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TGIF? Most people love it that is is Friday but for me that usually means work. I don't really mind though......I have not worked since last Friday. The schedule of a dancer can be very random. My schedule means - I work when I want to and I like it like that.
My only everyday responsibilities are taking care of my Chhaya and getting myself a vanilla latte.
It is another cold and lovely day here in Kenai.........very uplifting for the mood!
My plans for the first part of the day are take Chhaya out for a quick pee, fold some laundry, mop the kitchen floor and then go and get my latte. Later Chhaya and I are going for a long walk. And in the evening I need to get ready for work and head over there.
Got another e mail regarding a request for an interview.......this time from a North America Correspondent with German TV station. He wanted to meet up with me if I was still in Williston. I think this is the fourth project I had to turn down, people find my blog - think I am still in Williston because they google something North Dakota related and one of my blog entries about Williston come up. But then they do not bother to look to the current blog entries or the date of the old entry and think that I am still in Williston.
Well, I might go back there but not anytime soon.
And no, I do not know any girls working there currently, if I did have a friend there working I would gladly set her up with a meeting for a possible interview. I have to say that the last time I was there (a few months ago) most the women I came across in the two clubs were rather unfriendly. But that's ok - I went there to make money, not to make friends with half crazy single Moms with a drinking problem.
Not that all the girls were like that but the ones that were - stood out like sore thumbs. Not my type of friends.
So noooooooooo to all the magazines, film crews etc - I am not in Williston. You will have to scout out your own talent there - good luck!
Or you can always come and interview me in Alaska.

I am about to brush my teeth and call it a night........
My laziness continued even this evening.....sorry to all my fans if you came looking for me.
I can't explain it, after I had dinner the allure of my bed with it's freshly laundred bedding seemed to difficult to pass up.
But I am working tomorrow for sure. Also I need to get a new book, I am in the mood for a good novel. Besides being lazy and in need of a good book I also miss New York, LOTS. I think I am moping a little and therefore I am not working......

Photo by Steve Antonelli.

I LOVE Hillary Rodham Clinton, she is one sharp lady. That she is in the news right now for not wearing makeup while out doing her job is just ridiculous. She should be in the news every day because she is one smart and cool woman, not for choosing not to wear make up and wearing her glasses instead of her contacts. She looks great either way.
It is time that men and women are held to the same standards when it comes to appearance. If it is not expected of men to apply makeup every day, straighten their hair, curl their hair, fret over cellulite etc - then why should women get scrutinized for this?
I never wear makeup in the day time and I usually throw my hair up in a bun. I could not be bothered with applying mascara in the day time "because it really opens up your eyes" or "you never know who you might run into". First of all, my eyes are open without mascara and I do not care who sees me without makeup or who I might run into or not.
Yes, I do like to wear makeup but not all the time. If some guy only likes me when I wear makeup then oh well.......next! The door is over there buddy.
There are some things that you should consider before stepping out in public......don't have stinky armpits or BO. Brush your teeth if you are planning on talking to people. Maybe trim you nose hairs if they are trailing out of your nostrils, it's not so cute.
But to feel forced to have to wear makeup because you are a woman, whatever - it's 2012 hello!
Back to Hillary - she is definitely one of the sharpest tools in the shed. I like her. Sure, I do not agree with everything she does but find me one politician that you agree with across the board.

Tatiana had every intention of going to work earlier this afternoon. But when it got a little later.....indolence set in. When you do not have a set schedule, any excuse is a good enough excuse for not going into work according to Tatiana.
Like.....hmmmmm......watching documentaries on Netflix sounds so much more fun than work. Or.....I'd rather be home cleaning. Or......I am not in the mood to be half naked and talk to random people tonight. Or.....I'd rather cuddle with Chhaya. Or.....I feel fat and lazy. Or.....I am not in the mood to shave tonight.
Sometimes Tatiana is unmotivated and lazy. And it is so much more convenient to stay home where it's comfortable than work.
But that always passes, staying home for too long gets boring and Tatiana will eventually make it to work.
When Tatiana travels for work, she is diligent and works every night, even if she has period pain, pms or a headache. A Motrin or two will take care of that. But if Tatiana has pms or a headache while home, then there is no work.
Tatiana has every intention of working tomorrow night - right now at least.....!

Tatiana finally got up after laying around awake in bed for over an hour, tossing around with some slight anxiety.
She just didn't want to jump out of bed and face the day. But she finally did. Now she is sitting here, on the couch......blogging....Chhaya is out on the balcony spying on her squirrel friend. A cool breeze in flowing through the room. The sun is peeking out in between the clouds.
It is time to seize the day.
Before Tatiana heads out to get at latte from Kaladi, a pastry from the Moose Is Loose, check her mailbox and buy Chhaya a 33 lbs bag of Sundancer by Solid Gold, the dry food that Chhaya gets, she needs to vacuum here. It is very dusty and grimy, vacuuming is probably the chore Tatiana dislikes the most, that's why she didn't want to get out of bed. But Hoda and Kathie Lee came on and Tatiana loves those two ladies so she got up to watch the Today Show.
Since the headache and slight nausea from yesterday are gone, Tatiana will most likely go to work tonight. She can't sit around anymore, that gets boring too. Hopefully work will be more entertaining than last time Tatiana went in there......

I thought I was going to work tonight but I started feeling quesy this afternoon and got a light headache. It is midnight now and I still feel like that. So no work for me. Headache, even the slightest and cigarette smoke is a bad combination for me.
So I am at home. About to force myself to shower and brush my teeth soon, then sleep. I want to feel normal tomorrow.
I was going through some pics and I don't think I put this one up here yet. Sometimes I get confused and have to backtrack to make sure I don't put up the same stuff twice, you know......I have way over 1000 blogs now, it can get a little confusing.....
Photo taken by Barry Gallegos, bcgphoto. I hope to work with him again. If you search for his name in the blog you can see all the other photos I put up that he took.