Welcome to Chaos !!

Ummmmmm........no work for me tonight. I am being lazy, again. Well, too lazy for work at least. I shouldn't have to work anymore......lol.
Instead I returned some movies I rented the other day and went grocery shopping, so I don't have to do that tomorrow. I was really living it up here in the village tonight!
Then I got a coffee craving at around 11 PM so I went to the local McDonald's. I have not been to a McDonald's for well over a year. It was very complicated for the young lady working there to get me a coffee, she gave me a cold coffee, I didn't ask for an iced latte, just a regular coffee. So somebody else made me a fresh pot. I do not drink coffee to perk up - I am always perky, he he..... I could go to sleep now if I wanted to. I think coffee is yummy - well after I add sugar and milk to regular coffee. Otherwise I much rather prefer a vanilla latte, from a coffee place. I also love the chai at Starbucks, so good. And their whipped cream, the best ever! One day I need a birthday cake covered with the whipped cream they have at Starbucks.
Now I am at home, watching Jimmy Fallon, he is super cute. Tonight Sophia Vergara is on and I have to say......Mamma Mia, she is drop dead gorgeous! I used to not like her that much but she has grown on me, what a beautiful WOMAN.
What would I do on a Thursday night in Vegas? Well, work (when I still worked there). Or be out late night shopping, with Julia perhaps while sipping on an ice blended vanilla latte from The Coffee Bean, there are malls open until midnight there - perfect.
Or maybe be out dancing at some fun place with Mikey. We usually go to the gay bars. Cute boys and dancing = FUN!
Spending time with Angelica and our dogs, talking about life.
Go to Walmart just to look at all the Walmart people, always entertaining, especially at the one located on Charleston and Decatur.
But I am in Alaska now. Thinking about mopping my bathroom floors, I like to clean at night. Very glamorous!

It's probably time to get back to work tonight......I think. And work through the weekend.
I am getting bored at home, I finished Gone Girl last night, well around 2 AM this morning to be specific.
What a story the author came up with! I don't know how people come up with such intricate, amazing stories......WOW! I do recommend the book, it kept me spellbound. Now I want to read Gillian Flynn's other two novels, Dark Places and Sharp Objects .
Update on the injured moose baby......I saw it again with the Mama Moose and sibling. But then yesterday evening, the Mama was back in my yard with only the healthy baby. I am trying not to think about it.....it's so sad. 😥
Some guy from Fish and Game called me back yesterday morning ( at 9 AM and woke me up) and explained to me that they do not have resources to care for injured moose, that they only help out small baby moose, when they are newborns like in July. He said that moose are resilient and that it might bounce back and if not nature will run it's course. NOT what I wanted to hear. Can I maybe have it as a pet? It is illegal to feed moose in Alaska, I think that is a dumb rule. I think you should be able to feed them if they can't feed themselves for some reason. I feed the birds and the squirrels. And whatever other animal that wants to have some of what I put out.
It is also illegal to give money to people that beg for it on the streets in Anchorage. Weird. That too, should be up to me. If I choose to help out a hungry or a homeless person I should be able to. Without getting a ticket for it, like I committed a crime. And if you don't want to give money to a beggar, then don't. Though I don't think people should be allowed to sit around and beg with children.
Kids should be in school. If you can't afford to feed yourself, then you should not have kids.
But sometimes unforeseeable things happen. I am talking about people that drag their kids around on purpose to beg, they make a career out of it.
Well, I need my latte like NOW......!
Here are the last few pics from one of my shoots that I did in New York back in April. I want to go back to New York, I LOVE that place!





Photographer Mark Wiggin.

Questions Tatiana gets ALL the time, "Do you date", or, "Do you have a boyfriend?"
OF COURSE! Right now Tatiana is busy dating this guy......."The Steel Hammer."




And before him Tatiana was dating this guy......her cutie "Volodya" - that keeps calling her and wants her back btw. Hmmmm, Tatiana is a little tempted to take him back, he is such an irresistible cutie! Very SEKSI.




