Rejection at Rick's

I went to Central Park today and did some shopping but it was kind of cold, too windy and rained all day. So it wasn't exactly enjoyable out.......





And in the evening........another rejection! This time at Rick's Cabaret. Hmmmmmm........I don't understand to be honest. Rick's looked nice inside with a large dressing room and lockers for the girls, the house mom was very friendly too. I had to dance two songs on a small "stage" upstairs. While the manager watched. Then the house mom came and got me and took me down to the dressing room, I got dressed and she said, "sorry but he said no this time".
While at Rick's I did see a few girls, maybe 12. Out of those, in my opinion, two were bad and the rest varied from ok to pretty. One black girl was very pretty, there were two tall blonde girls from Vegas, one better than the other. But everybody has different taste so I guess I was not the managers taste, lol. Although what he hires shouldn't reflect his personal taste since he is not the one spending money in the club. Whatever......
I left Rick's, it was rainy, windy and cold outside (still) and I walked to Scores. For some reason they were closed, although it says on their web site that they are open on Sundays. I was willing to try a few other places and called ahead, two didn't audition on Sundays and another was closed.
So......I made my way home on the subway. I kept on wondering why I got rejected at Rick's. So I decided to call and ask. Like, let me know why, ok......? The manager that I auditioned for had left and I spoke to the house mom and she told me that she was very surprised that I didn't get hired, in her words she said that she thought I was pretty, tall and had nice hair. The only thing is that she didn't see me on stage. The thing is, stage in New York is easy, plus I know I am ok on stage. I have seen way worse than me. Stage doesn't worry me at all. Also, no floor work here, so it is simple, you just kind of move around looking pretty and sensual or whatever - piece of cake. It's not like South Dakota where most girls do crazy stuff like hang off the monkey bars while straddling a guys face. I can't hang with that! The house mom told me not to take it personal and that you never know from day to day why they don't hire or do hire girls that come in.
I hung up the phone, started cleaning my Hello Kitty make up box and cried and felt sorry for myself for about ten minutes. I am ok now.
I am not fat in case you wonder, I am probably thinner now than when I was in South Dakota working in October. I might not be in some kind of a rocking hard body gym shape but I am no jelly doughnut either. If I could change something I would want thinner thighs I guess. As far as the face goes, I think it's ok. I have seen better but I definitely have seen worse. And I have clear skin, no zits. My boobs don't sag. LOL.
Hmmmmm........well, I can ponder this forever and not get any wiser. Tomorrow is a new day and I need to make money. I am scheduled at Private Eyes and I guess I will have to go there and see what happens. Might check out some other clubs later in the week.
Booooooooo..........he thought I was FAT and UGLY!!!!! I'm gonna jump off the Brooklyn Bridge now!





Here you can inspect my chunky body. Just straight up and down, no sexy poses or angles........