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Entries from July 2010

Wednesday, July 28. 2010

Yummies!

Still here on Kodiak Island but not for much longer. This will most likely be the first and last time Tatiana comes out here, but never say never.
She got lucky with the weather and has done quite a bit of sightseeing.
So did you know that STRESSED is DESSERTS backwards? Tatiana loves, looooves desserts. Ice cream, Swedish Princess Cake, pie with ice cream on the side, eclair, carrot cake, almond croissant, creme brulee, any kind of apple cake. Tatianas diet could easy just consist of desserts in various forms all day long.
So when you do feel stressed, enjoy some desserts and calm down. And think of Tatiana. BLISS!
Tatiana is going to take Chhaya for a walk right now.
Here is a pic of something yummy that Tatiana enjoyed not too long ago.




Tuesday, July 27. 2010

First day Kodiak.

This place is also called The Emerald Isle and Tatiana can see why, it is super green and lush, very pretty. So far Tatiana has had lots of luck with seeing animals. One youngish grizzly looking for fish in the river, two foxes that were the cutest ever, here is a pic of one of them. It was curios about Tatiana too. Some deer. Eagles.
Tatiana drove from one end to the other and explored some old bunkers from WW II.
She found flowers that matched her nail polish.
So far it has been a great adventure, a few days remain. Chhaya loves it too.







Monday, July 26. 2010

Kodiak Island!

Tatiana and Chhaya boarded the M/V Kennicott ferry from Homer with destination Kodiak Island today. Tatiana has been wishing to see Kodiak since she arrived in Alaska. The ferry took a while, by the time Tatiana drove off the ferry onto land, she and Chhaya had been on that vessel for 12 hours. It takes longer if you bring your car since you have to wait with all the other cars to get off the ferry.









Friday, July 16. 2010

Me & poem about me.......

Perfection and a nude Swedish dancer

Film: Provia 400
Style: Subtle Erotica + Nude Sensual Editorial Fashion Portrait




I wanted to admit to her my affection
although I was pretty afraid of her rejection
I could offer her some kind of protection
but all she was looking for was a simple direction
and to be honest I had no real objection
as I was not sure if she was only a projection
or maybe she already has taken over my heart
.........................with a serious case of infection

I did feel this thing between us though,
what do you call it, some kind of connection?!
but would I have any kind of chance to be
..............................in the pool of her selection?

I could , forever, look at her beautiful green reflection
This must be how drug addicts feel after an injection
(hope none of them pops in to offer me a correction)

oh she could be the start and end of my art collection
she could be my first female president without any election
she could give the sweetest meaning to the word dissatisfaction
or at the end of a long tough road,
...........................................................without any consequences,
..........................................simply smile and show me a redirection

let the romantic music begin from the violin section
as her presence might have caused me a soul resurrection

I wonder if this is cheesy enough to create
.................................some kind of universal mental rejection
after all, I am taking the long way around the barn to say
.....................................she was pretty close to the perfection



Yeah, Tatiana had to share this with you too. This photo was taken in her bathroom (in Las Vegas) a while back now. By WOLF189, he wrote the poem too, it's a pretty poem, isn't it? It's nice to have something like that of yourself, a forever image/memory when some days are faaaaar from "perfection".
Tatiana is a night owl, it's a little after 3 am and she is alert and awake, Chhaya has been snoring for a while now.
Hmmmmm, the dilemma is "what to do now"? Probably get ready for bed and go to sleep.

Thursday, July 15. 2010

Reading.....

Tatiana plowed through the two Stieg Larsson books and today she went out and got the third and last, "The Girl Who Kicked The Hornet's Nest". These books describe many familiar places and people in Sweden, that makes it fun and familiar to read, of course the story initself is captivating.
It is a beautiful day, Tatiana is gearing up for a walk and a run later. With Chhaya of course.
Lots of food and no physical exercise makes for a soft and chunky figure. Tatiana likes soft on girls but not too soft.

Wednesday, July 14. 2010

VITA COCO!

Hello all of Tatianas gorgeous fans!
What is going on with everybody? Halfway through the Summer already......if you are in Alaska that is a sad fact. In Vegas, a relief......
Tatiana doesn't have much to report besides that she discovered a new thing to drink not too long ago called "VITA COCO". It is coconut water and really yummy and supposedly pretty good for you, all natural, vitamin C and potassium. Tatiana loves this stuff. You need to try it to!
Tatiana is going to wax her legs tonight, she has been letting the hair grow out so the wax can stick better and result in a good, thorough waxing.
Yawn............well Good Night and Sweet Dreams! Better start the waxing process beore the bed starts looking too inviting.

www.vitacoco.com