Welcome to Chaos !!

Tatiana has a cold - sneezy, runny nose and heavy eyes. So she decided against working tonight. But she didn't want to hole up on the couch either, so she drove to the laundromat.
It was a great idea. First of all Kiko was there doing her laundry also. Kiko works at Charlies too, she is up for a while from Florida. She seems really cool. She is very pretty, she is Polynesian and has very long, beautiful hair and she takes good care of herself. The funny thing is that Kiko and Tatiana go to the same older Eastern European lady for facials in Vegas, her name is Beba, what a small world! Of all the places for facials in Vegas........So Tatiana recommended Anastassia's spa in Anchorage for Kiko. And they both know Luxury, you know, the gorgeous Russian girl that Tatiana met while working in Colorado.
Kiko was sitting at the laundromat with a large novel, she has a cold too and didn't go in to work. Kiko gave Tatiana a bunch of info about clubs to work at. Tatiana gave Kiko some info about Chena and Manley hot springs, the mudbaths outside Vegas, China Ranch and some other places. Not only is Kiko very pretty, she seems NORMAL (in a good way), calm and smart and likes hot springs.
Then Tatiana found some money in one of the washers, not coins.......bills.
And when she was about to leave she ran into another girl that used to work at Charlies but not anymore, the girl owed Tatiana some $$ and Tatiana got it back.
It was the most rewarding laundromat trip ever.
After the laundry Tatiana got an extra hot spicy chai from "Hooked On The Bean", they have the best chai there.

The sun peeked out through the clouds, after rain all day, just now while Tatiana was driving home. Pretty!
Tatiana just finished reading "Unbearable Lightness" by Portia de Rossi. That is Ellen's wife. Portia must be one of the luckiest ladies in the US, she is married to Ellen that is like the best, so funny AND cute. They are vegans, have horses, they just seem very happy. Good for them!
The book is about Portia's struggles with body image, anorexia, bulimia, life in Hollywood etc. It's a good read.
The next book that Tatiana is going to read is "The Winner Stands Alone" by Paolo Coelho, she read it two years ago and is going to re-read it. Tatiana likes Coelho.

Tatiana told you it's raining out......
Just got back home from a long walk with Chhaya.
Kennedy, if you read this, Tatiana is reminiscing about our Sunday nights at your place with quinoa tacos, that was nice.

It is pouring down rain outside, according to the weather channel, this might be the outlook for the rest of the week.......yeay!
Tatiana just finished waxing her legs, it's amazing how long the hair on her thighs get, even Tatiana is impressed. Is there a long thigh hair competition somewhere that she could enter?
Since it's raining and there is not much else to do than to entertain all of you wonderful and smart readers.....smart since you are reading Tatiana's blog, with some new entries.
Soooooo.......Tatiana decided to let you know about her girlfriend experience....... juicy !!!!!
Tatiana is not an angry lesbian, lol, far from it. She likes boys and most of her relationships have been with boys. But she is not totally opposed to girls either.
There has been some kissing with Shelley. But it didn't go much further than that, Shelley is a good friend and her and Tatiana lived together, vacationed together and worked together. Tatiana used to say that if she and Shelley won't find their prince charmings that she will marry Shelley and live happily ever after. Shelley is a great girl and gorgeous. But just a friend.

Anyhow......her name was Yasmine. Tatiana was at work at Crazy Horse Too in Vegas, it was a busy night and both rooms were open and full. The energy was on top. Tatiana saw her across the room and felt butterflies in her stomach. She was sooooo sexy, dark eyes and dark hair, Tatiana really wanted to talk to her but felt too shy to approach her.
Well, a little later Tatiana ended up sitting with Yasmine's group anyways, they wanted Tatiana to dance for some people in the group. Tatiana tried not to stare at the girl she liked, she felt shy and clumsy. And then somebody bought a dance for Yasmine from Tatiana, hello nervous! Tatiana almost fainted! They talked a little and got to know each others names. Yasmine asked some questions and Tatiana did too. She found out that Yasmine was there on a work related trip and otherwise lived in Austin, TX. Tatiana was hoping that Yasmine would ask for her number or SOMETHING, she could feel a connection but maybe she was just imagining things?
Shortly after, Yasmine and her group left and Tatiana found and attacked Shelley and her other good friend Sara with all the details about Yasmine. Tatiana though that she would never see Yasmine again.......that was not a good feeling.
Well, the next night around 1 am Tatiana got paged to the North Bar. See, Crazy Horse Too was a good sized club and at times there were hundreds of girls working there a night.
If you wanted to see "your" girl again, you could sit around for hours and not get a glimpse of her all night. The easiest way see if she was working was to page her. "WHO might that be" Tatiana wondered as she walked over to the North Bar. She stood there for about a minute before the person who paged her appeared from sitting down in a chair by the wall.
IT WAS HER! Tatiana didn't even try to hide her excitement and smiled big at Yasmine. She could tell that Yasmine felt a little embarrassed to have went the extra mile to came back to the club and page Tatiana because now it was obvious to Tatiana that Yasmine was interested also.
Well, after about one hour of talking Tatiana decided that she wanted a little less conversation and a little more action. Please! So they left and ended up at The Peppermill.
A great place to take a date to in Vegas, go into the back area where they have the fire going. Nice plush couches and kind of dark. Quite romantic. And romantic it got indeed........so romantic that it soon got to be time to leave The Peppermill and take it somewhere private. YUMMY!



