Welcome to Chaos !!

Tatiana is back at Meg-A-Latte, she visits daily, loves the place - it is so nice. Today she tried french vanilla in her latte instead of vanilla,
she prefers vanilla (especially natural vanilla), back to that tomorrow. Earlier Tatiana had huevos rancheros from Don Pedros.
As you can see, Tatiana's latte card is almost filled up, a free latte soon! You can also buy the beautiful art work gracing the walls
inside Meg-A-Latte.



Tatiana thinks that The Williston Herald should do an interview with her, she has plenty to say......they already know of her blog......



Soon, it will be time to shower. Tatiana applied self tanner before bed last night.
How was work last night? Tatiana did ok, not great. Actually Tuesday was the slowest night for Tatiana $ wise at both clubs.
But Tatiana is here to work, every night, until she goes home. Slow or not slow. Something is better than nothing!
Somehow the DJ guessed that Tatiana loves "Beautiful Monster" by Ne-Yo - he played it for her, Tatiana was very happy.

I found out that the girl that trash talked me when I was at Whispers tried to prevent me from working at Heartbreakers.
She claimed that I had been "slandering" Whispers by saying that I thought the club was smokey inside.
Excuse me.....it is smokey inside, at least to me it was and I do not smoke. That is a FACT, not slander. Learn what slander means first!
But I am working at Heartbreakers, so her little evil scheme did not work. HA!
What I find really funny is that she would walk around at the end of the night, tipping extra to the staff at Whispers, loudly exclaiming
that she did it for "karma".
If you know anything about karma and doing good deeds, you should know that trash talking and trying to ruin things for others,
for NO reason at all, will bring you bad energy - if that is what you believe in.
Work on that karma girl - you sure need to.
I am at Heartbreakers, I did good last night, I am happy and people like her are just sorry.
Do not be fake with me, I can't stand fake people. Smiling in my face and talking trash behind my back, that is foul.
I'd rather have a few good, honest friends than a plethora of fake ones any day.
Btw, it is not as smokey at Heartbreakers, the club has a better ventilation system.

Another beautiful day here in Williston.
Tatiana is actually wearing her flip flops today. Her toes and feet are swollen, nail polish flaking off and two of the toes have double band aids on them. Ballerina feet caused by stripper shoes.



Found these cakes at the grocery store, the cutest EVER. Tatiana's faves, Hello Kitty and Tinkerbell!!

Tatiana went to the gym here in Williston yesterday. Didn't do much, only a ten minute run on the treadmill, enough to break a sweat.
At the gym they have these pools, you swim against a current. Tatiana would love to try it out but she did not bring her bikini.



Tatiana washing her hair in the shower at the gym.....

The other day when I took a taxi to work there were already two people in the taxi, besides the driver, when it pulled up to where I have
been staying. I thought that was strange. One person was holding a camera. I thought "CASH CAB, in Williston!!?".
Yeay, I can finally put my general knowledge skills to use!"
But no cash cab, it so happened that the two people in that cab, a guy and a girl were two journalist students from
The University of Montana, Missoula.
The are here documenting the oil boom and were filming the cabbie, that so happened to pick up MOI, a dancer on her way to work with her
little suitcase on wheels. Strange coincidence! So of course we did a small quick on camera interview in the cab, I answered some questions.
Then I got contacted by their instructor, he asked if they could get some more extensive footage, of me getting ready in the dressing room,
an interview with me either before the club opens or after closing. Stuff like that. They want to cover the nightlife here in Williston.
And there isn't much, Whispers and Heartbreakers and some other bars. Unless you think that shopping at Wal-Mart at 2 AM is fun.
They also want the real angle on that story about that BIG money here done by CNN.
And they came across my blog and liked what they saw.
BUT, the owner of Heartbreakers does not want a film crew in there, which I totally understand and respect, no biggie.
So, no interview of me changing out of my jeans into a bra and Honey Dew panties in the dressing room.....at least for now.....

What an amazingly gorgeous day! Sunny and my guess is that it is like 45 degrees or warmer outside. !!!
I am savoring my moment of peace, calm and sanity with food and a latte before work tonight.
Ok my dear darling readers of my blog - Tatiana has been censored! LOL.
I will explain more about that soon......
It was my first night at Heartbreakers last night, Sunday night. Whispers next door is closed on Sundays.....
There were about double the amount of girls at Heartbreakers. They seem to be from all over and most of them looked good and in shape.
Many blondes. At least last night. That might change tonight.
The club looks great. There has been some changes since last time I was there. Like the stage is moved a bit, there is a DJ (good!).
I went up on stage three times last night to two song sets.
No more reclining chairs for lap dances. That I helped pick out last time I was here btw......
Now there are regular chairs, three chairs in three separate small rooms - that makes it nine chairs for lap dances.
The rooms where you do the lap dances are lit up by red lights, which I like, it is more flattering than just the black lights which can appear
too harsh on your skin tone, especially mine since I am pale, even though I have self tanner on now. I don't want to apply the self tanner
everyday because I think it smells weird, I'd rather have the scent of VIVA La Juicy on me than self tanner.
The main area of the club has plenty of black lights though, everybody's teeth and peroxide bleached hair glows in the dark.
The club got fairly busy, but Heartbreakers is a much smaller place than Whispers so it is hard to judge the size of the crowd.
It costs $120 to work. $20 of that goes to the DJ. I think I did well, not great - but well. I am sure there were girls that did better than me.
So - to sum it up, a positive experience.

I have been getting some nice response from people regarding the blog sent to my e mail.
If you have any questions you can e mail me, tatianasupernova@yahoo.com
But I have been getting a rather chilly response to my blog here in Williston, apparently writing about your experiences and opinions
about dancing is not a good thing. WHY??? But everybody has an opinion, just like everybody has an asshole.
You don't have to like me, that's fine - I really don't care actually. But this is the "land of the free" after all, with everything it stands for.
You know.....the US Constitution and the First Amendment and all of that.
I have always known that deep inside many there is still that old belief that girls/women should look pretty and be quiet. And if they do talk it should preferably be about something non threatening, like cooking and child rearing.
Well, not this girl! I admire ladies that go places in life. And that have something of substance to say, life is about so much more than boyfriend
problems, gossip, getting wasted, being loud and acting stupid. Though I have to admit, I like my dose of gossip once in a while....
I will leave you with some quotes that I find inspiring and fitting.....

The most courageous act is still to think for yourself. Aloud. – Coco Chanel.

One of the most courageous things you can do is identify yourself, know who you are, what you believe in and where you want to go.
- Sheila Murray Bethel.