Welcome to Chaos !!

It's only 11 22 AM, kind of early for me. I went to sleep close to 6 this morning, had two people call me during my sleep, I had to answer the calls and send a text so my sleep got interrupted. Now I have been laying in bed for like 45 minutes or so, still feeling tired, my eyes are heavy but I might as well get up soon. Perhaps a nap in the sun later, another nice day here in Kenai!
No specific plans for the day - my usual routine. Coffee, food, Chhaya. Then work. We had a lot of girls last night. I have to give up one of my lockers tonight (I have three and they are kind of small I think) to make room for the girls that flock here in July hoping to cash in. I guess I can do that for some time and then I will take my locker back.
I contacted a club in Fargo. I think it would be fun to try Fargo.........and I heard of a big convention of some sort called Big Iron Farm Show that draws large crowds to town during that time. That would be in September. Well, the manager got back to me and said that I can come and work anytime BUT during the Big Iron show she has 100 + girls that she needs to fit into 25 slots. And the regular girls get to work the show, no new girls.
That's fine......I can go another time.
Well......I guess I am going to make an effort and crawl out of bed.

Woke up to a shining sun and blue sky. Hopped out of bed and went to Coffee Roasters for my daily breakfast.



After that I spent all afternoon outside in the sunshine. I need to take advantage of the sun, it might not last long.



Work was kind of busy last night. The first rush of people consisted of a group of pitiful guys and girls celebrating some chicks birthday. They all camped around the stage with dumb expressions on their faces, reluctantly parting with their dollar bills. Staring at us like we are some freaks.
Yes bitch, I know I look way better than all of you combined, don't be jealous - it's not my fault.
If you do not like girls or feel threatened by them, please stay away from strip clubs. And don't worry, I do not want to date your lame boyfriend, even though he wants to date me.
You can keep him.
Then there was a guy in there that was highly annoying, I actually slapped him twice in the back of the head, he mouthed off to the wrong girl. Some people should not be allowed out in public, he was one of those. Well, he acted so crazy and pissed off enough people that he finally got kicked out. I guess he wasn't too happy about that because once he was outside he showed his displeasure by bashing in one of the windows.
By 2 AM I was sitting and resting by myself at the bar. For some reason this is looked at as strange. I can never be alone for more than five minutes, somebody always comes and bothers me, wondering WHY I am alone (like it's something bad) and it's usually somebody drunk or annoying or both. Well, last night a fella in an Affliction t-shirt decided that he just had to sit down next to me and have a conversation.
I love talking, if the person that is talking to me has something funny or interesting to say.
Not just some drunken bullshit. And guys, please retire your Ed Hardy and Affliction shirts unless you are a roided out gorilla from Jersey, then you are allowed to wear them because you do not know any better. Thank You.
Anyhow......Mr Affliction said something that he thought was funny, I didn't, so he got offended because I did not brake out in a fake laugh. Really? I told him to go and talk to some other girl instead, I am sure he wouldn't have a problem finding somebody in there that would latch on to him, pretend to listen to every dumb word out of his mouth and fake laugh at all his not funny jokes while trying to get $ out of him.
I am not that girl though. Why? Because I CAN. If you don't like me........fine, then leave. I do not need you anyway. So Mr Affliction's manly pride got hurt and he declared loudly to some other guys next to us that I was totally humorless, not only that, I was also an ugly brown bear in need of a make up artist. LOL. THAT was actually funny so I laughed.
Then we had another group of guys and girls come in and they decided that the ugly brown bear (ME) was the best looking girl in the club and bought some dances from me. For some reason a lot of people think this about me......they must like bears.
I danced for a girl that I thought was hot. There was definitely some chemistry there, I could tell she wanted to kiss me and I kind of wanted to kiss her too but didn't. Not at work. She would have to take me on a date first.
I haven't seen a girl in a while that I like in that way, so that was nice. I got all worked up over it for a minute.
Anyways, it is getting to be that time.........shower time. Then work.

I love my Hello Kitty hoddie, it is supercute and has lots of nice details, like long sleeves and the polka dots on the inside and on the hood. Wore that to work last night, I never dress up before work because I am changing into something else as soon as I get there anyways.
Met some very nice people yesterday that had served in Irak and Afghanistan. Had a long talk about the situation in the world today, the Taliban, war, religion, election, health care, outsourcing jobs, food issues like shortage and genetically modified food, womens rights - things like that. We agreed on that the world is a sad and scary place and ignorance is indeed bliss. The less you know, the less you have to care. Though I'd rather know, though my heart aches and I get upset.
And I can tell you another thing. I would be too scared to go and fight in a war, how people do it - I don't know. So yes, I think soldiers are very brave though I am against war.

Today I took my Chhaya for a nice walk. Had on my Hunter boots, which I love.



I want another pair. I used to want the pink Hunter boots and though they are very cute, I think I want the green ones instead.
Now they also have Hunter booties, kind of cute but I don't think I would wear them. There are way cuter booties out there, usually when the new fall fashion comes I always fall in love with at least three pairs.

The other day when I went to Veronica's my pants ripped. I loved those pants, they were Miss Sixty that I looooooove!
I've had them for a long time and the rip was too big to try to repair. Now I need new cute pants from Miss Sixty.
When I walked into Veronica's to meet up with Lexi, half of my butt cheek was on display. The men that happened to be at Veronica's fought over who was going to pay for our lunch. We finally bestowed the honor on one nice man that paid for our lunch and bought me a brand new Mercedes too just because......that's the power of a butt cheek peeking out through some ripped pants.
Just kidding......I tied a hoddie around my waist and that was that.

Tatiana loves Nutella! This is a perfect and yummy snack. Croissants heated up in he oven, butter and Nutella. So good! You should try it!
Or just eat the Nutella with a spoon straight out of the jar. Tatiana had a great day so far. Did some errands, took Chhaya for a walk, went for a run. Now she is relaxing and resting at home before another night at work.

Chhaya is the cutest! Look at her posing with a flower. She is the best friend ever! I am so happy that she is in my life.