Entries by TATIANA

At home after a very uneventful Friday night.....it was very slow. Here are the funds that I have, one is for the animals, basically a spay and neuter collection for cats and dogs.
The other one I named "Tati's Tampon Fund" because I thought it was funny. Yes, this is my kind of humor. And no I do not need money for tampons, although I like to joke about that I do (sometimes) when I am at work......The proceeds from this will go to Lee Shore, it is a local safe haven for women and children that are victims of domestic violence and sexual assault. The money is gathering slowly but surely, I don't bring the funds out every night and ask for donations.....more on a seldom kind of level. And yes, every single dollar will go towards what I have intended for it, I am not going to pull an A-Rod and keep 90 % for myself. That would be wrong.



And the tampons are clean, we just dipped a few of them slightly in some cranberry juice.
Well, I am yawning on repeat now. I have to wash my face before I go to sleep.

I am up and ready to start my day....went to sleep at 6 and got up a bit after 11. I have lots of stuff to take care of today, look for a plane ticket, get a bag of food for Chhaya, get some food for myself somewhere, pay my phone bill, go to Home Depot, get some stuff for my Mom at Fred Meyer, look for some Manga for my brother.....then I am going home to do dishes, a load of laundry, walk with Chhaya and a jog if I have time before work this evening. Right now I am having my morning latte at Coffee Roasters.



That is a pic of me and one of my very best friends Mikey on my computer. I met him in Vegas, at Utopia (a now closed down but still legendary club) we became good friends and even lived together for a while. He is in the hospital right now, something unexpected and scary happened to him a few days ago but it looks like he is going home later today, he is doing better. I was worried fora while. I love my Skrinkie very much. That is my nickname for him..... ❤ ❤ ❤

I am in bed after a nice hot bath, felt like I needed that after work. I wanted to go home at about 2 am because it started out so slow but then it got busier and I ended up staying until closing. I feel really blessed in this moment to lay in a large, soft and warm bed with a snoring Chhaya next to me. It could be worse. This was tonight's line up.......



I've had that black triangle bikini triangle top forever now......the heart hanging in the middle is from PetCo, it's one of those dog or cat bling decorations that you hang from their collar.
Anyways, I am going to sleep now.....it is raining outside, I can hear it on my bedroom window. Nice. I am already looking forward to my latte and some lunch tomorrow when I wake up.....

I took Angelica to Veronica's yesterday for lunch. Veronica's is located in Kenai and the building was built in 1918, it's all wood and very charming. I like the food there.



What I also like is that you can buy artwork from artists inside. Like this pretty oil painting.



Nice view from the window.



Afterwards we took Chhaya for a few laps around the Kenai sports field.



I am about to take a bath and get ready for work. Don't know why but I have been so TIRED lately, I could probably curl up in bed and fall asleep right now. At work I start yawning around 2 am and want to go home. Feeling exhausted.

I am sitting at Coffee Roasters, finishing up my latte and crying because I have just read some "Pay It Forward " stories online and that makes me cry, I have a very soft heart. I forgot my phone at home, I was going to upload some new pics from it on here but that has to wait to later.
Pay It Forward, isn't that one of the nicest concepts ever, I love that and I have to do more of it. I love making connections with strangers on a pure, selfless level.....the human connection. With nothing wanted or expected in return. Last night at work I whipped out my funds, the cat and dog spay and neuter fund and Tati's Tampon Fund, where all the proceeds will go to a local shelter for women and children and so many people donated. THAT makes me so happy I want to cry even more now but I don't want to scare the barista here at the coffee shop.
I've had some emotional days lately, some sad and difficult things have happened and I have cried a lot, like every day for more than a week but I'm ok. That is how life is sometimes.....unfortunately. I have always said that I am a realist and that life is hard and full of sadness with happiness and fun stuff mixed in to make it better and easier so we can cope with living. Because in the end.....you are left alone. Then you die. So sad!
A quick Burning Man update......my original plan fell through and it looks like I will be going to Burning Man alone. My first Burning Man and I am going by myself. I was not going to go first because it didn't feel fun to go on my own but some other Burners told me that The Playa wants me there and that I should just dive in. I think they are right. But I will fill you in on more details when I have made some more decisions regarding it.
Have to run now.....errands and Chhaya are awaiting!

My brother released another game, his second. QB. If you like playing games on you phone you NEED this game! Hot off the press, released today!

Get it here



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