Welcome to Chaos !!

I just got done watching the Grammys. I was under the impression that my beautiful Rihanna was going to perform but I didn't even see her. Was I mistaken, what happened? Well, that made me disappointed....
I love singing and dancing, being a performer as in singer would probably be my dream profession but I am not musically inclined like that but I can fantasize right?
Lady Gaga did a David Bowie number. Now that man was talented and interesting but the most beautiful thing about him was the genuine and pure love he seemed to have for his wife and family. To me that is something so special, I wish we all could have that true and pure love with someone. David Bowie seemed to be a really nice person, I will feel extra much every time I hear Let's Dance from now on, I love that song.
And I really wanted The Weeknd to win at least one (or more) Grammy, his album is amazing, so many of the songs are sooooo good and his voice is beautiful, so I was disappointed there too. One more disappointing thing, this new ice cream that I got, Gelato Fiasco. Yuck. I didn't even finish it and for me to not finish ice cream is like never heard of.....Fiasco for sure. I will try it again in a different flavor before I write it off because I believe in second chances.... But now it's time for bed.

There is a heart shaped sculpture with padlocks attached to it outside Container Park in Vegas called The Love Locket. I haven't been down there since last year sometime. People attached padlocks and notes to it as a symbol for their love for someone or each other......so cute! Well, it got vandalized recently. Who would vandalize such a beautiful symbol of LOVE and why? Perfect example of the evil and nasty people that are roaming around everywhere. The creator of The Love Locket (Nova May) said that she was sad when she heard the news about what happened but then she said that, "Just like love, the piece was always a work in progress." After dark comes light, and after destruction, you rebuild. What a positive and heart warming message! So what happened next? Well, the Downtown Project stepped in and fixed the part that was vandalized and you can now buy new locks to hang on the sculpture with half of the purchase price going to The American Heart Association. Love always prevails!
Happy Valentine's Day everybody! I wish you all love and happiness.
Me and The Love Locket.....

Ugh......I'm feeling like a gross doughy barf, if that makes any sense? Do you ever just feel like barf? Let's see.....update.....I'm alive but traumatized - still smiling though. Still having my yummy vanilla latte every day, the other night I had two in a day when me and Janis went to Madhouse late after scrambling up and down the mountain at Mountains Edge park after dark with Chhaya in tow of course. Check out the view, well worth it.



I also have four zits right now, well had since they are slowly going away. Four.....I can't recall the last time I had that many blemishes. But whatever. Can you spot them in the pic?
No photoshop or make up as you can see.....I don't care, this is who I am too.
I am writing this from my Samsung since my Mac is out for the count, something about the Motherboard and me using a broken adapter cable that caused something to break, I don't know. I do not speak computer language.
Anyhow I just wanted to check in and say HELLO with a smile and wish you all a beautiful weekend. I bawled earlier cause they were showing some people (on TV) that lost a family member in accidents. One moment here.....breathing, talking and alive and the next moment gone - forever. You just never know.... That was very emotional for me to watch.....WHY does this time here on Earth, the time we call life have to be so painful at times? Anyways.....before I start crying again, much LOVE to all from me and my love Chhaya. XOXO.

Last year I found this Barbie shirt hidden on a sales rack at Dillards, thought it was cute and got it thinking I could wear it at Burning Man or as a fun shirt for a photo shoot. So I brought it with me when me and Cindy shot last month. It was freezing (I was shivering when we took these pics) and very windy that January day. I only wish I would had brought bubble gum so I could blow a big pink bubble just like Barbie does in a few of the pics but I forgot, although it was kind of like something I had planned. Oh well - next time! I think these Barbie shirt pics are very KAWAII!







I don't like my face here but I like the wall extending behind me. So I am adding it anyways.......



Photographer Cindy Enchanted Eye Photography.
www.enchantedeyephotography.com

It's a big day here in the US today, game day......Super Bowl Sunday. Super Bowl 50 on top of that, so it is special but that's as far as my knowledge and interest goes regarding this game and sports in general. I am not a sports watching fan, it does not interest me. I watch the Olympics sometimes and that's about it but to actually watch or attend a game whether it's football, hockey or whatever.....no thanks. I'd rather take a nap, eat, go for a walk with Chhaya or read a book.
Anyhow. Last night I had a headache and my eyes were hurting, I did not even put in my contacts. Feeling better today, I really need to start drinking more water. Speaking of walks, I had my morning cup of coffee and me and Chhaya are going on a long walk today. And I will force myself to drink one large glass of water. Better than nothing.
Cindy sent me all the pictures from our shoot last month the other day, so I am going to put them up a few at a time.





Photographer Cindy Enchanted Eye Photography.
www.enchantedeyephotography.com

I'm just eating it seems like.......
Here are the best cupcakes from Trader Joe's. So yummy! Chhaya wants some but of course I am not going to give her a whole cupcake, she can lick some frosting off my fingers but that's it.



Met with Janis for some quality time.



Late night snack at Roxy's.



This morning's breakfast. Coffee and eggs. Chhaya gets eggs too, good source of protein for dogs and humans.