Entries by TATIANA

I am in bed and I feel absolutely exhausted......but I can squeeze out a quick entry before I fall asleep. I will tell you about work later on......after I wake up. I went to the grocery store after work, I got bread, I still like Dave's Killer Bread although they don't sell the bread with the raisins anymore, that one was my favorite and I am kind of bummed that it is off the market.
I also got some avocado and toothpaste and this....my latest obsession, an Acai drink. I like it a lot. Very good.



And here I am trying to look cute for a picture.



Ok.....I need to sleep now, I am so tired that I am nodding off to sleep and then I gain awareness with a jerk. I wish Cathy was here, Cathy is the person I constantly fantasize about. Who is Cathy you wonder? I see her for heavenly two hour long massages when I am in Vegas, she is amazing. I wish she was here to rub, knead and squeeze my tired body......my feet are so sore. But I have to sleep now, I feel borderline tortured now.

I have been getting to sleep around 6 am the last couple of nights.....or mornings I should say. When the sun comes up and colors the sky in pretty colors I am on my way home from work.
I just now got up, it is noon and I need to get up and get out, have some errands to do. I feel tired. It can be hard on the body to work that late. And cleaning dirty stripper stages on top of it......



I forgot to tell you who my guest is.....Angelica (my friend from Chicago) is here for a visit. It is her first time to Alaska so I am going to show her some of the sights. But now my stomach is telling me that it wants food and a latte - have to go!

At least the stage was good tonight......that is from one stage set.....the other one I did, only two rounds on stage tonight, amounted for about 10 % of that. Some nights it can be just as many people as we had tonight and stage can be rather bad......other nights if the right people are there when you go on stage.....you get lucky. I needed to get lucky. Besides that, the night was slow for lap dances and I wanted to leave at 3 30 but ended up staying until 5 am......it is now almost 6 am and I just got out of the shower. About to pull the covers around me and sleep until noon at least.......

Feeling a bit tired today because I drove back and forth to Anchorage yesterday. Picked up a friend from the airport and brought her back to Kenai with me. Who? Find out tomorrow! Another gorgeous day here, I already had my latte, went grocery shopping (as you can see on he pic), took Chhaya for a fun walk, worked a bit on my tan......soon it will be shower and then work time. There are some people in town, I guess the fish are running, work should be picking up now.



Regarding the cleaning the stage the other day......that is me showing off my house wife skills.......
I am an expert at cleaning and organizing (no methamphetamine included), an ok cook, I'd rather eat out........and I am really good at being bossy and talking back......and discussing never ending topics. What else? Sleeping in, lounging around and shopping. Those are some great house wife skills that I possess.

I have complained about the stage being dirty and crusty for a while now. Nothing was being done about it. I have seen blood and dog poop on that stage. I know it was really dirty and it grossed me out to know that I got those germs and whatever else festering on that stage on my skin. YUCK. Sometimes complaining won't do anything, so I brought a bucket, gloves, rags and a bottle of Lysol with me to work last night and thoroughly cleaned that stage. Twice.
The water turned dark. Nobody could tell me when that stage had been cleaned like that last. Scary! I don't mind cleaning, it was for my own benefit anyways. I care about personal hygiene and at least now the stage is clean. For a short while. We were joking around that the poor Polish immigrant girl (that would be me) was being forced to do double duty as a cleaning lady. And I told people that they only let me clean the club because I am too ugly to be a "real" dancer. Well, that was a first for me, never cleaned a stripper stage before. I feel like I did a good thing.

I am in bed with clean feet and fresh paint on my toes. Painted in a pretty pink color.....as usual. At work tonight an arrogant man thought he was going to play cool in front of his two buddies. So he throws up his foot that was stuffed in a sandal on the stage while I am up there and sticks a dollar bill under his big toe. Thinking I would get that dollar. I know that dollar bills are filthy, therefore I only pick them up and handle them with my hands.
But seriously, me taking that dollar from his foot. ICH DON'T THINK SO. I told him what I thought of him and I didn't get in trouble for "being mean" either. Yaaaaawn.......I am going to sleep now. Here are my feet. Clean. 100 $ bills belong underneath my toes.



If I have to say it myself.......I am so freakin' amazing in so many ways.........!