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Ahhhhhhh........I just got back home from a refreshing run. Enjoying some hot tea now and the feeling of my two sweaty sports bras plastered to my skin. I wear two sports bras when running, I do not like any boob bouncing at all.
So while running I thought of some other stuff I would like to add about pro-life zealots.
I am very curios to find out if there are any pro-lifers out there, good ole' church going folks that have actually been caught and charged with either child abuse, neglect or molesting their own or other people's kids? I am sure those stand up citizens exist amongst degenerates of the likes of me. You know, immoral no good women that take their clothes of for a living. Jeez! Come to think of it........there are plenty of examples of pastors caught red handed doing things to little children that I would never dream of doing. Or look at coach Sandusky.......a prime example making recent headlines.
So before these angry freaks congregate and yell outside abortion clinics while preaching about Jesus and the wrath of God, they should be cleaning up in their own backyards first.
I am sure no woman skips into the clinic to have an abortion with a huge grin on her face.
It's not exactly a FUN thing to do, having an abortion like shopping for a new Prada purse at Neiman's. It's something, that I can safely assume, women do not do without some kind of sadness.
I am a spiritual person, I do not go to church although I do believe in a higher power.
And chakras. I believe in being kind to others and animals. And having respect for the Earth. Sure, I can be a mean bitch - if I have to be. But I try to be mindful and think of the bigger picture and not be totally egotistical and wasteful.

Tune back in tomorrow for some more pics of MEEEEEEE! You know that it is good for your health to look at women in various stages of undress.
And since I am such a nice and caring person I am going to put up more pics of me for everyone to gawk at while improving their health.
Namaste.

I managed to drag myself to work last night after five days of not feeling motivated to leave my house, well I was not feeling motivated to work to be honest........That is the problem I think, I am bored and not motivated to go and work. That is why I like it when I travel for work because I have more energy to actually work and I put in more of an effort while at work. It's good that sometimes I can just sit around and look pretty and guys will come up and either hand me money or ask me for a dance.
Last night I had the misfortune to witness a chunky older lady that I unfortunately work with get her big tits sucked on (loudly) by a large ruddy man. In between the tit sucking they also made out. TOTALLY gross! Please get a room! Actually I think they did, he left and a shortly after she got dressed and left too. At midnight. That's kind of early to leave unless you don't feel well or like what I think happened in this case, she met up with the guy from the club. Good! I'd rather have her get those floppy tits sucked on outside the club than on the bench next to me so I have to be traumatized by it. Thank goodness I do not have to resort to that crap, I would need to be heavily medicated to go through that every night at work.

But anyways, yesterday while reading Newsweek I came across an article that pissed me off.
It was an article called "War of the Wombs" talking about a somebody called Keith Mason that has started up a pro-life group called Personhood USA. It's funny to me that MEN are out there rallying against abortion, getting all fired up, yelling, demonstrating and praying outside abortion clinics. Sometimes even using force against the staff of these clinics with deadly outcome.
This Keith guy is against all abortions, even if you have been RAPED. He is against abortion in ALL circumstances. How sweet of him! He is also against Plan B, the morning after pill.
He and his wife have four kids together, to me that is at least two too many. He met his wife while praying outside an abortion clinic. Awwwww, how cute!
I believe in population control and think that individuals that live in "modern" countries should be intelligent and educated enough to know that having too many kids is selfish from an earth friendly aspect. Nobody stops and thinks about the potential future they might be sending their offspring into, is there going to be enough resources for them to be able to survive and live a good quality life?
I am absolutely pro-choice and think that getting an abortions should be up to the woman or the girl, even if you happen to be under 18. I do not think that women should use abortion like a contraceptive but I do think it is safe to say that the vast majority don't. Of course there should be a time limit and there is, on how far into the pregnancy it should be allowed and safe to go through with an abortion. But to go from giving women the choice to decide over their own bodies to totally ban abortion is wrong.
And actually after all the weekly news I read of people mistreating their children by leaving them in hot cars, allowing their boyfriends and husbands to rape them and dismember them, abusing their own children in every kind of evil way.........I am thinking that those innocent children would had been better off getting aborted. Don't you think so too? There are TOO MANY people out there having kids without stopping to think about what responsibilities come with it, the sacrifices that you have to make. They just become pregnant, squeeze out the kid and hope for the best and some of them should NOT HAVE KIDS AT ALL. Obviously. Look at all the kids suffering in the hands of their sk parents.
It is better to have an abortion instead of having a kid and then not giving that child the good, stable life that every child deserves. I treat my dog Chhaya better than some people treat their children.
So to force women to give birth even if they become pregnant by rape or if they do not want the child to begin with is just wrong. I wish MEN could stay out of women's issues like abortion. I am not praying and/or demonstrating and insisting on that men cut off their foreskins or do any other mandatory changes to their bodies. So leave women alone and let the ones that opt to have an abortion be able to go through with it in peace without having to get harassed by a hoard of angry bible thumpers outside the abortion clinics.

