Friday night over with, my feet are aching. I want to leave this place already. Not going to go into any details but tonight I felt SO fed up and so out of place that I actually cried. It takes much to make me cry at work, I am usually very strong. Had to leave the floor and go into the dressing room for about five minutes to regroup because the tears came. I don't think I've been propositioned this much, ever. And they don't take a polite no for an answer. A dance is "too expensive" but everybody wants to know if "I go out on dates" or even worse. Listen, if I would agree to go on "a date" at 2 AM after work it sure would cost you a heck of a lot more than the dance you can't afford. Actually, I am so fed up that I am tempted to put the Stardust platforms in a box and not dance ever again. Anyone out there that wants to buy two pairs of used stripper heels, size 8? I know that I will feel better tomorrow and the end is in sight now. The torture will be over soon.
So I took a few deep breaths in the dressing room, dried my eyes and went out on the floor again and now tonight is over and I can go to sleep.
I am ok with the situation as a whole. You live and learn, maybe something good is hidden as a message for me in this.
Ok, about to shower and sleep now........
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Mark on :
I read your blog a bit when you emailed it to me & then had some time tonight to read some more. Your personality really comes through & it's as I remember you - very strong and very sweet.
I read your most recent blog post - I really hope a bunch of guys with no manners & no respect don't break you down.
Sending positive vibes from a foggy new york...
Mark
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Congratulations on the property and playing your flute!
I will be back in AK soon.
Take care!
Bella on :
so sorry to hear about Hell, SD. Almost over!
I really admire you for sticking to your standards and working through the week. Hang in there and I hope u enjoy Vegas!!!
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Mr B on :
I would buy the pink shoes. Sorry about the tough night.
I was hoping it would have been one of the fun ones. Kudos for keeping your cool and remaining a Supernova.
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