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Tatiana spent all night on an airplane. She gets a little emotional when traveling......it is sad somehow.
It was a beautiful evening in Anchorage, the sky over the mountains was tinted light pink.

And this is from somewhere over Alaska. Very majestic, Tatiana felt tiny. A small human in such an enormous place.

When Tatiana arrived in Vegas at 9 AM today she felt - HOME.

I am in Anchorage right now about to catch a plane to Vegas in a few hours.........
Having separation anxiety from my Chhaya but I know she is in good hands. Thoroughly enjoyed a meal at the Yak & Yeti. They have THE BEST chai there but I totally forgot about that and ordered a latte next door instead. Must get a chai next time. Cannot forget!
It is SOOOOOO much nicer, warmer, greener and more lush in Anchorage than it is in Kenai. It actually feels like summer here and I just want to be outside and enjoy myself. Go for a long walk and take it all in. Kenai is borderline depressing even in the sk summer time.
Anyways, I have to start heading towards the airport soon.......next time I check in I will be in Vegas, unless I get inspired to write something while I am at the airport.

I overslept! That nap turned into a few hours of sweaty sleep. When I woke up it was either stress to get ready and get to work late or stay home.
Soooooo, I chose the latter. A good thing, I have a small headache lingering and usually cigarette smoke will make it worse.
So I am home, on the couch, watching Saturday Night Live - funny! I will stay up for a while, take a bath and then enjoy some more sleep.
I truly love sleeping, it's pure pleasure to me. I usually wake up slowly, savoring every moment of laying in my bed.
What else can I tell you.....? Let me elaborate a little on my blog about me being "mean" to some crybaby I unfortunately encountered at work.
I believe in treating people the way you want to be treated, therefore I am usually always pleasant and polite but never fake, I can't be fake - it's not me. Therefore, I will speak up when somebody thinks it is totally ok to disrespect me OR my co workers just because we happen to be strippers.
ICH DON'T THINK SO HONEY! You just mouthed off to the wrong girl, I am feisty and grew up in Sweden where women stand up for themselves.
Go and be rude to your wife or girlfriend if you have one. Meanwhile, shut up and fork over the cash. Just kidding - kind of.
And to all my fans that appreciate me......I appreciate you too! ♡

Kind of hot and sunny. Tatiana is hiding inside for now. She was laying out earlier but got too hot and the mosquitos were being annoying.
It's been a lazy day. Tatiana is full from eating, she might even skip out on her latte run today. Maaaaybe.......Feeling too tired to move.
Tatiana got reprimanded at work last night for having been "mean" to some guys. Let me tell you, Tatiana much rather get reprimanded for being mean that being a dirty dancer. And as far as being mean goes, it is called standing up for yourself. Supposedly totally accepted anywhere else besides if you are a girl working in a strip club. Then you should just be pretend fake happy all the time. Tatiana is always being HERSELF, if you don't like that - go talk to somebody else, don't bother her. AND Tatiana is way too good looking and way too proud to allow some old (or young), crusty, mean, drunk think that he can blurt out whatever he wants just because he is spending a little bit of $. Ooooooh "big spender" keep that money baby, Tatiana got plenty, she'd rather not have it anyways if it comes from somebody like that.
If other girls don't hold themselves up to the same high standards, oh well, too bad for them, must suck to be them. If Tatiana has the energy she might write about what happened. But for now, it is nap time.

Yesterday was June 1. To me, the summer has started.
It was nice out yesterday and I went into town to get a pedicure. It was time to freshen up my toes with some cuticle care and new pink nailpolish.
I even got to wear capri pants, a tank top and my flip flops. Finally!
Chhaya was feeling the heat too.





Waiting for my pedicure and during the pedicure.




Can you see Chhaya in my glasses?



In the evening I went to work. Picked out this outfit for the evening. I stick with one outfit, I do not change during the night.

Tatiana got home a little while ago, it's already 8 PM and she is feeling rushed. Today was a non stop day from the time the alarm rang at 10 30 AM.
And it's far from over........Tatiana has to make Chhaya some food, the carrots are boiling on the stove. Chhaya gets carrots mixed into her canned food sometimes, she seems to like it, Tatiana never has to nag for Chhaya to finish her carrots. After feeding Chahya it's shower time, then some make up application, lashes and after that work. Tatiana will be home again sometimes between 3 and 5 AM.
The day today was spent doing errands, super important things like getting a pedicure.
Here are some pics. The pic of Tatiana jumping on her bed is featured in a book called ...live...love......SMILE.
Tatiana wrote an entry about that a while ago, if you want to read about that and see more cute pics, click here





Photographer WOLF189.