Tatiana must have a weakness for Eastern Bloc guys, especially with the name Vladimir.
Maybe Tatiana dated Vlad the Impaler in a past life?
Besides these two handsome strong men, Tatiana harbors crushes on Chester Bennington and Rihanna.

One of my readers recommended a book for me Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn. How do you better spend a chilly, windy evening than curled up with a good book? I am excited to dig into this book, thank you Bella! 🙂



When you are reading a book that captivates you, all you want to do (well at least I feel this way.....) is be at home reading. Some people don't read that much, I always read something.
One of my fave things to do.
Yesterday I was very upset because I have a Mama moose and two twin calves that come through my yard. Well, one of the babies has a bad back leg, I think it might be broken, because the baby does not put any weight on it. The leg just hangs there and that calf is thinner than it's sibling.
It is SO difficult to watch the baby limp around. I was crying last night because I really want this baby to survive. I called Fish and Game and the person I talked to said they could come out and kill the baby. NO WAY! But then they said if it's still eating it might, MIGHT, still make it. And the baby is eating and drinking, I have been watching it. So then I called the Alaska Wildlife Conservation Center in Girdwood that takes in animals from across the state. And they told me that they would only take in the baby if Fish and Game brings it in. I searched online and found another number to call, for some department within Fish and Game that actually saves injured or abandoned moose calves. Nobody answered, so I left a message. I don't want this cute baby moose to die! What should I do?
Here they are. It's the baby closest to the camera that has the bad leg. It's the leg the baby is not resting on the ground. The other baby calf is laying down.

So.....Tatiana is going to South Dakota for work next month and to Vegas for fun and massages by Cathy. She just booked all the tickets and the rental car in South Dakota today. Tatiana is going back to a very small town in the middle of nowhere.......she was there last year, it's a crazy circus at that club but Tatiana is going anyways. $$$! Right now Tatiana has slight anxiety and butterflies due to this, she does not like the time leading up to any longer trips. At this point she is not looking forward to this at all, it feels like a chore and the anxiety is stemming from the fact that Tatiana has to be away from Chhaya for weeks. Even though Chhaya will be in very good hands......but STILL. Once Tatiana is at the location she will feel much better and be in work mode. And you will be able to read all about it when Tatiana is there.
And in Vegas time will fly by as always, friends, shopping etc. A girlfriend from Sweden will be there at the same time as Tatiana, that will be fun.
Tatiana already told her that they are going to at least one haunted house, one of Tatiana's fave things to do for Halloween!

I am in bed, it's only 10 30 PM and I could fall asleep right now. SO tired.
Recap of the week. I worked Tuesday - Saturday. Went running four times, aimed for five but didn't go yesterday. Had a vanilla latte every day. Of course! Work was......work. It was ok. I did meet a very nice person that is in town working as a surgeon. We talked a lot about his time in Nigeria when he was there with Doctors Without Borders. That is very impressive to me. He told me about a young girl that came in, (only 12 years old) she had been raped and was so badly injured that they had a difficult time stopping the bleeding. 😥
I recently read an article about women in Nigeria that drop off their newborns at the dump because they do not want them. Abortion is illegal in Nigeria. I am not sure how they feel about birth control. But if you are poor, I guess buying birth control might not be topping the list of things to get. Too bad that abortion is illegal in some places, I think an aborted fetus would be a much better solution than a newborn baby dying at the dump.
Sometimes people wonder if I go out around here. Well......NO. I have been to the few options available here to check them out, not really my cup of tea. I LOVE going out, with one good friend or a group of fun people to either a rave or a club with the kind of music I like. But if I am going to get ready and go anywhere where music is played around here and have guys hit on me.......I might as well go to work and get paid at the same time. And the most of my time off is spent at home, peaceful and quiet.
I dug up my potatoes today. My first crop ever! They are so pretty, red. Here's a pic of them.



I'm not going to put up bikini pics every day ok, so today you'll get my potatoes!
Also......got some sad news the other day about a friend. Put some stuff in perspective for me.......even if only for a while. Life is very fragile.
We can be here today and gone tomorrow. Some leave much too early.