust. I have an unopened jar of Crème De La Mer that has been in a drawer for over a year. A box of Guinot products that has been laying around for even longer. Just to mention a few.......
I am curious about something called Facial Treatment Essence by SK-II. It's like a beauty water that you apply to a cotton ball and press into your face. Been around in Asia for a while. Seems like the Asian countries are way ahead of the US in skin care. They have so many interesting products.
I do use a face mist (beauty elixir) by Caudalie that I absolutely LOVE, it smells fresh and herby. My skin soaks it up and it feels great. I really recommend it if you are looking for a face mist. And I also recommend the L'Occitane day and night Immortelle Precious and Very Precious cream.

I also got some new stuff to work out in. Needed new pants. The cute colorful ones are by Adidas and the dark grey and super comfy ones are by Hard Tail.

I spent all afternoon outside again. SOOOO nice out - finally! Today was one of those perfect days.
There is not much more to report about today. I am feeling lazy due to being out in the sun all day. Full because I ate a lot. Chhaya is already sleeping and I am thinking about making myself a cup of tea before I go to bed. Even getting up from the couch and going to the kitchen feels like a task right now.
I was going to take a bath and slather on some honey on my face but if making some tea seems too difficult then a bath would be almost impossible now.
Yeah......I have nothing fun to talk about right now - I know........boring! How was work last night? Pretty awful. Too many girls and not enough to do. But that happens.
Monday tomorrow. I need to do a bunch of stuff. Bleh. Anyways. Good Night!