Welcome to Chaos !!

The days seem long. But the years go by so fast.
Really.....? Already January 31? It went by so fast. I've had a great month. But time goes by way too fast for me.
When I start thinking about it, my thoughts turn very real and scary. One more day that passes means one more day closer to the day
when I and the people and beings that I love, cherish and care for will be gone too.
It's awful, scary and sad and I do not want any of it to happen, ever.
What about all the places that I want to see? The things I want to experience? The more time that I want to spend with my family and friends?
Will there be enough time? There will never be enough time.....sadly......
I think that life is suffering. If you know me, you know that I am a rather happy person that loves to laugh, have fun and joke around. And dance.
But the reality of existence here on earth is suffering, because we will all die. The people we love are going to die. Our animal friends too.
We will grow old and maybe sick. All the good things that happen in life are passing experiences and band aids to help us deal with the reality of life.
The end.
I have so many more hugs to give to the people and beings I care for, I don't want things to end.......ever.
What I am hoping for is that there is another place where we go, a place where I will be reunited with everybody from my life that I cared for.
There must be another place. A silver lining.

It's only 10:15 PM here and I am already in bed. I have to get up really early tomorrow to drive to Anchorage for my Green Peel.
Exciting and a little scary. Never had a peel before, just regular facials.
After the peel I am not supposed to wash my face for five days! I have to clean it with a special solution. Bukkake omelette solution.....yes, this
topic is still highly amusing to me......
So, I won't work during that time I am thinking. My skin will peel and be red. Not so SEKSI for work, looking all scabbed up, trying to look cute, noooooo.
I am too vain for that.
Instead I am going to sit at home and heal. Watch movies and be lazy.
And I have to go back to Anchorage again the following week for a follow up facial. The things I am willing to do for.......not really sure what for.....ME?
I went to the gym this evening for one last workout before the peel. Not sure that I want to be seen in public with a stoplight red face.
It might not be THAT bad though........
Now I am going to take a bath and wash my hair.

Tatiana has to keep her gams warm at work.....



Btw.....Charlie thinks that Tatiana looks "so aristocratic".
Is that a compliment?

A cute little moose was hanging out next to Fred Meyer the other day.....the moose is to the left but hardly visible in the pic.

We had a toy party the other day at work. It was fun.
My date for the evening was Rico, he was perfect, ok body and quiet the whole time, that's how I like my men.
You shut up and I'll do the talking and the bossing around. You fork up the cash too.


We had the classic penis cake, you should bake the same cake for your next party, it's a hit!


The party really started after we all took some Viagra and tried out all the toys on each other.


I could not decide on which toy to try first, so many choices......




Then I imagined how it would be if I had really big boobs for a split second......


Did I buy something for myself? Yes. To see what I got you will have to keep on checking my blog......

We had a sex toy party at work yesterday, well before we were officially open for the evening. There were enough rubber dildos and gadgets
to open up a store. Did I buy anything? Yes. Got pics, might put them up tomorrow or so.
Having a lazy Sunday on the couch.
Oh, heard a NEW compliment last night. "You should be illegal", kind of sweet.
With new I mean, not the usual standard ones, which are nice to get too.
Enjoy your Sunday! I sure am.......