Entries by TATIANA

Happy New Year my friends. I am wishing you all the best. Be safe and kind to each other. It is less than two hours left of 2015 here where I am. 2016 starts soon. What does that mean? Anything? I don't know. But I want to thank you for reading. Thank you for the encouraging words throughout the years. Writing this blog has kept me company, your company. It has given me something to do. I know that I don't know most of you, since most of you are silent readers. It's OK. Take care of each other and the ones you love. True love and friendship are precious and hard to find. I might take Chhaya for a drive before midnight and see if we can see some fireworks in town. She likes the "boom booms" as we call it. ❤

I have been absent from the blog for a while due to being very busy, also I was very sad over some stuff and I packed and moved. Me and Chhaya have relocated. As you can see there is plenty of snow here where I am only temporarily and more snow is coming, the sky is gray and there is no sun.
My life is packed up in boxes and it will take time to put everything together and organized.
I miss my house in Kenai a lot. But my life is taking me in this direction now.....and only time will tell what's next.
I hope all of you reading have a very merry, cozy and lovely Christmas. Many hugs from me to you.....!

Well, 90% of everything that I own as far as material possessions is packed away still.
I'm overwhelmed with a lot in life right now. So unpacking, putting away, putting in place and cleaning will happen when it does. This year, this Christmas these are my decorations. I guess it's something. Until they get packed away too and perhaps unpacked next year for Christmas.....or not. You never know what life will bring. Happy one day. Sadness the next. I'm laying here confused and thinking. About life. And broken promises. What people do to each other. I hope you are well and safe. Thank you for reading. Goodnight to all of you my friends......I will try to sleep now.

Look at the sleeping beauty enjoying a soft blanket and cuddles from the teddy. I just finished a yummy coffee. Now I'm going to hop in the bath, then dig out something warm to wear and head out to do some errands and find a place for an exciting walk for Chhaya. I HATE doing boring errands but if I don't get it done today it will feel extra difficult to handle them tomorrow. Never ending boring pestering errands dealing with the same issue for years now.
Chhaya seems OK actually quite well, I called the vet yesterday to ask about her hearing loss after they squirted that thick ointment in her ears. They told me this was normal and once the ointment dissolves she should be back to normal but it can take a while. OK good to know, that made me less worried but the vet did not inform me of this fact beforehand.
I noticed on Chhaya that something was wrong. Anyways......time to get out of bed.

Another birthday came and went. The years go by. Soon it's 2016! How fast will time fly by until next year around this time? Will I sit and write then and reflect about a birthday and Christmas? Only time will tell. I lit a candle for myself. And took a pic to remember the moment.



So since I still haven't figured out my mailing address situation I am having Christmas, birthday presents and cards put on hold until further notice. It's OK, I will get all of that at some point. I appreciate the inquiries to where to send me stuff - Thank You. But I did get a birthday gift yesterday, here it is......a Nespresso machine that makes yummy coffee with foam on top. You pick a capsule and stick it in the machine, push a button and out comes delicious coffee. The person that gave me this said he knew I've been wanting one. Yes I have.



I'm going to get a bottle of the vanilla syrup they use in coffee shops and make my own lattes in the morning. I had two this morning. It was so nice to drink my yummy morning coffee in bed underneath freshly laundered bedding. COMFY!



Look at my pretty Nespresso machine!

So it's my birthday today. I'm back in front of the pellet stove with my feet propped up against it. I found Chhaya's larger bed and put it down next to me and she is sleeping. We went for a walk just down the road to the main road, one car passed us - they (whoever inside) waved.....I waved back. I ate a Noosa lemon yoghurt and had an iced tea. My vision for this birthday was to visit Leavenworth (a Bavarian style village in Washington) but I guess that is not going to happen today. I am going to take a bath, clean and organize a little soon.
This place is a complete mess. The house is large but only the master bedroom, kitchen and large living room area (that has the pellet stove) can in my opinion be used for living quarters. The other rooms can be used for storage. There is a spiral stair case that leads up to a small room upstairs that looks like it held a person prisoner or something a long time ago, perhaps a princess. It reminds me of what in Sweden we call a "kråkslott", it's a very weird looking house. One room looks like a large garage, I could set up my turntables there, attach a spinning stripper pole in the middle of it and throw a happening club night. If I had a 16 year old kid he would love that room. For now it will be a storage room.
Well.....what else can I say? Not much. Here are some pics. A fairly recent one of me at Red Stone Lake Mead.



Photographer Randy Shutterbug Studio.

Me, my Mom, my cousin and the family dog Cilla one Christmas is Sweden a long time ago.
I am wearing a traditional Polish folk outfit.



And my Mom with me when I had newly arrived.