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Tatiana is already home from a totally dead Friday night at work. But that's how it is sometimes, oh well.
She entertained herself with the lastest issue of VOGUE with Kate Moss gracing the cover. Kate recently got married, lucky man that got her!
Tatiana looooooves Kate Moss, she thinks that Kate is the best model. Her face is exquisite. And Tatiana really loves Kate's current haircolor, she would like the same, it's a little lighter than Tatiana's own.
Here are the recent magazines with all the great fall fashion in them. And beauty and gorgeous models. Tatiana loves models, sooooooo pretty most of them but nobody beats Kate!
And an issue of Ms. to keep up with important womens issues around the globe.
Did you know that Tatiana was invited as a guest speaker a few years ago at at conference about feminism? She should dig up the transcripts from that and put some of that up here on her blog.
You can be a dancer and a feminist, or should Tatiana put it like this.........a girl with lots of integrity.

Tatiana is laying on the couch, eating some strawberries, trying to think of something interesting to write about.............but can't think of anything. She is going to finish these berries, then take a small nap before work. Her brain feels tired and needs sleep.
Spent all afternoon outside in the sun, that took all energy out of Tatiana, need to recharge.
Bye for now!

Tonights stage appreciation......lol. That's not including the dances.
Well, it's SEPTEMBER now. Safe to say that summer is over? Tatiana is hoping for some more nice, warm and sunny days still.
About to sleep soon........

Some days are just super HAPPY days for no reason really. Just the reason to be alive right here and now. Grateful for lots of things but mainly what matters the most, the things that are priceless.......My Mom, Chhaya, friends, my health and that I can have food every day.......and a safe place to call home........

Off for some time outside with Chhaya now before work tonight.

Tatiana woke up with a headache today, awful. She felt pretty bad yesterday too, maybe due to all the involuntary inhaling of cigarette smoke she is subjected to at Charlies? It seems like everybody in there is sucking on a cigarette. Death sticks. It's torture at times, smoking is yucky, Tatiana's advice to you if you happen to be a smoker of cigarettes - QUIT, it's gross.
So yesterday was spent feeling semi quesy all day and then today culminated with a nice throbbing morning headache. That disappeared later in the afternoon after a bowl of piping hot tomato soup and two Motrin's. Tatiana decided against working tonight but has every intention of going tomorrow evening.
Anyhow, Saturday at work was kind of annoying. Some guy kept on asking annoying questions, like never ending annoying prying stuff. Tatiana does NOT have patience for that, you can have all kinds of money in your wallet but you can keep the money and your questions. Tatiana does not want to be bothered. That's the reason why some girls get sloshed at work or take some kind of a downer, like Xanax, to be able to deal with never ending questions. With a look of interest or a fake smile plastered on their faces. Well, Tatiana is sober and she has a quick Polish temper too........
Really, what else is there so necessary to know besides that my name is Tatiana, you can SEE that I look good and of course you NEED a dance. It's simple! Sometimes Tatiana feels like she is getting interviewed for a term in the White House as the Leader of the Free World with all the questions she gets. Seriously!
Tatiana appreciates fun, interesting, intelligent conversation anytime. Just not ANNOYING questions........
Then some chicks were in there, sitting at the stage. The girl that was up before Tatiana mentioned that they were rude and made some dumb comments.
Really? Tatiana loves that! Chicks making dumb comments. Try that with Tatiana. First of all, shut up, because the stakes are high that you are at a double loss here. Most likely Tatiana is outing you in both the brains and looks departments, daaaahling.
So when Tatiana went on stage she sashayed over and said "I heard you are talking shit", well the girls did what all good girls are supposed to do while sitting at Tatiana's stage, they opened up their eyes really wide and forked up a twenty dollar bill and about eight ones. Thank you, daaaahlings.
Anyways, it's a little after midnight now. Tatiana is going to take a bath.
Good night!

Tatiana felt much better today (no Motrin needed), well technically yesterday, since it's past midnight now. And really dark outside.
She had every intention of going to work but ended up not to. That happens often, lol. Not very strong work motivation at times....... But she is definitely working this weekend.
Instead of working she got other things done. If Tatiana has a totally unproductive day she feels like that day got wasted, so she tries not to have too many days of doing absolutely nothing. She actually got a lot done today.
Soon she is going to take a nice, hot, much needed bath, scrub her face and brush her teeth, then put on lots of L'Occitane face creme.
But first she is going to take off some nail polish and file her claws really sharp. So she can hook lots of innocent victims this weekend at work.
Well, now you all know what's on Tatiana's wish list this fall............clothes, shoes and bags.......