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Some girls I work with are just so lame and insecure. Too bad.....for them. It's kind of amusing to me! The other night a group of four guys came in, they come here for a week or so in the summer to fish, they are from Virginia and call themselves "The Virginia Boys". Anyhow, I met them before and they really like me, according to them
I am their favorite and they think all kinds of nice things about me.
Sweet! Well, I was chit chatting and catching up with them and then I got busy with stage and making rounds.
A little later I sat down with one of them and he told me that a girl had asked him for a dance and he had told her that the only girl that he would have dancing for him was me. So she said kind of snarky, "What is it about her anyway?". And he went on to inform her that him and his friends think that I am the most beautiful girl in the club, every summer they have been up. Not only that, I am super cool, not pushy and one of the smartest and nicest girls he has met, ever. HIS words, not mine. That shut her up. HA! If I ask a guy in the club if he wants a dance and he tells me that he is waiting for somebody else, for example Lexi. I say, "Great, have a wonderful evening!". I am not going to ask him what's so special about Lexi or tell him that he should dance with me instead because I am so much better, bla bla bla or some other dumb shit some girls say. I would never do that, even if I think that the girl he is waiting for is kind of ugly or whatever. Not that I think Lexi is ugly, I am just using her as an example. It's not ok to do that, shows no respect for your co workers and makes you look like an insecure fool.
But since this twerpy girl from the other night opened the can of worms already, it's fair game. I think she looks like a twerp, in need of some rhinoplasty, has a mousy face, some bad saggy boobs and she jerks around like a fish on land when she is "dancing" on stage - it's painful to watch. So she can just take a good look at me and realize that she will never look anything like me, no matter how many times she asks guys, "What it is about her anyway?" The only cute thing about her is her butt, I will give her that, the rest......not so much. Then she had the nerve to ask me last night, what my name is.
I looked at her and said, "Don't you know what my name is, you wanted to know what was so special about me last night". She didn't know what to say after that. Lame girl, go back and jerk around on stage at that pathetic club you "dance" at in Anchorage. And no, I am not talking about The Bush, I hope they have higher standards than that (though I heard the contrary.......).

Went back to Veronica's today again because I wanted more apple pie a la mode. I am such a foodie, I could never subject myself to any diet because I would never be able to follow it. Though sometimes I am thinking about doing a juice cleanse just to see if that would do me any good. Food makes me happy and I love trying out new restaurants. FOOOOOOD!!!! Right now I would love some kraut and potato pierogies with fried onion........mmmmmmmm! Or pizza!

Met up with Lexi at Veronica's for lunch. As you can see we wore matching shirts.
We talked about work, pedicures and boys.
I am kind of tired today, got woken up too early by the phone ringing, again. But I don't have time to rest, Chhaya needs to go outside.
I might squeeze in a small nap before work tonight. Lexi told me she might not go in to work. But in case you didn't know this yet, me and Lexi are the cutest girls in the club. Come in and see for yourself!

I am soooooo happy to be back at home in my warm bed with Chhaya. My feet ache after tonight's work. I NEED an hour long foot and calf massage for each foot. Really.
I wish my fave masseuse Cathy lived here, I would go to her once a week. That is money well spent.
When I get up I am having lunch with Lexi. Yeay! But now I am going to read a little and then sleep.

It's only 11 22 AM, kind of early for me. I went to sleep close to 6 this morning, had two people call me during my sleep, I had to answer the calls and send a text so my sleep got interrupted. Now I have been laying in bed for like 45 minutes or so, still feeling tired, my eyes are heavy but I might as well get up soon. Perhaps a nap in the sun later, another nice day here in Kenai!
No specific plans for the day - my usual routine. Coffee, food, Chhaya. Then work. We had a lot of girls last night. I have to give up one of my lockers tonight (I have three and they are kind of small I think) to make room for the girls that flock here in July hoping to cash in. I guess I can do that for some time and then I will take my locker back.
I contacted a club in Fargo. I think it would be fun to try Fargo.........and I heard of a big convention of some sort called Big Iron Farm Show that draws large crowds to town during that time. That would be in September. Well, the manager got back to me and said that I can come and work anytime BUT during the Big Iron show she has 100 + girls that she needs to fit into 25 slots. And the regular girls get to work the show, no new girls.
That's fine......I can go another time.
Well......I guess I am going to make an effort and crawl out of bed.

Woke up to a shining sun and blue sky. Hopped out of bed and went to Coffee Roasters for my daily breakfast.



After that I spent all afternoon outside in the sunshine. I need to take advantage of the sun, it might not last long.



Work was kind of busy last night. The first rush of people consisted of a group of pitiful guys and girls celebrating some chicks birthday. They all camped around the stage with dumb expressions on their faces, reluctantly parting with their dollar bills. Staring at us like we are some freaks.
Yes bitch, I know I look way better than all of you combined, don't be jealous - it's not my fault.
If you do not like girls or feel threatened by them, please stay away from strip clubs. And don't worry, I do not want to date your lame boyfriend, even though he wants to date me.
You can keep him.
Then there was a guy in there that was highly annoying, I actually slapped him twice in the back of the head, he mouthed off to the wrong girl. Some people should not be allowed out in public, he was one of those. Well, he acted so crazy and pissed off enough people that he finally got kicked out. I guess he wasn't too happy about that because once he was outside he showed his displeasure by bashing in one of the windows.
By 2 AM I was sitting and resting by myself at the bar. For some reason this is looked at as strange. I can never be alone for more than five minutes, somebody always comes and bothers me, wondering WHY I am alone (like it's something bad) and it's usually somebody drunk or annoying or both. Well, last night a fella in an Affliction t-shirt decided that he just had to sit down next to me and have a conversation.
I love talking, if the person that is talking to me has something funny or interesting to say.
Not just some drunken bullshit. And guys, please retire your Ed Hardy and Affliction shirts unless you are a roided out gorilla from Jersey, then you are allowed to wear them because you do not know any better. Thank You.
Anyhow......Mr Affliction said something that he thought was funny, I didn't, so he got offended because I did not brake out in a fake laugh. Really? I told him to go and talk to some other girl instead, I am sure he wouldn't have a problem finding somebody in there that would latch on to him, pretend to listen to every dumb word out of his mouth and fake laugh at all his not funny jokes while trying to get $ out of him.
I am not that girl though. Why? Because I CAN. If you don't like me........fine, then leave. I do not need you anyway. So Mr Affliction's manly pride got hurt and he declared loudly to some other guys next to us that I was totally humorless, not only that, I was also an ugly brown bear in need of a make up artist. LOL. THAT was actually funny so I laughed.
Then we had another group of guys and girls come in and they decided that the ugly brown bear (ME) was the best looking girl in the club and bought some dances from me. For some reason a lot of people think this about me......they must like bears.
I danced for a girl that I thought was hot. There was definitely some chemistry there, I could tell she wanted to kiss me and I kind of wanted to kiss her too but didn't. Not at work. She would have to take me on a date first.
I haven't seen a girl in a while that I like in that way, so that was nice. I got all worked up over it for a minute.
Anyways, it is getting to be that time.........shower time. Then work.