And after that night Tatiana was glued to Yasmine's side for the reminder of her stay in Vegas. You get lots of stares and some comments too when you hold hands and kiss with another girl in public. Kind of funny.
A few weeks later Yasmine came back and visited Tatiana and stayed with her. This went on for a while but the distance made it kind of difficult. They are still friends, Tatiana likes to be friends with her exes. Yasmine works in the entertainment business and every time she made it through Vegas they would meet up again and hang out. Tatiana got to go to concerts for free. Yasmine was sooooo sexy and nice, the time with her was great.

Then there have been girls that wanted to be with Tatiana but Tatiana didn't want to be with them. You have to be picky, you can't just be with everyone that wants a piece of you. Jeez........Tatiana would not have the time for that!
Last time Tatiana saw a girl she found interesting was a while ago at The Bush. No, not a coworker (sure some of them were very pretty but not in THAT way). A girl that was just in there. Superhot! Short hair in a very sexy hairdo, a white button up shirt tucked into some slacks and suspenders. Beautiful face and totally butchy. Tatiana felt a warm rush and walked straight over and told her that she was beautiful. The girl said thank you but she was there with her girlfriend, unfortunately, that didn't not look thrilled at all that some tall, skinny stripper with hair down to her ass was trying to get with HER woman. The girlfriend was NOT cute btw, bleh. They were from San Francisco (go figure), visiting Alaska.
Yeah, Tatiana would be in trouble in San Fransisco or West LA. She can just imagine how many cuties she would flirt with there........her type of cuties.

Pics by Guzzz Photography.

Tatiana successfully managed to crop two of her pics. WOW! She is not a computer whiz by any means, so this is personal progress.
Right now there are three or four photographers that Tatiana has agreed to maybe collaborate with in Anchorage. There are some more asking but Tatiana is not interested.
And of course, there are photographers in Vegas, LA and NY (and other places) but they are so far removed geographically at the moment so that is not even in the picture right now.
Taking pictures is fun! So maybe there will be a few shoots sometime soon if Tatiana can take some time out and get herself to Anchorage. Maybe.......

Back in January of 2005 a "short fiction" story was printed in a weekly free magazine in Vegas, the Las Vegas Weekly. This short fiction was called "Strong Morals in Strange Places". In this story you can read about two girls in Vegas, two strippers that were also friends. And some things that happened to them.
Well, back in January of 2005, as soon as Tatiana read this story, she immediately knew that the story was about her and Julia. Julia is Tatiana's FORMER friend. The one sitting next to Tatiana in the two pictures on this blog's first page.
All the characters in the story are "fictitious". Supposedly. Yeah, right.
Well, the thing is this......Julia was friends with the person that wrote this story........his name is Richard Abowitz.
Yeah, Tatiana and her life is supposedly SOOOO interesting that she was one of the main characters in a story printed in the Las Vegas Weekly. Or maybe Richard Abowitz didn't have anything else to write about that week? And he knew damn well that Julia was telling him a story about Tatiana and her, he knew who Tatiana was, he had met her. He just chose to rewrite it and change the names and places up a little........
Anyways, this was Tatiana's story and somewhat Julia's too. If anything it should had been them writing it. The REAL story, which actually is very interesting. Also, the way Tatiana is described in "Strong Morals in Strange Places" is laughable, especially in hindsight. She is the irresponsible one, dating speed smoking losers. Julia on the other hand is so put together and smart with a bright career outside the strip club.
Tatiana rents a room from Julia and sticks her for rent and leaves her room looking like a shit. Tatiana did this, Tatiana did that....... LOL . That is hysterical! Because the real, TRUE story is the TOTAL opposite!
Tatiana is tempted to copy "Strong Morals in Strange Places" and putting it here in her blog. And then write the real, true story. The way it should be told. Because besides Tatiana and Julia, there is another person involved in the story, a person no longer here with us and Tatiana thinks it's only fair to tell the truth.

And regarding the friendship......looking back Tatiana should had ended the friendship with Julia back in 2005 when this story came out and Julia didn't even have the decency to tell Tatiana about what she had done. That really showed her true colors.
But Tatiana, naive and very loyal, decided to stay friends. And now there is no more friendship. It didn't end too well. But Julia is the one that has to live with her own messes that she created. There were some very good times during the friendship of the fargosisters, many great and fun memories that Tatiana is thankful for and cherishes. But in the end, a friend has to act like a friend and things like backstabbing, lies, jealousy and envy catch up. So therefore, it is done.
DA NANG !