Having said that.....I am now taking my very much loved and very well taken care of Chhaya out for a walk.

I've had an idea to use a ribbon in one of my photo shoots, I finally got to use it in the shoot I did with Barry last month. I like the contrast of the ribbon against skin. But if I use a ribbon again I will pay more attention to detail, I should had used more of the ribbon around my leg.
Photos by Barry Gallegos.

Say what you want about Paris Hilton but if there is one person I would like to change lives with it's her. She is economically totally independent, travels the world, loves animals and she is having my kind of fun. She supposedly went to 100 raves last year, I know she went to EDC this year and last and she was dressed really cute, totally my taste cute for a rave and she just DJ'd in Sao Paulo, Brazil. Sure all the other DJs totally slammed her but that's not the point here, Paris is having FUN and I would love to trade places with her. Besides, many DJs love to judge other DJs and talk about each other - I've been around enough of them to know this. And guess what, my headphones would be bedazzled too, I would either have some super KAWAII Hello Kitty headphones covered in pink and white rhinestones or I would have my Pioneers blinged out.
I love that she played Somebody That I Used to Know by Gotye. I love that song, though Paris is playing a dance mix of course. First time I heard it was back in April at Pacha in NYC.
And whether her set was prerecorded or not I do not know, neither am I going to elaborate on that now.
I have Technics 1200's myself, turntables that is. Most DJs that have been around a while will tell you that it is more difficult to master the art of beat matching on some turntables with vinyl records than on a MAC synced up to some mixing software.

One of Paris EDC outfits, LOVE it, except the shoes, I would never wear heels like those to a rave. Platform boots, sure.



And I want this headband she is wearing, love it and the shades. The dress is amazing too though you can't really see it in the pic.......



And some fun Paris quotes that I either agree with or think are funny........

Some girls were just born with glitter in their veins.

The only rule is don't be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in.

You should live everyday like it's your birthday.

When people you don't even know hate you, that's when you know you're the best.

No matter what a woman looks like, if she's confident, she's sexy.

I first wanted to be a veterinarian. And then I realised you had to give them shots to put them to sleep, so I decided I'd just buy a bunch of animals and have them in my house instead.

I didn’t want to be like all these socialites – they sit at home, and go to the debutant ball, and marry some rich guy and that’s it. That’s all they do. I wanted to do my own thing so I could buy whatever I want, do whatever I want.

Everybody's looking at me
But it's alright
I like attention
The clubs not hot until I walk through
They stop and stare and watch me move
Like damn I like that
I'm sexy and you know it.

I'd rather not do anything. Guys want you more when you don't. Young girls should know that.

I'm the best animal lover in the world. There's nobody who takes care of their pets like me...... they are my children.

If someone asks you to do something, so it really bad so they never ask you to do it again.

Ooooooh Paris, I LIKE her! She seems like lots of fun!

Speaking of EDC........here I am at four different EDC parties ranging from 2001 - 2012.
Always FAB! I have more EDC pics from other parties I attended but those are stored in my albums that I have at my place in Vegas.
I still have those Diesel flower pants, almost wore them again to this years EDC.......

Since I have been feeling like a slug and eating like a pig the last few days I decided to work up a sweat right before midnight and went for a run. It was one of the best runs ever, I had so much energy. It's funny because there are times when I go for the same run (jog) in the afternoon and it feels so much more difficult. But I am a night person, I think that my peak hours are like between 10 PM - 2 AM.
I left Chhaya by the fire while I went running, we had a nice walk right before. She too ran around all over the place.



As you can see, it is still light out at 11 20 PM when I took this pic. I love the light summer nights.
Now I am sipping on some tea. Thinking about maybe waxing my legs before I take a bath. I feel great, had a really nice, relaxing evening. Much needed.

I have to admit that I have been at home since Wednesday, besides going on that trip to Seward. Having my period is a good excuse for me to not go to work. Besides, my stomach cramped so badly yesterday that I had to take a pill for the pain and it's been a while since I had to do that.
After some contemplating I decided to stay at home tonight too. Lexi told me that I have not been missing much, lots of girls and lame.
So, I have been at home enjoying the rain and a few nice evenings at home. Made a fire last night, stayed up late with Chhaya.
Might go for a run this evening, then take a long hot bath.
So if you have missed your favorite long legged long haired beast Tatiana at the club, sorry I am taking a few nights off. Try again next week!